《Lost and Insecure (ManxBoy)》Chapter 5
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What I was doing was wrong.
My plan was to kill the white haired boy but things didn't turn out that way. Instead I decided to lock him away in my room with no way out.
And to make things worse... I kissed him.
But somehow I just couldn't finish killing him when I attacked him outside. I never expected his crying to make me feel some type of guilt.
It's like his broken sobs just stabbed me through the chest every time I heard them. That's when I knew I couldn't kill him even if I wanted too.
"What's on your mind Alex?"
I turned my attention back to James and shrugged, "Nothing important." I reply.
"Riiiiight...so it has nothing to with that little white haired human?" he questioned with a smirk.
"How do you know about him?" I asked in surprise.
James laughed like it was something that should be hilarious.
"Everybody is talking about him. Your maids are mostly all girls so they do have their share of gossip. " he pointed out.
That made sense. I never allowed anybody into my house unless I knew them personally and the maids knew that.
So, once they saw Luke they made it the biggest deal ever; especially since I let him sleep in my room where nobody was ever allowed in except Nana, but even she had to ask first.
"Pay attention to the real mission here, James. I need to know what Samuel wants this time." I scolded the brown haired boy.
James scoffed and followed me to the gate of the house, which was more than thirty minutes away.
I kept my house secured at all times just in case of any threats like these. It seems the outside world always wanted to pick a fight with me.
Once I saw Samuel I could tell he was nervous just by the way he paced back and forth by the tall black gate.
Samuel was one of my main leaders who was in charge of guarding the doors. There were more like him scattered around the whole property. They were ready for any unexpected attack and ready to fight whoever threatened to enter.
I approached Samuel and saw the bulky man behind the gate door with a glare.
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"Sir, Anderson wishes to speak to you."
I turned to Samuel and thanked him before I excused him. Anderson grabbed the metal bars between us and stared at me in disgust.
That was normal.
"What do you want Anderson? You know your not allowed to to step a foot in my property." I warned.
He let out a heavy laugh and stood in his spot, "Nice way to treat a visitor but I didn't come here to chat with you Alexander. I got some news that your keeping some slaves and I want to buy one." he replied.
I narrowed my eyes at him, "My so called slaves are not for sale and I'm surprised you would be stupid enough to think that they were." I said with crossed arms.
Anderson was an overweight vampire who seemed to always be feeding on anything that breathed and walked. He was known for his heavy appetite and ball like figure.
The reason I disliked Anderson was because he always attacked on the young of werewolves. Which was the reason he had so many scars on his angry face.
"Come on Alexander, just let me inside to take a little look." Anderson begged as he shaked violently the gate door.
I narrowed my eyes and approached the gate, "I'm only going to tell you this once Anderson. Leave or I will kill you with my own hands." I threatened.
His eyes expanded a bit and kept his calm as he moved back from the gate. "No need for that, I'll be on my way but I will be back just in case you change your mind." he replied with a forced smile then walked back to his black car.
He drove off in a hurry and left nothing but dust behind.
"Do you think he'll actually come back?" James questioned unsure.
"If he's stupid enough, he will." I replied and started to walk back to the house.
"I'll be back soon then." James announced before I heard him leave.
I know he'll be back in a couple of days since he always enjoys annoying me with his presence.
I walked back home alone and assured Samuel there was no threat and he could go back to his position. He nodded and left as I entered the house.
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A yawn escaped my mouth as I realized how late it was now. I wondered if my white haired boy fell asleep like I told him to.
I walked to my room and gently opened the door. The room was dark and quiet as I stepped inside and locked the door behind me.
I went over to the bed and was surprised to see it empty. Was he in the bathroom? I checked just to make sure, but didn't find him in there either.
For some strange reason I was starting to get angry that he left the room without my permission.
I left the abandoned room and called out for Nana who appeared as soon as I called her name.
"Have you seen Luke?" I questioned with slight irritation in my voice.
I was really not in the mood to be looking for him at the moment. The whole conversation with Anderson just exhausted me and I wanted to to sleep.
"I believe he's in the library with Lily." she assured as if noticing my anger.
I thanked her and rushed to the room where I kept my collection of books.
I opened the door and was left speechless when I saw the girl I saved from Christopher on top of Luke with her lips attached to his.
I crossed my arms and coughed to make my presence known. Luke immediately pushed her off and stared at me with guilt.
Lily stood up and walked towards me, "I-I'm s-so sorry sir, please forgive my behavior." she begged as she grabbed my arms.
The back of my hand quickly landed on her face with a hard hit. She fell over and started to cry on the floor.
I don't like to be touched.
"Alexander, I apologize for her disrespectful behavior. I guess she still needs more proper training. Come with me Lily." Nana rushed in and grabbed the thin girl off the floor.
I stood by the door as they left the room. I didn't even bother looking at Luke as I felt him approach me.
"I-I u-uh..didn't me-" he stuttered out nervously but I quickly stopped him.
"Go to the room." I ordered.
I saw his frown and watched as he rushed out the room leaving me alone with my thoughts..
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I pinned Luke down to the bed and watched him squirm underneath me.
"W-What are you d-doing?" he questioned nervously as he tried to get out of my hold.
"I don't appreciate you going around and kissing all my maids while I'm gone." I lectured right beside his ear and pressed my lips down on his neck.
His breathing was coming out rapid as I placed open mouth kisses on his neck down to his exposed collar bone.
I placed my leg between his and felt the way he was easily getting aroused with my teasing. There was no way he was straight.
So why did he kiss the girl? Did he do it to piss me off?
"A-Alexander.." he breathed out.
I rubbed my lower half against him and smirked when he arched his back off the bed to meet my movements.
I bit into the side of his neck but not hard enough to break the skin. He whimpered at the pain and ran his hands through my hair.
I licked the spot right after and heard a small whimper leave his bruised lips that I spent almost an hour biting and kissing.
My pretty white haired boy needed to know who he belonged to.
I moved my hand down to his pyjama bottoms and grabbed his aching cock. He bit his lip to stop himself from moaning as I slowly moved my hand up and down.
It didn't take long to feel the warm liquid cover my hand and make me realize my pretty white haired boy has never been touched before.
His cheeks blushed from cumming so fast and turned his face away from me in embarrassment.
I wiped my hand on the bed sheets and lightly placed kisses on the side of his face to assure him it was okay.
I got off of him and looked down at the beautiful mess I made out of him.
There was no way in hell I was letting him go now...
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