《Lost and Insecure (ManxBoy)》Chapter 20
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I fell to the ground with a hard impact and could feel the air get knocked out of me. Without wasting a second, I stood on my feet again and attacked the black clothed female watching me with a smile.
Her sinister smile faded once I had her by the throat and pinned on the dirty ground. She scratched the side of my face with her long, sharp fingernail and pushed me off, causing her to be on top now.
"C'mon babe, you can do better than that!" Julie taunted with a grin and kissed my bleeding wound.
I groaned in irritation and knocked her off of me. She landed beside me and I used the opportunity to climb back on top of her thin body.
My cheek was staring to sting from the opened cut, but Julie had bruises already forming up her arms and on her chest so it made me feel better that I wasn't completely losing.
"Give up yet?" I breathed out heavily. Going at this for almost an hour was exhausting the shit out of me.
Julie gave me her usual pretty smile and pretended to think about it but I knew better than that. I grabbed her arm before it made contact with my face again.
I got off of her and dusted my jeans and shirt before I started to walk back home. But of course I was roughly pushed to the ground and suddenly bitten on the neck.
I tried to shove Julie off of me but her fangs were already deep inside my neck. I didn't want to hurt her, but I couldn't let her mark me the way she wanted too.
With all my strength, I pushed her away and felt a little guilt when she landed a bit too hard on the ground.
"What the hell was that for?!" she shouted and stood up to wipe the dirt from her pale face.
"You can't mark my neck like that anymore. It might mean nothing to us but ...somebody might think something else." I stated, thinking of Luke.
Ever since I made the mistake of coming home drunk and with a love bite on me, Luke has been ignoring me. He even sleeps in Nana's room now. That's how bad he doesn't want to see me.
I didn't cheat on Luke. I might of been drunk but I knew exactly what happened. A very desperate girl tried to seduce me but I declined her and she tried to leave a bruise on me in return.
I ended up getting very mad knowing Luke would be upset when he saw the faded mark so I ended up snapping her neck when she went to the restroom.
"You have a girlfriend and didn't tell me? Some friend...Do I know her?" Julie questioned.
I wiped my bloody cheek and chuckled, "She is actually a he.." I replied.
Julie's eyes widen and watched as she gave me her brightest smile.
"No freaking way! I never thought you were the relationship type. What's his name?" Julie asked in wonder.
"He's staying with me, so if you want you can come home me to meet him." I offered.
Julie clapped her hands in excitment and started to run towards my house, leaving me all alone. I hope Luke will be as excited to meet her.
Julie was a sweet girl but she had a fiesty attitude sometimes. I met her a couple of years ago when she killed a man for looking at her wrong.
I saw the way she grabbed his jaw and basically parted the man's face in half. It was an amazing scene and I knew I had to be-friend the mysterious girl.
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I learned that her father was once friends with mine and that she like her father she was trained to kill.
So that was the reason I always met with her in this empty landscape. She trained me and taught me all her moves.
Julie's favorite color was black so that's the color she always wore. Even her long fingernails were painted a deep black.
I made my way inside my house and was surprised to see Julie and James arguing by the steps.
"You look like a witch!"
"Yeah, well atleast I don't act like a child that has a shitty diaper!"
I approached the two annoying vampires and passed by them. Julie followed and stuck her tongue out at James.
I was planning to go to Nana's room to see if Luke was there but he was standing only inches away from me. He looked tired and I had the urge to take him back to my bed, so we could sleep all day together.
But once he saw me, he quickly turned around and tried to go back to Nana's room. I catched up to him and gently grabbed his arm.
"Wait..I wan't you to meet somebody." I told him in a calm voice and saw him look behind me to see Julie, who had a confused expression on her face.
"I really don't want to." Luke replied and got out of my hold. He entered Nana's room and closed the door with a loud slam.
I heard Julie whistle like she didn't just witness the whole situation. I ran my fingers through my hair and heavily sighed. I was getting frustrated with Luke's rude behavior.
I have been trying to keep my calm for almost two weeks now because I understood his anger, but it seems now he isn't planning on forgiving me. He still believes I had sex with somebody else.
"Sooo you forgot to mention the fact that your little lover is a human.." Julie spoke up.
I turned around and walked towards my room, "It's not like it matters." I replied, suddenly exhausted.
"Well it does and you know that. What if one of your enemies finds out? You can kiss that pretty boy goodbye!" Julie exclaimed in worry.
"Don't you think I don't know that?! I know all the consequences!" I yelled back at her.
Julie crossed her arms and stared at me. "Fine, but don't say I didn't warn you." she stated.
I ignored her comment and entered my room, I heard her footsteps fade away and knew she was leaving.
I rubbed my face in irritation and winced a little once I accidentally touched the cut on my face. Maybe a shower was all I needed to ease some of my anger but I didn't have clean towels.
I stepped out of my room and once again bumped into Luke, but he was just passing by to head downstairs. In one quick motion I wrapped my arm around his waist and pulled him into the room.
I locked the door and stared at the anxious white haired boy in front of me. "Alexander, let me go...I need to help Nana with something." Luke lied and tried to open the door, but I quickly stopped him before he did.
He tried to avoid making eye contact with me and even flinched away if I tried to touch him.
"Luke, I don't like the way you're avoiding me." I stated and stood in front of him, leaving only a very small gap between us.
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"I really need to help Na-"
Before he could finish his sentence I placed my hands on his cheeks and pressed my lips against his slighty parted mouth. I ran my tongue inside his warm mouth and enjoyed the taste until he roughly pushed me back.
"Stop Alexander!"
I stayed in my spot and watched his eyes get glossy. "I-I uh need to go..." he rushed out once he saw me staring and tried to leave again.
