《Lost and Insecure (ManxBoy)》Chapter 10
Advertisement
I leaned on the doorframe of my room and continued to watch Luke get ready to leave. He didn't notice my presence as he brushed his white hair carefully.
I had the urge to ask how he got such wild white hair, but in a way I loved the mystery of it. His white hair was what made him so unique to me and just plain beautiful.
But what I couldn't quite figure out was why he wanted to leave for a week? I'm pretty sure he lives somewhere in the streets and alone, so why would he want to go back there?
I could easily just lock him up in my room and never let him go, but then he would just end up hating me and I didn't want that.
So, I don't mind if he leaves for a week as long as he comes back to live with me.
After what he witnessed me do with Max I was more thsn positive he would be disgusted with me and even hate me for my actions. But surprisngly he accepted it.
Well that was what I thought until a couple of days ago when he suddenly became sick at the mention of my step-brother's name.
It was obvious he was still not over what he witnessed happen to Lily and I regretted not checking up on him.
Just seeing his dissapointed eyes made me for once in my lifetime regret killing a human being.
But there was something much deeper than that. He cried hard as he threw up and it actually hurt me emotionally to see that.
So the question was, what is my pretty white haired boy hiding?
"Alexander?"
I looked up at Luke's voice and smiled when I saw his curious eyes glancing at me.
I entered the room and stood in front of him. He blushed lightly as I fixed a strand of loose hair from his face.
"How old are you?" he suddenly questioned with a cute expression on his face, causing me to chuckle in return.
"I'm twenty-three, how old are you?" I questioned back.
Luke seemed content with my age but didn't answer me back.
"I just finished combing my hair so I'm ready to go." he stated and started to walk towards the door where I stood not too long ago.
My eyes narrowed at his change of topic but I didn't question him further. In reality age didn't really matter to some vampires.
Luke couldn't be younger than eighteen...right?
He was very mature and strong for a human boy so I highly doubted it. But, I could always be wrong...
Advertisement
I walked downstairs and met Luke by the door. We left the house in silence and got in my white car. I drove us back to the dirty town in less than twenty minutes and parked the car by a small bakery.
"Is this really where you want to get dropped off?" I asked Luke, unsure as to why he would want me to leave him here.
"I'm sure, I'll see you in a week." he replied, and unbuckled his seatbelt.
I looked around the area and had a bad feeling in my gut about leaving Luke here to defend for himself. The town overall was a shitty place but it seemed that this area was the worst.
"Alexander.."
I turned my head back to Luke and saw him nervously play with the zipper of the new jacket I bought him.
"Don't follow me, okay? You promised." he stated seriously.
"I won't." I replied a bit upset.
How was I suppose to protect him if he didn't allow me to follow him? I guess that was part of the deal I agreed to.
"Thank you." he said and looked at me with a small smile.
I leaned over and grabbed his chin so he could lean towards me as well. I kissed his soft lips gently at first then parted them with my tongue.
He kissed me back as best as he could and even got the courage to stick his own tongue inside my mouth. I sucked on it gently and heard a small whimper come out of him in response.
I pulled away and saw his blush of embarrassment.
"Remember what I said. I will find you my pretty white haired boy if you don't come back to me." I said and ran my fingers through his white hair one last time.
"I know." he replied and looked at me one more time before he got out of the car.
He waved and entered the bakery we parked in front of. I started the car and forced myself to leave before I regretted agreeing to this deal.
Once I got home I walked inside my house and right away was ambushed by a maid. She looked worried and kept looking back at something.
"Sir, your brother is in your room. I tried to stop him but he insisted to go inside and talk to your human boy, Luke." she rushed out and tried to control her rapid breathing.
I noticed her cheek was red from an obvious slap that I knew belonged to Max.
"It's alright Mary. Thank you for trying to stop him, I promise I will return the favor for you." I told the petite maid and stroked her red cheek gently before I headed upstairs.
Advertisement
A glare formed on my face as soon as my room was in view. The fact that Max thought Luke was in my room and wanted to 'talk' to him pissed me off.
He had nothing to talk about with Luke and I'll be damned if he thinks I'll let him near him.
I walk into my room and see Max laying on my bed with his eyes closed and his arms under his head. His legs are crossed and he whistles like if the room belonged to him.
