Niall:

I hummed the tune of Crazy Love as I made my way back to mine and Kiersten's hotel room in San Diego. The boys and I had just done a morning talk show but then we had the rest of the day off and we were all going to the San Diego Zoo. I was so excited to tell Kiersten that we were going to the zoo. She loved the zoo and I knew that she would be really happy.

I slid the key into the door and I opened it up expecting to hear music or the TV or to see Kiersten doing something. Instead a found a completely dark suite. Even if she had left the room to go to someone else's it wouldn't be dark because she would have opened the curtains and I know that because she was obsessed with the view that we had from our room. I was confused though, she was awake when I left and she said she was going to get up, so she shouldn't be asleep.

I carefully shut the door in case she was asleep and made my way into the bedroom. I saw a lump in the middle of our bed and knew that something was wrong. She didn't sleep under the blankets ever. She was too claustrophobic. As I moved closer I heard quiet whimpering and crying. "Baby?" I asked my voice cracking a little bit at the thoughts that were running through my mind of all the possibilities of everything that could happen. I quickly kicked off my shoes and pulled back the covers joining her in the middle of the bed. I wrapped my arms around her, "Baby what happened? Why are you crying?"

She quickly scooted away from me, "Just divorce me, Niall! Don't make it harder!" She yelled before letting out a harsh sob that she tried to cover up with her arm.

"Hey, hey. Where is this coming from?" I asked scooting closer to her. "What made you think I'm going to divorce you? Did someone say something to you?" I asked smoothing her hair out, thinking that fans had said something to her to try and upset her or there was something in the press about me divorcing her.

"I'm a horrible wife! I can't even get pregnant and that's my only job as a wife. All I have to do is great pregnant and I can't! Please don't divorce me and find someone else who can." She whimpered holding onto my shirt lightly.

I knew that's what the whole thing was about. She wasn't pregnant. I figured there was probably a negative pregnancy test on the sink in the bathroom. I had tried to tell her that taking tests when she wasn't showing any symptoms wasn't a good idea and that she was just setting herself up to be disappointed but of course she didn't listen to me.

"Hey, hey, look at me." I said gently tilting her head up so I could look into her blue eyes. "I am not divorcing you ever. I would be the stupidest person alive to divorce you. And I'm especially not divorcing you because only after four months of trying you're not pregnant. Getting pregnant is not your only job as a wife. Your only job as my wife is to love me and you're doing a damn good job at that. You're a perfect wife in every way. Even if you never get pregnant I will never divorce you and find someone else. I read the other day that if you've tried for a year, then you can go to the doctor and talk to them about fertility. A year, baby. Not four months, a year. And if for whatever reason it may be that we can't have kids we can adopt. I am never going to divorce you. I love you way too much to be that stupid, I love you okay?"

Kiersten nodded burying her face in my chest. I rubbed her back gently and kissed the top of her head as she let out all her left over tears. "I love you too, Niall." She said picking her head up and kissing me.

I wiped her tears away and smiled at her. "No more pregnancy tests until there's symptoms, agreed?" She nodded and I kissed her forehead. Kiersten and I cuddled for a while in the middle of the bed. I gently planted kisses where ever my lips were on her skin, until I felt that she had calmed down and was out of the mood she had been in, and knew that no matter what happened I wasn't going to divorce her. "I have a surprise for you." I said kissing her nose.

"Really? What is it?"

"We're all going to the San Diego Zoo today."

"Really?!" She asked sitting up and grinning.

I nodded, "And we're leaving soon so we should get up and get ready." I said combing my fingers through her hair.

She nodded and got up moving around the room quickly getting ready. "I'm so excited to go to the zoo!" She said pulling on her shorts.

"You look like you're going to work out or something." I said as she tied her shoes.

She looked up at me blinking rapidly, "The zoo is a serious matter, Niall." She said handing me the bottle of sunblock and turning around so I could put it on her shoulders. "You have to be prepared if you want to see everything, you know." She said switching with me so she could put some sunblock on me.

I laughed and kissed her nose, "Whatever you say babe."

"Niall I am fully prepared to ditch everyone else. Because kids are only going to slow us down and I'm sure Samie won't wear practical shoes. So I mean really we are going to be by ourselves." She said going in my suitcase and pulling out a pair of sunglasses. When she went anywhere with me she never brought her own. She always just wore mine.

"With Bob. By ourselves with Bob." I said sitting down on the edge of the bed and slipping my shoes back on.

Kiersten groaned, "But he's a slow poke."

I laughed and grabbed her hand pulling her down on my lap sideways so I could kiss her cheek and look at her, "I promise that you will get to see everything, okay?"

She held up her pinky and I smiled hooking our pinkies together. "Okay! Let's go!" She said jumping up and throwing her backpack on as I did the same. Then she grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the room and down the hall to where we were meeting everyone in Louis and Eleanor's room.

When we got there Paul told us to take a seat along with everyone else (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_90/set?id=76844633) so he could go over rules and safetly and stuff. "Okay! Everyone ready to go?" Paul asked when he finished his speech on heat exhaustion looking right at Kiersten who had gotten heat exhaustion last time we went to a zoo in Texas because she didn't drink enough water.

