《Lost and Insecure (ManxBoy)》Chapter 18
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Drops of sweat fell from my forehead as I lifted the heavy weight above my head. My muscles tightened at the pressure and I did two more rounds until I couldn't handle it anymore.
After working out for two whole hours, my body was screaming for some type of rest. I wiped my sweaty hands on my gym shorts and walked over to my water bottle.
I took a large gulp then placed the bottle back on the ground. I watched James excercise not too far away with a determined face.
Robert was beside him and they both were lost in their own workout routine.
A week has passed since I've saved Luke from Mother Gabby's little orphanage. I wanted to question Luke about his past, but I decided it would be best if he told me on his own.
His trust was important to me so I had no problem waiting.
Since that day his friends, Angel and Robert, have been staying with us. They both stay downstairs in a guest bedroom I never let anybody use.
One of the main reasons was because I only let people I trust into my house and that's about it.
The thing I found amusing was the relationship between Robert and Angel. They did not want to confirm they were dating, but their actions always said something else.
Especially the way Robert was very protective over Angel and the way Angel reacted towards it. He simply loved it.
"Already done working out, Alex?"
I wiped my face with a towel and walked towards James. "Yeah, I'm starting to get hungry. What about you?" I replied.
I glanced at Robert and noticed the way he was aggressively working out. He must be really stressed.
"Is Angel not satisfying you enough, Robert?" James teased, thinking the same thing as me once he saw Robert.
Robert flipped him off and kept running on the treadmill. He was shirtless like James and I, but he avoided turning towards us. Must be insecure about his body.
"Unlike you, I actually get some." Robert informed James with a glare.
I smiled in amusement as I looked at James and waited for his reply.
"Trust me little boy, you're not. Angel needs to release some of that stress you're dealing with." James replied with a smirk.
Robert stopped running and wiped his sweaty face with a towel just like I was doing.
"Shut up. Angel has been busy with Luke all freaking week. All they do is go shopping and hanging out like they've been friends forever. Maybe if Alexander actually satisfied Luke, then maybe I could be getting some myself." Robert accused.
I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes.
"Trust me if it was my choice, I would be satisfying Luke all day and night." I told them honestly.
"So you have not had sex since you've met Luke?" James questioned shocked.
"Pretty much, but I don't mind it. If Luke isn't ready for sex then I won't pressure him towards it." I replied and threw the damp towel in a bin.
Robert nodded in understanding, but James thought differently.
"I don't believe it one bit. You can't just settle down like you're married. Both of you are not in a relationship, so why not have some fun until you do?" James stated pointing at Robert and I.
Technically he was right.
Luke and I might kiss sometimes, but it wasn't clear as to what our actual relationship status was.
"You know what? Let's go out tonight. Have some drinks and just be men!" James cheered on.
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"I'm up for it. It's not like Angel is going to spend time with me tonight." Robert replied and put back on his shirt.
I started to do the same and saw James waiting for my reply. I ran my fingers through my wet hair and shrugged.
I guess a couple of drinks wouldn't hurt.
"Awesome! Let's hit the showers then get ready boys!" James yelled with pure excitment.
"I am not showering with you!" Robert declined in disgust.
I chuckled as James glared at him in return. "You're just insecure that my pride and glory will be bigger than yours! But I don't blame you, since it is pretty big." James said proudly.
"Highly doubt it." Robert replied.
"Want to see it? Maybe I can release some of your stress since Angel isn't doing his job properly." James teased with a wink.
I took another gulp of my water and saw Robert suddenly get in James face. He looked ready to punch him and I wouldn't blame the kid.
"Why don't you shut the fuck up already?" Robert cursed at James with a hateful stare.
James laughed and stepped away. Of course he wasn't scared at all by Robert's warning, since he was a vampire and Robert wasn't.
The fight would be over before it even started.
"Robert there's a bathroom in your room so you don't have to take a shower here in the gym. I'm actually going to mine so James will be the only one taking a shower here." I informed the boy that looked like he was ready to kill.
"Thanks." was all Robert said in a monotone voice before he left the room.
I glanced at James and saw his smirk, "Leave the kid alone already. If he ends up punching you I won't let you hit him back, so quit it. I'm going to go get ready so I'll see you in a few hours." I told him before I left the room as well.
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I walked up the stairs and made my way towards my room. I passed through the long hallway and entered the barely lit room.
Was Luke still not home?
I gave him my permission to leave with Angel for a couple of hours, but I didn't expect him to be gone for so long.
I removed my shirt again and entered my quiet bathroom. I turned on the water knobs and waited for it to warm up as I took off my shoes along with my socks, leaving me only in my shorts.
After removing them, I stepped under the showerhead and let the warm water relax my sore muscles. I washed my hair a couple of times and then started to do the same with my sweaty body.
"Alexander?"
I washed the soap out of my eyes and turned around to see Luke by the door. His eyes were looking down and avoided staring at my naked body.
"Back already?" I questioned him loud enough for him to hear over the water hitting the floor.
