After leaving Anders and Gavin's house I have a lot to think about. I knew Gavin was my mate as soon as I got close to there house. The pull was strong, but I needed to make sure. I still can't believe my friends and I did that to my mate. He is never going to forgive me. He is adorable though and I can't wait to be with him. I was a little surprised to see him slip into little space, but I guess he was still really scared of me. I can't blame him, but it made me sad to see him so upset and scared of me. I will have to make it up to him. I will be a good daddy to him along with Anders.

I decide to order lots of candy and stuffies and toys and have them delivered to Anders and Gavin's house. I have to start somewhere to make up for my mistakes and this is the best I know how for the time being. I can't wait to see him again and hopefully get to know him more. I just hope I hear from Anders soon! Until then I get to work on some of the business stuff and keep planing on how to win my mates forgiveness.