"Don't worry Paul I have the little backpack thing you gave me for Christmas inside my regular backpack." She said with an eye roll. For Christmas he had given her a backpack that you fill with water and it has a little hose that you use to drink out of.

"Good. Now, I think these names are pretty clever and you're probably going to be called these for the rest of your lives so be prepared." He said looking down at a piece of paper. "These are the groups for today- and minus the security guards, hopefully forever. Okay in the Styles Squad is Harry and Samie, along with Preston. In the Payne Pack is Liam, Danielle, Elise, and me. In the Tomlinson Troop is Louis, Eleanor, Poppy, and Andy. The Malik-Wilson Mob, is Zayn, Nora, Mason, Aurora, and Tootie along with Alberto. Finally the Horan Herd, is Niall, Kiersten, and Bob. Does everyone know their groups?" He asked and we all nodded as the security guards moved to sit with their assigned group.

"Okay! Roll call! Tomlinson Troop you all here?"

"Yes!" Louis yelled.

"The Payne Pack?"

"Yeah!" Liam yelled.

"The Styles Squad>"

"Yes!" Harry yelled.

"The Malik-Wilson Mob?"

"Yes Pauly!" Xara yelled making everyone chuckle.

"And the Horan Herd that's not really a herd?"

"Yep."

"Okay! Let's go!" Paul said and we all headed out to the large van.

When we got inside the van Kiersten pulled out a map of the zoo and a sharpie. "Where did you even get that?" Harry asked laughing at her.

"The hotel." She said not even looking up from the map. She quickly drew a giant X on the bird exhibit before moving on.

"Why do you have it, though?" Nora asked, "Like wouldn't it just be more fun to walk around and see what you find?"

Kiersten sighed, "Niall please explain this to them." Kiersten said while scribbling all over the map.

I rolled my eyes turning around to look at Nora. "She wants to make sure that she gets to see everything. If you look at the map she's dividing the zoo into sections and giving each animal a number within that section. She's prioritizing them within the group and she starts where ever the giraffes are because they're animal number one and they are her favorite.

"Why is the bird exhibit crossed out?" Nora asked.

"She hates birds. She's afraid of them." I said as I watched Kiersten carefully scour the map. "Niall! They have sea turtles!" She said looking up at me and I laughed and kissed her cheek. I was used to this. It was like this every time we went to the zoo. She was normally extremely relaxed and go with the flow, she was like that with everything except the zoo. She just really loved animals and wanted to see as much as possible.

When we got to the zoo we had to wait in line to get in and Kiersten was bouncing up and down and complaining about the line so much that I had to distract her. "I'm sorry Ni. I'm just really excited. I've never been to this zoo before."

"I know, babe. But distract yourself until we get into the zoo okay?" I asked pulling her over to where looking at Poppy who was sitting her pram. "Hey PopPop." I said moving Louis out of the way so I could look at her. "I like your hat. Babe don't you like her hat? It's cute yeah?" I asked turning around to talk to Kiersten, but she wasn't there. I looked around and saw her sitting cross-legged on the ground in front of Xara talking to her, but Xara looked crabby. I kissed Poppy's forehead before walking over to where Zayn was. "Why does Xara look so cranky?"

"She is cranky. She's been like it all day. First she wanted to wear a really nice dress and threw a fit when I said no. Then she refused to ride in the double pram with Mason because it wasn't pink, and if she doesn't get her way then she throws a huge fit. She also refuses to allow anyone push her but me." Zayn said sighing.

"She's just being a woman, Zayn. Don't worry about it." Something hard hit my leg my leg and looked down to see a doll lying next to my foot. I looked up and saw both Kiersten and Xara glaring at me.

"We heard you, Unca Niall. That was mean." Xara said pointing a finger at me.

"You're right, Tootie." I said kissing the top of her head. "I'm sorry." I said crouching down to give Kiersten a kiss.

Kiersten shrugged, "We forgive you, right Tootie?"

Xara shook her head, "Not until you give me my dollie back, "She said crossing her arms. I grabbed the doll off the ground and handed it to her. She pointed to her cheek and I laughed bending down to kiss her cheek.

We finally got into the zoo and Kiersten immediately separated us from the rest of the group and set off to find the giraffes. Well not really find them Kiersten knew exactly where they were.

Bob took a picture of us in front of them on Kiersten's phone and she quickly made it her background. Then we went on to see the rest of the animals in the section Kiersten created.

"Babe." I whined, "Can we take a break? It's been three hours. Can we get something to eat, now?"

Kiersten paused and looked at me, "But the sea turtles and manatees are next!"

"Please?" I said grabbing her hand and putting it on my stomach just as it growled.

She still wasn't convinced, "But the manatees, Ni." She said sticking out her bottom lip.

"Babe seeing them here isn't going to be as good as it was in Belize. And we can get any souvenirs you want before we leave, okay?"

"Anything? Even if it's impractical and dumb and you hate it? Or if I want a lot of them?"

"Yes babe, you could get whatever you want." I said kissing her nose, making her scrunch it up and giggle a little bit.

"Okay!" She said grabbing my hand and pulling me through the crowds of people to the zoo food court.

