"Honor there go Crew." I looked up and saw Crew sitting on the couch with some of his homies. When he saw me he got up and pulled up his pants.

He walked towards me and grabbed my hand. "Why yo Lil ass didn't tell me you was messing with Cam?" I pulled away from him and folded my arms. "Nigga it's nun of yo business who I fuck." He smacked his lips

"If you wanna be a Lil hoe gone head and do that." I smacked his ass I don't know who the fuck he thought he was talking to. "Bitch you're lucky I'm pregnant If I wasn't I would've to beat yo ass don't you ever disrespect me, Crew."

My eyes widen, oh shit I didn't mean to say that shit. I turned around finna walk away Crew grabbed me so hard it felt like my arm pulled out my socket. "You Pregnant?"

"Nigga let me go! Can we not talk about this shit right now Crew?" He looked mad as hell I've never seen Crew look this mad. "Naw Hell Naw we talking about this shit right now." I started crying "Crew can we please just come to my car so we can talk about it." he nodded his head I started walking out to the party to my car with Crew behind me.

I got in the car while he was in the passenger seat. "Is it mines Honor?"

"I don't know Crew." He frowned looking at me "The fuck you mean you don't know? What you fucked us the same night or some shit?!"

"Nigga no! I just don't know the exact dates on when I got pregnant." My phone started ringing it was Cam I answered of course. "Yes, Cam?"

"How the party so far? You need me to pull up?" I shook my head in the camera. "naw I'm good I'm finna be on my way home anyway. What time are you coming home?"

"around 1:30." I nodded my head "Okay see you at home love you."He smiled "I love you too Onnie." he hung up the phone. "Do his ass know that the baby might not be his?" I huffed "it's not a baby yet Crew it's a cell if you wanna be technical."

"You aborting it?"

"Cam said if I wasn't ready for a baby we didn't have to have it—"

"Yea it's good Abort the shít." Crew went into his pants and gave me 500 dollars. "Lemme know when you did it." I frowned "so what if it is your baby, you still don't want it?" He smacked his lips

"Honor I don't won't no baby, especially not by your bitter ass" Hearing that really hurt my soul I felt tears coming down my eyes. Maybe they was right I wasn't gone be a good mom at all.

"I'll let you know when it's done." I said whispering trying to hold the rest of my tears back. "Ight good looks." He said getting out the car. When the car door slammed closed I broke down. I pulled out my phone and called my mom. "Yess Onnie."

"Mommy I need you."

"Why the fuck you crying honor did something happen? Are you at home?" I told her I'll be over her house to tell her everything.

I started up my car and left out the parking lot making my way to my mom house. I know Cam said if I didn't wanna get rid of the baby, I didn't have to but it felt like if it came down to it he would want to me get rid of it. Than with Crew he didn't give a fuck about me anymore or what I do.

In the beginning he was so sweet and attentive but now he just cold to me like I didn't mean shit to him so to be honest he wouldn't care what I did.

I pulled up at my momma house. I parked in the drive way and got out, She had made sure I still had a key so all I had to do was unlock the door.

When I walked in the house Syd was running around with Reign shooting nerf guns at each other. My momma was in the kitchen cooking with Mason on her hip and my dad was sitting on the couch yelling at Kash for something he did.

I walked pass all of them not saying anything I went straight in the kitchen and hugged my mom as I cried.

" I ain't even finna lie to you Honor you need to stop that crying shít what ever it is you gone get through it but this crying shit ain't gone fix it."

"Can we go somewhere private?" She nodded her head and went into the living room and gave Mason to my dad. We Made our way upstairs to my old bedroom which still looked the same.

"What is it Onnie?"

"I don't know how to say this to you." My momma started staring me into the eyes. "Spit it out Honor Damn!"

"Please don't tell my dad at least not yet."

"What's going on Honor like for real stop beating around the bush."

"I'm pregnant." When I tell you she almost fell out she could barley stand up. "Pregnant?!" "Honor we put you on birth control. Oh my fucking God Honor Really Really?" I started crying. Seeing your mom disappointed in you has to be one of the most disappointing things ever.

"Honor you just 18, you got so much life to live Is a baby what you really want?"

"I don't know mom." I said wiping my eyes. She got up and started pacing back and forwards. "Damn Honor Why You always Fucking uppp!?"

The door opened and Reign Walked in "you told her?" I nodded my head "well mom I think she should keep it, I mean you had her at a young age."

"Does Cam know?" I shook my head yea "mhmm he said it's up to me." I wasn't going to tell my momma that it might be Crews everything in me was hoping it to be Cam.

"All I wanna say is I support you but I gotta sleep on this Onnie." I had got up and left I didn't even wanna say bye just because the simple fact I wasn't even in my right mind at the moment.

When I made it home Cam was already there he was early I loved that for me. "Hey." I said sitting down on the couch and putting my head on his leg.

"You good?" I nodded my head with tears running down my face. "Yeah just scared." Everything in me wanted to keep this baby but everybody around me wanted me to abort it.

"I know you don't want this baby Cam but I want it. I wanna be a mommy. I wanna do all the mommy things." I said leaning up. He looked at me for a minute. "Okay, we having a baby then." Hearing him say that made me so happy for the moment. I'm having a baby!