《Lost and Insecure (ManxBoy)》Chapter 7
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I ran my fingers through my thick black hair as I watched Luke sleep peacefully on my bed.
His chest rose and fell slowly as he slightly breathed out of his parted lips. His messy white hair sat nicely on his head and the blanket layed comfortably up to his exposed chest.
I couldn't stop myself from staring at his soft pale skin that looked beautiful in the dim light.
Luke in general was a good looking boy. If only he thought the same..
This boy is obviously living in the streets and the faded scars on his chest proves it.
The longer I sit here and watch him sleep the more the desire to climb into bed with him gets to me.
I want to wrap my arms around the innocent boy's slim body and never let anybody lay a single hand on him.
But sadly I can't...
I'm trying my best to stop my brutal actions towards him but it's difficult when he looks at me with those sad eyes he always seems to have.
Plus, he's a human boy..
I can't get emotionally attached to him, I know I'll be the one to suffer at the end. My enemies will know my strong desire for my pretty white haired boy and they'll surely use him against me.
If they kidnap him I don't even want to imagine the things they would do to him just to piss me off.
I can't risk that..but I also don't want to let him go.
What the hell do I do.?
Am I simply interested in the white haired boy because of pleasure or is it something much more?
I seem to crave something from the boy.
Is it his blood? Is it his body?
The longer I think about it the stronger my anger builds inside of me. I get up from my chair and decide a hot shower would ease my stress.
I walk towards the bathroom and don't bother to close the door behind me. Nobody is allowed in my room and Luke is sleeping so it's not a big deal.
I remove my clothes and then turn on the knobs. I wait patiently for the water to warm up at the temperature I like and as I do so I rub my face.
I felt very irritated for giving myself a headache.
I finally step into the shower and practically moan when I feel the hot water hit my back and head.
I stand for awhile just enjoying the amazing feeling and decide to wash my hair first. After I get that done I wash my body and notice I gained a couple of pounds.
I would think running after Luke would make me lose weight? I guess not.
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I need to get back to my daily excercise routine. I didn't install a gym in my house for nothing. Once I finish washing myself off I turn off the water and step out to grab a towel.
I dry myself off with one and use another to wrap around my waist. I run my fingers through my wet hair to push it away from my face.
A yawn escapes my mouth as I walk out of the bathroom. The room would be completely dark if it wasn't for the lamp beside the bed.
I walk to the dresser and pick out some pyjama bottoms and boxers from the top drawer. I quickly put them on and don't bother to pick up the towel on the floor.
"A-Alexander?"
I look at Luke and see him sitting up on the bed with a deep blush on his cheeks. Since his skin was so light his blush could be seen miles away.
"What's wrong?" I questioned and approached him.
He bowed his head and bit his lip as I stood beside him. My presence seems to always make him submissive.
I leaned down a bit and noticed his neck still had my bite mark on it. Somehow I always regret biting him but I need to keep reminding him who he belongs to now..
"I-I need to u-use the bathroom!" he suddenly rushes out and pushes the covers off of him.
He tried to get by me but I grabbed his arm before he could.
"Alexander, please let me go!" he yelled in protest and tried to hide from me.
I was about to let him go but then I noticed why he needed to leave out of my sight so quickly.
My pretty human boy got hard just by looking at my naked body.
His embarrassment was quite adorable.
"Please don't mock me.." he begged as he hid his face in my chest.
I tried to hold back a laugh at how freaking cute this boy was. He's making it harder for me to let him go.
Literally.
With a slight smirk I guided him back to bed and layed him back on it. He looked at me with those innocent eyes and I almost lost it.
His elbows supported him up and his exposed chest rose a bit rapidly as I glanced down at his crotch where the outline of his hard cock could be seen through his bottoms.
I wanted to do more than look at his body. I wanted to breed him as mine..
I licked my dried lips and started to tug off his bottoms along with his underwear. He watched my every move and I watched as he tilted his head back as I leaned down to place soft kisses on his hip bones.
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I gently bit down and heard his low whimper but I quickly kissed the spot right after. I used my hand to caress his other side and felt him relax at my assuring touch.
It was not surprising to see him fully hard. Afterall, he was a growing boy who still couldn't control his urges.
Part of me felt like I was taking advantage of him but that was put to rest once I grabbed his cock and started to work my hand up and down.
I kept the pace slow as I watched him close his eyes in pure pleasure. He bit his bottom lip to quiet down his moans.
"I want to hear how good I make you feel." I told him a bit demanding.
Luke opened his eyes and saw I was serious since I stopped my movements. He nodded and blushed at the same time.
I continued to work my hand and squeezed a bit tighter as I heard him let out a moan that sounded like music to my ears.
Without second thought, I leaned down and took him into my mouth. I felt the way he trembled a little at the sudden pleasure of my warm mouth on his cock.
I ran my tongue against the tip and deep throated him one more time before I felt his thin fingers grab on to my hair as he came.
I swallowed his sweet juices and licked my lips after. My boy tasted good..
"A-Alexander.." he moaned as I licked him clean and pressed more kisses on his hips up to his chest.
"I'm glad you know who you belong to." I whispered in his ear and watched as he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.
My chest tightened with happiness as I saw the way his lips curved into a small smile...
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"Sir, here's your coffee. No sugar like you requested. Would you like anything else?" Nana questioned as she placed a steaming cup of coffee in front of me.
I gave her a glance and put my paper work down, "Thank you, can you go check up on Luke. Give him whatever he requests for lunch and tell him I'll be there soon." I replied.
Nana gave her usual nod of respect and walked out of my office. I looked at the clock and saw as it read 2:00 p.m.
I should be done with these documents by 3 so I can spend the rest of the day with my pretty white haired boy.
He's been very quiet after the whole blow job incident and it has me wondering if he felt uncomfortable with me now.
I understood he was still a virgin and I would keep it that way if that's what he pleased. I would never force myself on him in that certain way.
Even though my lust for him was very clear, I still controlled myself.
I've even forgiven him for running away from me. I still wonder how the hell he got by Samuel without a problem. So much for my secure team.
"Sir, we have a problem.." Nana announces from the door with a nervous look.
That's not good.
I stand up and walk towards her, "What's the problem?" I question.
"Luke isn't in your room and we searched the house...he is nowhere to be found, sir." she tells me in a rushed tone.
I quickly walk out of my office and sprint to my room. I look around and call for Luke but get no reply.
That's when one of my guards rushes into the room and drags a scare looking Luke with him. His eyes are glossy and his cheeks are stained with fallen tears.
I notice he has a forming bruise on his right cheek.
"Sir, I found the boy outside in the garden. We think he was trying to escape again so I tackled him down before he did." he informs in a stern voice then pushes Luke towards me.
I heavily sigh and feel the way my jaw tenses as I glare at the guard.
"Come here." I order him.
The guard steps in front of me and in one quick move I punch him as hard as I can. I hear the way his jaw cracks as he falls to the ground.
"Nobody said you were allowed to touch him! You're lucky he's right here or I would of killed you!" I yell at him and then back away.
I try to control my fangs from sticking out and avoid looking at Luke as I do so. My eyes are changing color so I rub my hands on them.
I don't want Luke to fear me more than he already does, but I doubt it now since he just witnessed me punch one of my own men.
What surprised me was the arms that wrapped around me. I turned around and saw Luke burying his face into my back.
"Thank you..." I hear mumble, causing my anger to quickly fade away.
Thats when I realized the feelings I have for my pretty white haired boy was definitely not lust but so much more...
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