I grabbed him and wouldn't let him get away so easily. We needed to fix this before we continued to hurt eachother.
I kissed him desperately again and placed open mouth kisses up and down his neck. I felt his pulse quicken and I knew he had missed my touch.
I wrapped my arm securely on his waist and started to suck a bruise on his collarbone that was sticking out of his loose shirt. His small whimper made me continue my attack all the way back to my bed.
"A-Alexander...wait..." Luke groaned out but his fingers were tugging hard on the back of my hair and his eyes were closed in pure pleasure.
I placed my hand under his shirt and felt his smooth torso and chest. I went down on him and bit gently on his chest, hipbones and stomach. The moans that escaped his mouth in return gave me the courage to tug off his jeans along with his underwear.
"Alexander I-"
I shushed Luke with a kiss and looked into his sad eyes. "I promise you I didn't sleep with anybody, Luke. The only person I want is my pretty white haired boy. My body only craves for you. My mind only thinks of you and my love only belongs to you." I confessed.
It got suddenly got quiet and Luke was staring at me in shock. I was starting to think the confession was a bit too much for him, until his lips were suddenly kissing me.
It was a sloppy kiss but I felt the love and passion he was trying to show me. The rough kissing soon turned into both of us being completely naked under the bed sheets making love.
Luke's legs were wrapped around my waist as I thrusted deep and hard inside of him. I knew we were making a lot of noise by the way the headboard hit the wall and Luke's loud moans echoed through the room.
"Luke open your eyes, I want to see you completely." I instructed and saw the way his eyelids opened showing his glossy eyes.
I quickened my hip movements and grabbed on to the headboard for support to fill his hot entrance even more. The feeling was still as good as the first time we had sex. The way he scratches down my back and screams my name makes me go crazy.
"Alex...I-I'm going t-" Luke moaned out and soon came between our heated, sweaty bodies with a groan. His face of pleasure made me do the same causing me to cum hard inside him.
I rode out my climax still inside of him and tried to catch my breath. Luke's lips were bruised from my biting and sucking. I couldn't help but lean down and bite on them one more time, this time letting out my fangs and letting them rip his soft lips.
Luke stayed still and let me abuse his lips until they were dark red and swollen. I licked the blood slowly escaping from the bites and enjoyed the taste with pleasure.
I kissed them gently one last time before I finally pulled out of Luke and layed beside him. He immediately cuddled into my side and hid his face in my neck.
Finally, my pretty white haired boy was once again by my side where he belonged...
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".....and then she told me I looked like shit..."
".....she's like a witch in disguise..."
".....she even tried to scratch my face just because I said she gained weight!"
I sat in my chair quietly and let James complain about Julie for the fifth time today. Luke sat beside me, enjoying his favorite steak dinner and trying to understand what James was saying.
Since he didn't meet Julie when she came over, he had no idea what James was talking about. I haven't told him about her and I knew I needed to do it soon before he thought there was something between Julie and I.
"Well, you should never talk about a girl's weight..You have no right to do so. It's hard being a girl in general so you shouldn't add on to it." Luke told James seriously.
I smiled at his reply and loved that he respected women.
"Are you not listening to me?! She's a complete psycho!" James replied in exaggeration, swinging his arms in the air to get his point across.
"The only psycho here is you, James. Like my boy said, you deserved to get hit for mentioning Julie's weight. She's fine the way she is and that'll be the last time I hear you say something like that to her or any other female in this house." I scolded James with a stern look.
He huffed in defeat and nodded.
I sipped my coffee and saw Luke staring at me with a proud smile. I winked at him and was suddenly blinded.
Two hands were around my eyes and I almost attacked the person behind me until I heard Julie's familiar small giggle.
"I know it's you Julie." I stated and was given back my vision.
Julie sat beside me and rolled her eyes at James who was glaring at her from across the room. They really needed to resolve their sexual frustration.
"Wow babe, my mark on your cheek left a pretty badass scar!" Julie exclaimed and ran her black nail against it.
I saw Luke watch her movements with a serious face. He was not too happy to see Julie.
"Julie, this is Luke. Luke, this is a close friend of mine." I introduced.
Julie glanced at Luke in observation and was clearly inspecting him. Luke was shy under her gaze and didn't bother to lift up his head to stare back at her.
"Nice to meet you, Luke. I should just warn you now that I'm pretty fiesty like hot sauce, but my little Alex likes it so don't mind it." Julie stated and extended her hand.
I chuckled at her ridiculous fact and made her giggle along with me.
However, my laughing stopped once Luke stood up from his seat and walked out of the room. Julie frowned and watched Luke leave along with me. With a heavy sigh, I got up from my own chair and followed the upset white haired boy.
Luke was heading towards my room and made me happy that he wasn't running towards Nana's room again. I entered my room and locked it before I approached my white haired boy who sat down on the bed with slumped shoulders.
I sat beside him and watched as he played with his thumbs and licked over his still bruised lips. I leaned over and softly kissed the side of his face until he turned his head and let me kiss his bitten lips.
His doubt and insecurity was still clear in his face and I just couldn't have that. This boy needed to know I only wanted him.
"Remember what I told you, Luke. This only beats for you." I spoke quietly and grabbed Luke's hand to place it over my heart.
I watched in awe as his frown turned into a sweet smile. A couple of seconds later, I felt his lips pressed against mine. I kissed him back and backed away a little to place my forehead against his. Our noses slightly touched as we stared deeply at eachother.
A calm silence fell between us and no words needed to be said to know how we both felt.
This pretty white haired boy was starting to become my life and I would be lying if I said it didn't scare the hell out of me...
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