*Edited

I was in the kitchen preparing dinner and I felt his eyes on me.

"What?" I said putting stuff in the oven.

"How come you don't have a nickname for me?"

"What do you mean?"

"I always call you love. I have been since we first met. You don't have a cute endearment for me." I chuckled.

"Is this real-"

"Real relationship?" I nodded my head.

"Do you want this to be real relationship?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"Do you love me?" He asked putting his hands around my waist. I was still facing stove when he asked me that. I didn't know what to say.

"I-I-" then doorbell ring. Save my the bell.

"We're not done this conversation love."

I was hoping we were done. I didn't want to have that conversation.

I never been relationship.

I've never been intimate with someone and I've never been in love. It scares the hell out of me that ever one that was suppose to love me left me.

Would he do the same?

We were sitting at table with his parents and we were all having great convo. His parents were really great people.

They were so lovable and his mom was hilariously.

She definitely treated Desmond as her baby.

"Mom stop. I can wipe my own face." He said pushing her away.

"Dear stop he 35 years old." Bruce said

"Oh know but he is my baby didn't even get to see him get married." She said pouting looking at both of us.

"Don't worry mom. We will have another just for you."

"Really?" She said.

"Really?" I said. He nodded his head and wink at me.

After they left I was laying in the bed. It's definitely been a long day I just love laying in this bed.

"Hey love." I looked up and saw him with just some briefs on and no shirt.

Fuck me.

He wasn't given me no dick for a whole week.

What am I to do? He climbed in the bed and laid down. I was laying on my back snuggled into the covers.

"Do you love me?" He asked. I looked over to him and saw him staring at me.

"Huh?"

"Do you love me?"

"I've never love anyone before." I said. He came closer to me and got on top of me.

"Do you want to marry me?" He asked.

"Are you asking me?" He started kissing my kissing my neck.

"Yes." He said. He looked up at me and just stared at me.

"I love you." He said. It was definitely I love you kiss. He pulled away.

"I will make love to you when you tell me you love me." He kissed me one last time and laid his head on my chest and went to sleep.

I laid there not knowing what to say.

*************

Two weeks later

I woke up and he was gone. I got up and went to kitchen and saw a note.

"Love,

I had to go to work early. I'll see you for dinner.

I love you

-Love Des

I smiled I can't believe he left me this note. I was going surprise him with lunch.

I knew his mom would be there so I thought it would be a good idea to say hi.

I took a shower, comb my hair and brush my teeth. I got dressed and call his driver. He came and pick me up at noon.

I saw his receptionist and I ask for his mom .

I walked in her office to give her hug and say hi.

"Hi honey how are you."

"I'm fine. I just wanted to say hi before I went to Desmond."

"Well let me talk to you for a second. Sit down."

"Sure, Sara.

"It's mom. I want to let you know that I really like you. He really loves you when I tell you this. He is really scared you don't love him back."

"He told you that?" She nodded.

"Of course my son tells me everything. He is a mama boy. Don't tell him I told you that." We both started laughing.

"I'm just scared everyone that has loved me abandon me. I don't if I could handle that again. "

"My son is very appeasing man. He is attractive, wealthy and dominant. Men easy men always throwing them self at him. You. You don't do that. I can see you are interested him and no one else. Please trust him. I see how he is with you. He won't do anything to hurt you okay." I nod my head.

"Thanks. I appreciate it." I gave her hug and I went to Desmond's office.

I knocked on the door and he open it but it was a guy with his shirt off. I couldn't believe it.

"Who is it?" He yelled out.

"Tell him it's his ex husband." I dropped the bag of food and ran out.

I couldn't believe what I saw.

My whole world came crushing down in front of me.

Why would there be another guy there? Shirt off too?

I went home.