After we ate we headed back to the animals and I held Kiersten's hand as we walked, well I walked she bounced, to the manatee exhibit. "You're so cute, babe." I laughed kissing her cheek as she skidded to a stop grinning at the large animals.

I trailed behind Kiersten who was almost asleep on Bob's back since she had begged and whined for him to give hera piggy back ride out to the van as we walked out with everyone. We climbed in and Kiersten curled into my side and rested her head on my shoulder, "Thanks for all the souvenirs, Ni. I love them. I love you, also."

"You're welcome. I love you too, babe." I said pressing a kiss to the top of her head. Honestly I would've bought the whole store for her but she only wanted a few things. When we got to the hotel room I unpacked all of the souvenirs that Kiersten had picked out. I laughed at the ridiculous stuff she had picked out, just because she could. I brushed my teeth and then crawled into bed trying to not wake my sleeping wife but it didn't work very well.

I felt her hand slide across my bare stomach as her finger lightly ran over the light trail of hair on my lower abdomen and her lips pressed to the corner of my jaw bone. "What are you doing?" whispered as she climbed on top of me straddling my hips.

"We haven't tried yet today."

"Babe, we can wait until tomorrow. We're both really tired, we had a long day." I said trying to push my want for her away and convince her to go to sleep.

"But what if this was the one night that it could actually happen? What if your little men don't make it all the way tomorrow?"

"Babe!" I laughed, "That's not building the mood whatsoever!"

"Niall," She groaned holding my name out and grinding her hips against mine. I knew what she was doing. She was trying to turn me on. She pulled her shirt off and looked at me with her big blue eyes, biting her lip trying to pull off that innocent look that she knew I loved, and I sighed because of course it worked.

Harry and I settled down on the couch on tour bus and waited for the girls to change into their pajamas and join us for our movie. We were on the bus continuing the tour to the next city from San Diego. We decided to make our way through the Saw movies, even though Kiersten protested she got out voted. The girls walked out after finally changing into their pajamas. (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_91/set?id=77031894)

Kiersten climbed onto the couch and settled herself between my legs and against my chest. Her and Samie both laid out blankets across themselves that had on old picture of One Direction on it.

"Where did you get these?" Harry asked laughing.

"Paul gave them to us." Samie said and I noticed that the shirt she was wearing was Harry's.

"Look my teeth were crooked. That's how long ago this was. So embarrassing."

"I think they're cute." Kiersten said kissing my cheek.

Harry started the movie and I played with soft material of Kiersten's green shirt. "Where did you get this?" I asked since I had never seen it before.

"A fan gave it to me when we were in Boston. I like it's comfy."

"Mmmhm, you look very comfy. And cute and cuddly. I like it, it makes me want to cuddle with you."

Kiersten laughed, "You always want to cuddle."

I shrugged, "I like cuddling." I said and Kiersten cuddled into my chest. I kissed the top of her head and we settled in to watch the movie.

Twenty minutes later Kiersten's face was buried in my chest and her fists clenched my shirt as she tried to hide her face from the gorey scenses that were on the large flat screen.

I rubbed her back gently but I couldn't tear my eyes away from the screen to really comfort her. I glanced over at Harry and Samie and laughed when I saw that it was the complete opposite of Kiersten and I. Harry ahd his face buried in Samie's neck while Samie intently watched the screen. I remembered her telling me that they were her favorite movies.

Eventually the movie ended and we all made our way to our bedrooms. As we made our way through the dark bus Kiersten clutched tightly to me and I laughed at her, "It's just a movie, babe. There's nothing to worry about."

"I don't care. I'm still scared. I hate those movies." She said as we climbed into me. She looked at me and pouted a bit, "I need something to distract me so I can fall asleep. Besides, I think it's about time we show those two who are really the loudest." She said coming closer to me.

I laughed and kissed her passionately.

"I hate you." Harry said as I walked into the kitchen the next morning to make Kiersten and I a cup of tea.

I laughed as I grabbed the giraffe mug for Kiersten. The giraffe's body was painted on the mug but the handle was its neck and head. "Why?"

"Do you know how long you two went last night? And how loud you were?" He asked putting sugar in his tea.

"She was scared from the movie, had to distract her." I said shrugging and carrying the tea back to the bedroom. Kiersten was still asleep. She was lying on her stomach and the white sheet was resting in the middle of her bare back while her blonde hair was everywhere. "Baby, time to wake up." I whispered setting the mugs down on the nightstand and rubbing her back lightly, "I made you tea."

"Mmm morning." Kiersten said rolling over and grabbing her shirt off the floor pulling it on over her purple love bite covered chest. "I really don't understand why all these are necessary." She said poking the one that was peeking out of her shirt collar.

I smirked bending down to kiss her lips, "Just want everyone to know that you're mine."

"Yeah, well I'm going to need some new cover-up soon."

"I'll talk to Lou today, and she if she has some."

"Thank you." She said curling her legs underneath her and crabbing her tea.

Someone knocked on the door, "We're almost there, Niall, and Paul wants us ready to go and off the bus as soon as we stop, we've got interviews this morning before sound check."