These situations makes me wonder why the hell I haven't kicked him out yet.
All he ever did was taunt and judge me like he was much greater than I was but I knew the real reason why he wanted to feel that way...
Max and I did not have the same mother. He was born to an afair my father had with a maid and we all knew this.
I was introduced to Max two years after my father killed my mother and I soon realized my father did the same to his.
It seemed that my father did not want a wife, he simply wanted a male child that would follow in his footsteps after he died.
I always noticed the way my father would glare at Max with slight disgust since he never intended to have another son, but he didn't let it stop him from raising Max.
"Ah! There you are my sweet brother! "
I crossed my arms and continued to glare at Max, not at all impressed with his actions.
"You should stop glaring or else your going to get wrinkles. I think I see some already forming." he mocked then got off my bed.
"Why are you in my room?" I questioned seriously.
Max smirked and simply shrugged, "I was bored so I wanted to talk to your little white haired pet. He's an interesting human boy.." he said.
I approached him and grabbed the front of his shirt with a tight fist. His face was inches from mine and I could see the amusement in his eyes.
"This is the last time I ever see you in my room and also the last time you search for Luke, understand?" I threatened.
Max eyed my face to check if I was serious and after he realized I was he pushed me away from him.
"Why so protective Alexander? What's so important about this boy?" he questioned curiously.
"That's none of your concern, now leave." I ordered.
Max didn't even flinch at my angry voice but he did start to walk towards the door.
"Whatever." he mumbled as he past by shoving me in the shoulder as he did so.
"Wait." I said and stood in front of him again.
He looked smugged like expecting me to tell him the truth about Luke and why I was so protective over him.
But instead I slapped him.
"Don't forget that this is my house and only I'm allowed to punish my maids." I stated.
Max rubbed his bruised cheek and looked at me with hateful eyes, but he did not bother to argue back as he left my room.
After he left I closed my door and locked it before I decided to take a long needed shower.
I hope this week goes by fast or I swear I'm going to go crazy...
^*^**^*^*^*^*^*^*^
...
I sat in my office and watched the raindrops hit against the clear window in a relaxing way.
I couldn't help but think about Luke and wondered if he was okay. What if he was out in the rain and needed some shelter?
Or what if he was hurt somewhere and was begging for help?
I tried to shake away my negative thoughts and instead continued to focus on watching the heavy rain outside my window.
It's only been two days and I'm already freaking out about every little thing and it's really upsetting me...
I should of followed him just to see where he lived so I could ease some of my worry.
With a frustrated groan, I got up from my chair and got closer to the window that was now foggy from the cold.
I opened the window and inhaled the refreshing breeze that rushed into the warm room.
"Sir, your coffee is ready. Would you like something else?" a maid suddenly questioned.
I didn't bother to turn around and instead placed my hands in my pockets, "Thank you and I'm fine for now." I told the quiet maid.
"Yes sir." she softly replied then left.
I sighed and was about to sit back down to drink my coffee but stopped when Nana entered the room.
Her face expression told me right away that something was wrong and part of me really didn't want to know.
"We have a problem..."
Listening to those words I hoped this 'problem' didn't involve my white haired boy..
Advertisement
- In Serial24 Chapters
Twilight A Different Kind Of Love
Esto Swan, a shy, unconfident gay teenage boy moves to Forks. Under the rainy sky there, he meets the mysterious, alluring Edward Cullen. Nothing can prepare him for what will await; the long drives, random walks, and aching heart. A/U of Twilight with male Bella. (Ranks) #807 in Horror #264 in homosexual #745 in horror #669 in horror #308 in horror #467 in horror #466 in horror #521 in horror #524 in horror #470 in horror #457 in horror #486 in horror #433 in horrorAll Right's Reserved Copyright is not permitted, I own this story and all the rights to it, except for some of the characters and other things which is owned by Stephanie Meyer, if you see this story anywhere else please report it immediately and contact me about it, thank you!May Be Mature in some places.