"Uh y-yeah." he replied but I could tell something was wrong by his tone of voice.
I quickly rinsed off the soap from the rest of my body and turned off the knobs. I stepped out and dried myself with a towel then wrapped one around my waist.
Luke was still by the door and he was still looking down on the floor like he was trying his best not to glance at me.
I walked towards him in a slow walk and chuckled when I witnessed his face blush lightly once his eyes finally stared at my bare chest.
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I stood in front of him and gently grabbed his chin so he would look up at me. Once he did, I stared deep into his nervous eyes and leaned down to press a kiss on his parted lips.
His hand was then on my side and I could feel one of his fingers dig under the towel wrapped around my lower half. If I didn't know better I would seriously think Luke was trying to tell me something.
I pulled away and rested my forehead on his. He had a small smile resting on his lovely face as I pressed another kiss on his cheek. I stepped back and made my way towards the bedroom.
I was getting cold and I really needed clothes.
"Alexander.. I think I'm ready.."
Without turning around to Luke's comment, I chose some plain pajama bottoms and boxer briefs from my dresser. I really didn't feel like putting on a shirt.
I still had a couple hours before I went out for drink with Robert and James so might as well be comfortable.
"Do you not want me...?"
I turned around and saw Luke looking at me with so much insecurity I immediately regretted not turning around to face him the first time he spoke to me.
"What are you talking about?" I questioned, unsure of his insecurity.
He rubbed the palm of his hands on his jeans and bit his lip nervously, while he looked at the floor like it was the most interesting in the world.
Why was he suddenly being so shy? Was I making him uncomfortable?
I let the towel around my waist easily land on the floor, then put on my boxers followed by my stripped pajama bottoms. I turned around and was a bit surprised when I saw Luke looking at me with a weird look in his eyes.
I approached him and saw his chest rise and fall heavily with every step I took. Realizing what he was finally referring to made me excited and worried at the same time.
I wanted nothing more than to make love to my pretty white haired boy, but I also didn't want to hurt him as I did so.
I gently caressed my thumb against his cheek then ran it against his soft lips.
"Are you trying to ask me to lay you down on my bed and finally make you completely mine , babe?" I whispered by his ear and bit down on it.
Luke blushed in embarrassment but I saw his shy nod and the way his eyes closed slightly at my voice. "Are you sure? because I don't think I'll be able to control myself if I get just a slight taste of you.." I warned honestly.
In return my white haired boy looked at me with lustful eyes and I knew he wanted me just as bad as I wanted him. So without wasting any more time, I roughly kissed his slighty chapped lips and parted them with my tongue.
I felt his own warm tongue soon enter my mouth and I let him feel like he was in control.
Our bodies attached to each other like two puzzle pieces as we made our way towards the bed. I pushed him back on the soft mattress and made him land on his back.
He looked at me with such innocent eyes and bruised lips it made me want to attack him right on the spot, but I knew this would be his first time so I controlled my urge.
I slowly climbed on top of him and pressed my lips on his moist ones. I sucked and bit on his sinful lips for a good five minutes until I felt him rub himself against my leg.
I lifted him up a bit off the mattress and removed his shirt along with his jeans.
I could see he was scared deep inside his eyes, but his lust at the moment was covering it up. I made my way down to his exposed neck and sucked harshly on his pale skin.
I could feel the way his pulse quickened as I left large love bites scattered all over his neck down to his chest.
His whimpering was what was making me bite down harder. I loved the way the bruises appeared so nicely on his creamy white skin.
I ran my tongue along his nipple and saw his back arch a little off the bed at the feeling. So my baby was sensitive there...interesting.
I sucked on his right nipple and started to rub my left hand over his hard on that could be felt over his thin underwear.
All that was in my mind at the moment was making Luke feel good, even though my own cock was begging for some type of release.
"Alexander...ahhh!" Luke moaned as I went down and roughly sucked a hickey on his hip bone, then licked the red mark a couple of times.
I lifted myself off of him and looked down at the eager boy below me who was waiting patiently for my next move. His cheeks were still red with embarrassment, but it just made me want him so much more.
I walked over to my drawer and got some lube before I hovered above Luke again.
"Are you still sure you want this, Luke? I promise I won't be mad if you want to back down now. I'm willing to wait forever for you my pretty white haired boy..." I informed him with a serious look.
He lifted himself off the bed with on of his elbows and deeply kissed me before falling back down. "I'm sure, Alexander." he replied.
I stared at him for a couple of seconds at how cute he was then nodded. I rubbed my hand over his bulge and quickly took off his underwear. I grabbed the bottle of lube and poured a good amount on my two fingers.
"This is going to sting a little so just try to relax. I promise it'll feel good soon." I warned Luke, who watched me with curiosity.
I spread his legs open and smiled when I saw his pretty pink hole. The fact that I would soon be filling him made my aching cock hurt just that much more.
I gently inserted a finger into Luke's warm entrance and watched his face carefully for any type of pain.
