𝗛𝗼𝗻𝗼𝗿 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗺𝘀

-𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙜𝙤 𝙄𝙇

"Cameron move damnn!"I said laughing at him while he was kissing all on my neck while I was cooking some food for us.

"Is you almost done damn!" I nodded my head "Yeah, In like 20 minutes." I stepped away from the kitchen and sat on the couch. After and me Crew so-called I started talking to Cameron a few months later & it's honestly been the best ever!

"Okay, so my momma bringing Mason over tomorrow while she and my daddy are out of town for the weekend for Syd's birthday." Cameron nodded his head "Ite wea they going out of town?"

"Jamaica Syd been wanting to go there for a while now."

"Don't you supposed to be going to yo sister and brother's party tonight" Today was Aaliyah and Kayden's 24th birthday she had been planning this for a while now, I decided to go cause I haven't been out of the house in a while.

Yea you still coming?" He shook his head no "Naw I got shit to do in the streets, but I ah be home around 3 am."

I frowned I understood 1 am but 3 am is when the blocks and shit are quiet so I was confused on the fact why he was coming in at 3 am.

"Don't you think that's too late Cam? I want you home at 1 ain't shit that important to not be coming home and laying in the bed with your girl." We argued about this situation plenty of times I was getting tired of the late nights.

All I did was worry about him not even 3 months ago he was shot in the stomach.

"Mane fuck that its money to be made. Ain't shit more important than making money that's how you eat from all these fancy-ass food places."

"Okay, imma need you to leave and then come back when you have some common sense my nigga!"

He got up and left out my apartment, I got up and went to the bathroom, and pulled out the pregnancy tests I peed in the cup so I could put multiple tests.

"God please don't let me be pregnant not right now at least." I had a lot on my plate right now A baby isn't something that I needed I was only 18 I didn't even have a fucking job yet.

I called Regain while I waited. "So What does it say?" I started crying "I don't know it says I have to wait 2 minutes. I'm scared.

"Well have you told Crew that he might be the daddy? Did you even tell Cameron" I huffed A month ago I saw Crew at Kayden's house and we fucked it wasn't even anything serious I love Cameron I really did?

"Bitch I don't even know if I'm pregnant yet." the timer had stopped so I looked at the test. "What it Say?" I started crying so hard "IM Pregnant!" Regain started yelling trying to calm me down.

"Bitch King finna kill you, Omg Honor what you are gone do?" My daddy was really finna kill me I didn't even finish college yet. "Imma fall down the stairs!" that's the only thing I could think of at the moment.

"GIRL that not gonna do anything. First, you need to tell Crew then you need to tell Cameron, After you get them over with you need to tell yo daddy and momma."

"I'm scared Regain You know how daddy is about me being pregnant he doesn't want no grandkids why do you think Aaliyah ain't have a baby yet. What if he disowns me?"

She started laughing "Girl King ain't gone disown yo ass! you his only BIOLOGICAL daughter." The bathroom door opened "Aye Baby I'm sorry okay if you want me to come in at 1- Why do you got 3 pregnancy tests sitting on the counter?" I froze I didn't know what to say. "you pregnant?"

I slowly nodded my head. "I thought You was on birth control."

"I mean I am I might have slipped one of these days, I just don't know how Cam." Regain had hung up and I started crying some more;

"I'm Scared, You know I have been going through a lot with my depression what if I'm not a good mom what if I hurt the baby?"

Cameron didn't know what to do he was just standing there. "We gone get through this alright? you have been thinking about abortion or anything, if you don't want this baby we don't have to have it, we can have a baby in the future if that's what you want if you are not ready for this baby mentally or physical we don't have to go through with it okay?"

I honestly didn't expect him to say that, I thought he was gonna say I'm keeping this baby, and that's the end of it. I nodded my head and hugged him "We gone talk more after the party okay?"

"Okay." Should I hit up Crew and tell him or should I just get the abortion? I didn't know what to do.

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I pulled up at Aaliyah's and Kayden's party in all black, Cameron was on the block he called me every 2 hours to make sure I was cool. I parked my car in the parking lot of the hall the party was gonna be at it were hella people outside so I'm already knowing it was a lot of people on the inside.

As soon as I walked in I saw Kayden On the table lit asf dancing. Everybody was around him hyping him up. Aaliyah was on Snapchat recording them singing the song "HellCATS AND TRACKHAWKS THEY GOT TIMMY ON THE TURN-UP FINNA BLAST WE WOULDVE GOT CAUGHT WITH THAT BODY TOOK HIS MASK OFF! SHE AH UNGRATEFUL LIL BITCH I TAKE HER ASS OFF GIMMIE THEM TITTIES BACK BITCH! Please don't play with me and my brother hoes we do this drip shit for fun!" Aaliyah said before ending the snapchat.

Kayden saw me and ran up to me "EE look at you with all this Amiri on stop playing with yuuu!" I yelled over the music. Kayden smiled and hugged me Aaliyah came up to me and hugged me too she had on all Alexzander Wang she looked good as the fuck.

"Come on onnie let's get you a drink. oh, Bitch and Crew was looking for you he somewhere around here." I nodded my head, Me And Crew had to have a longgg talk and I wasn't ready fo it