8 215 - In Serial108 Chapters
Between Reality: G.Y Aspect
What happens when three extremely knowledgeable and unique individuals step into the world? They change lives. They give the world hope. They make the world a better place. Many view them as highly intelligent people with multiple gifts from their uniquely wondrous capabilities and abilities. They are viewed as gods, but they are humans, and all humans have shortcomings. Theirs came from falling in love. The four-letter word proved to all that they were indeed humans just like the rest of them.Follow the lives of these three god-like beings in an epic inspirational and motivational book that is written in a different way and format from the traditional style of inspirational books.
8 194 - In Serial59 Chapters
Saving Gracie | ✓
[ Highest Rank: #1 in Teen Fiction ]!! USED TO BE 'THE PLAYER STOPPED ME FROM JUMPING' !!!! NOW PUBLISHED ON AMAZON !!__________Grace Parkinson doesn't know what it feels like to be happy. Living in a world where people aren't nice, where people aren't like the people in the movies, it makes her think that there is no such thing as happiness. Having no friends and not being able to talk to her mum about her problems since she has cancer doesn't even help her situation just a little bit at all.One day though, a certain player with blonde hair and blue eyes finds Grace leaning against the lockers, crying her problems away, and decides to help her.Since that day, you would expect things to go better but things don't get better, they get worse and when Grace finds herself about to jump off of the school building, thinking that the solution to her problems is death, the blonde player finds himself helping the lost girl again.The only question is:What will happen next?
8 832 - In Serial18 Chapters
Finding My Luna (Sequel to ICBTAM)
Today was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life. The day when I say 'I do' and join myself to my mate for the rest of our lives. However that's drowned out by what's still missing. Myself.I stare at my reflection in the mirror and it's almost like I can see the part of me that's missing. Rafe has claimed that he doesn't care that I can't reach my wolf, that it's a problem that we will solve, that everything will be alright. He can't help me with this though. The Moon Goddess told me it was up to me and me alone, she's given me clues, only I still have no idea what to do.I feel like my soul has been lost along with my wolf, and even though Rafe smiles and kisses me and tells me it's alright, I can't help but think that he's somehow disappointed in me. Disappointed that I can't be what he needs. He needs a Luna, and right now, that's not who I am. And I'm worried that the pack sees that too.I won't give up hope though. I won't stop trying until I've found Kali, until I've found my Luna.********************The dust has settled following Rafe and Katarina's recovery. However, neither one of them have been able to relax. Rafe is still on edge about Nolan and the other rogues still running free, and Katarina is consumed with the dread of her missing wolf.She's scared of the unknown and at the moment, the unknown surrounds her. Her child, her wolf, what she and her mate are. All of it is new to her and none of it is normal. Whatever that's supposed to be.Katarina has decided that she won't rest until she finds her wolf again. She will search for her no matter the cost, but when that cost could be her child or mate, will she truly do whatever it takes?Maybe the Moon Goddess has a twisted sense in fate. Or maybe it's other forces working against her.Find out in Finding My LunaCover inspired by @_iiiinfinity_
8 239 - In Serial44 Chapters
Accidentally in Love
A chef ends up saving the life of none other than THE Florence Pugh. a toxic ex a potential new lover and a new whirlwind friendship will it turn into more.... Can she learn to trust and love again... only time will tell.
8 85 - In Serial40 Chapters
The life of Riley. (Teacherxstudent)(GxG) (COMPLETED)
[Ranked #1 In lesbian romance]Riley Wood is a Welsh born 18 year old who has moved to sanfransisco. On her first day of her senior year Miss Scarlett catches her eye. Something in Riley is changing; is it for the better?Alexa Scarlett is a 24 year old Film Studies teacher who's also Welsh and moved to sanfransisco. She's forced to confront her past when Riley walks into her life.Beneath their calm exterior there lies secrets that the pair learn about eachother. Riley's younger sister, Yasmin is an epileptic; the bond between them is deep. Secrets of the pair's past's unravel and they realise there's alot more to their connection than they could have anticipated.***Teaser***I stared at her never breaking eye contact. I gave her a weak smile and I could tell she'd sobered up a lot even though she was still abit tipsy. I kissed her forehead and I looked away. I let a tear roll down my cheek because I was sad, I was happy too, but I didn't want her to give up something she loved because of me. She was an amazing teacher, she wants the best for her students."Riley?" "Yes?" "Can you lie with me for a while?"I smiled "Of course."
8 107