He shut his eyes tightly and I could feel him squeeze himself shut from the sudden intrude. "Relax your body, baby boy." I reminded and felt his body calm down so I inserted my whole finger inside of him.
He whimpered in pain as I slowly worked my finger in and out of him, until he was no longer whimpering but moaning.
After being filled with two whole fingers, Luke was a beautiful moaning mess on the bed. He gripped the sheets tightly and small pants left his mouth. I smiled in accomplishment as he came hard all over his chest with one last thrust of my fingers.
I pulled them out and wiped them clean on the sheets beside me. I quickly took off my pajama bottoms and boxers in one quick motion.
I grabbed more lube and rubbed a generous amount on my neglected shaft. Luke watched with hooded eyes and still had his climax high but he knew what was next.
I could see him getting hard again as I jerked myself off a couple of times and opened his legs so his abused hole was once again in my view. I aligned myself with his wet entrance and waited for him to give me the cue to enter.
He nodded and soon I was pushing myself in so painfully slowly I had to bit down on my tongue to stop myself from just fucking my sweet boy without no mercy.
Once I was completely inside, my forehead rested on Luke's as I let him adjust to the sudden stretch. I looked into his eyes and saw tears form in them. He kissed me to stop me from staring but I couldn't ignore it.
"P-Please just m-move, Alexander.." Luke instructed in a shaky voice.
I pulled out almost all the way then pushed my cock back into Luke's overwhelmingly tight walls. He was so tight it made my body explode with pleasure with every thrust I gave.
Never in my life have I felt so much pleasure. Even from my past partners I never bothered to have this type of intimate moment. Luke was definitely meant so much more to me than any of them and it scared me a bit.
Luke was my biggest weakness and he didn't even know it..
I was so caught up in my own pleasure that I didn't notice the way Luke cried silently on my neck as I thrusted into him, forgetting to slow down my pace.
I stopped and pressed loving kisses on his wet cheeks down to his lips. A sense of guilt hit me when a broken sob escaped his mouth when I pulled out.
"W-What are y-you doing?" he questioned and wiped his eyes quickly like I didn't hear him crying.
"You're not ready Luke." I simply stated and felt my body scream at me in rejection.
I tried to stand up to run Luke a warm bath so the pain he was feeling could go away, but I was roughly pushed back down.
"Alexander please don't embarrass me. I promise I can handle it! Just slow down.." Luke begged with watery eyes.
I guess it was my fault for not being gentle with him. But never in my life have I made love to somebody and it was difficult for me, but I was willing to do it for Luke.
"Okay, lay back down. If I'm being too rough tell me." I told him seriously and once again my cock was inside his tight, hot walls.
I moved my hips slowly and tried to find his prostate and once I did I heard the most amazing moan escape his parted lips.
I hit it over and over again until we were both lost in each other's body heat. His nails dug deep into my shoulder blades as I thrusted a bit harder, causing both of us to enter a world of pure pleasure.
I bit Luke's collarbone hard and tasted blood on the tip of my tongue once I did. My thrusts never slowed down as I inspected the wound I left on my boy.
My bite mark stood out so much that all I wanted was to cover his body in them. So that's exactly what I did.
I left deep bite marks all over his chest and neck. He whimpered in pain but I made sure to hit his sweet spot every time my teeth broke through his skin.
I kissed his lips and made him taste his own blood and I can tell he enjoyed it by the way he sucked harshly on my tongue to taste more.
My climax was so close and I can tell so was Luke's by the way he kept arching his back from the bed so he could rub his own cock against my stomach.
A thin layer of sweat was forming on my body as I deeply thrusted a couple more times before I finally released all I had inside of Luke's abused hole.
Luke soon followed after and I felt my stomach get covered with his own cum. But what made me smile was the fact that he moaned out my name as soon as he did. I carefully pulled out of him and layed beside him.
My chest rose up and down heavily as I turned my head to look at my white haired boy. His eyes were closed and he looked more tired than I did. I chuckled and covered our naked bodies with my blanket.
I gently grabbed him and pulled him against my side. He easily fell into my arms and wrapped his own around my waist. I kissed his head where his damp white hair was messily plastered.
"Are you okay?" I questioned him after a minute of pure silence.
"Yeah..just really tired." he softly replied and buried his face in my neck.
I felt his sweet kiss followed by a not so nice bite. It hurt but I let him leave his own mark on my neck. He pulled away and gave me the most beautiful smile ever.
"What was that for?" I asked with an amused smirk.
"I'm returning the favor." he simply stated and layed his head back on my chest.
We stayed in each other's hold until I started to feel gross and Luke was starting to feel the same, so we decided on taking a shower together.
I helped Luke get up off the bed and couldn't help but smile when he winced a little when he stood up. His body was completely covered in either purple hickeys or red bite marks and I loved it.
However, my smile soon faded once I noticed his back was covered completely in something red. It didn't take me long to realize it was blood.
I looked down at the bed sheets where he was laying and saw it stained a dark red color as well.
That's when I finally noticed the deep cuts that looked almost infected on his back...
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