Mondays. Gross. It's just a regular day with the same daily routine. What's my routine? Wake up, school, go to work, go home, homework and repeat. Boring? Yeah. That's my life.

I have the urge to get out of my comfort zone but I have never done that since the incidents that occurred in my life years ago. Ever since they left, I've been alone. Obviously I have friends maybe 2 or 3. But my best friend that knows everything and I love ever so dearly is none other than, Choi Sooyoung. She stood by my side ever since they left.

I've had many other friends but I cut off my connection from them. I only message people through DM's. I never give out my phone number. Why? I'm just afraid of history. I don't want it to repeat itself. Never again am I going through hell like that.

Here I am walking through the halls and I get stares here and there, but do I care? Never.

One thing. I hate interacting. No one ever approaches me. After the incident, and what I did to someone who revoked me, I was never approached by anyone since then.

I live alone, I am lonely but honestly I'm just living. I want to become an artist. Why? Art allows me to express my feelings without anyone knowing. It shows what I feel, what I think, what I like, and what I need.

My room isn't filled with my paintings because it shows how depressive I am. I'm not suffering from depression. Anymore. But I'm just living a lonely life and I'm fine with it.

It's my fault I'm living like this. I shut people out. I never took the effort and interacted with the people I loved or love. I've seen them many times and whenever we make eye contact we shrug it off. In the beginning they tried to boost me up, but I've said many harsh things to all of them individually. They must've of got hurt and never approached me ever since.

Do I care? Of course. But as time passed I got used to my life and obviously I felt depressed. People don't know this side of mine. I simply just put on a cold side to hide my true self. Like why do people have to know who I really am if I don't want them too?

I'm walking in the halls and I hear many people talking about me.

"She's so cool."

"She's scary."

"She's cute."

"Don't go up to her! I heard she broke a guy's arm a few years ago!"

The usual.

I walked into the classroom and the class just immediately muted. It's like they are a TV. If you press mute they will mute.

I went closer to my seat and slumped down. The class immediately went back to their annoying blabbering. I didn't see Sooyoung yet because we have no classes together since she's in a different course. But we will see each other during lunch. Unless she will sit with our friends again. Yeah I think she will.

"Ok class, take out your textbooks and flip to page 132. This will be a study period. The techniques that that you will be learning will be put into a painting assignment tomorrow. So use this time wisely." Our teacher instructed and we all obey.

I take out my textbook and immediately start memorizing the techniques I need to know.

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As I walk out of the room, I spot Sooyoung waiting for me.

"Hey Tae!" She waves at me and I smile as I walk closer to her.

"Will you eat with them again?" I asked hoping she won't.

"Yeah I'm sorry. Next time?" My tall friend smiles, I just smile and nod.

"Love you Tae!" The shikshin hugs me and runs up to the group of friends I once used to be in.

Looks like I'm eating alone again. I go up to the rooftop and take out a sandwich. I have this sandwich everyday. Of course I got bored but it's this specific sandwich helps me. It puts a smile on my face. Weird right? But it gives me memories.

Suddenly I hear laughing. Very loud laughing. I don't know why but I unconsciously smile. I didn't look at the person cause what's the point. I shook my head and ate the sandwich.

I put on my earphones and listened to my favorite ballads. Oh another thing about me is that is love to sing. That's the only thing people know about me. Never once I did it because it just gives me painful memories of the incident.

Soon classes will commence. I make my way down and obviously I walk to my next class. On the way I receive stares and gossip but it's fine. People can talk. People can stare. It's all good.

Uh Oh. Here she comes. Oh lord. Help me.

"Taeyeoooonnnnnn~" That stupid voice rang in my head.

I turned to the source of the voice and immediately glared at her.

"Taeyeonnn~ Can you come with me to go shopping? Please?" She grabbed my arm and lord help me.

"Sorry Hyuna. Not today. Leave me. Now." I slap her arm off and she pouted.

I walked away like nothing happened. And the rumors had to start again.

"Wow Taeyeon is really cold."

"How could she just reject Hyuna! I wanna bang her sooo hard!"

People. Blinded by pleasure, blinded by money, blinded by satisfaction. Not realizing why we have money, why sex is created. They are all blinded by things that aren't important. Well they are. But you get my point right?!

Who is that girl who approached me? The only girl who has the guts to approach me?

Kim Hyuna. One of the most popular girls who have been chasing after me for ages now. She's annoying as hell. There is a huge line of guys waiting for her but she HAS to go for me.

Gross.

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Soon the day ends with a smile on my face. Why am I smiling? Well easy, the most annoying guy in my class got exposed in front of the teacher. It was really funny and I'm sure the teacher found it funny too.

His girlfriend and his side hoe barged into the class and exposed him. Funny right?

My teacher's eyes immediately widened. They were talking about their sessions with the guy and the teacher's face was washed with a red color. Funny.

When you get a girlfriend never take them for granted! Cherish her! Don't think about how hot any other girl is because you devoted yourself to a woman.

I walk to my work which is pretty close to the school. It's exactly 3 so I have about 30 minutes.

I walk into my work place which is a bubble tea place, Soshi's Tea. They never come here because they found out I'm working here.

But how can I support myself alone right? They might be gone but they left me with billions. I'm not known to have billions, I just keep it a secret. Surprisingly no one knows, well besides Sooyoung.

I'm not working at the cashier, simply because I hate interacting. My co-worker is also afraid of me.

Why be afraid when there's nothing to be afraid of? It was one time. Gosh.

I'm making the smoothies. But why am I working if I'm a billionaire? Just to show I'm a regular student studying. But no one really knows I'm here working.

I also just want to be independent, with all this money money could become lazy and selfish. But no one wants that right? I want to be humble and I don't want to depend on their left over money.

If they find out I'm a billionaire people would be swarming me. Many have jobs at my age, so why not blend in right?

In my job, I wear a mask. Weird right? But it's fine, I don't want people to see me. I have a name tag but no one ever looks there. My name tag is actually hidden underneath my apron.

"Taeyeon! 1 Large Taro!" My co-worker Bomi yells from the cashier.

While making the beverage I hear that same laugh I heard in lunch. I smile but I don't know why.

I finish making the tea and hand it off to Bomi. She smiles and says Thank you while bowing to the couple. Cute.

I unconsciously smile at the thought of being loved by someone.

Bomi here, she's picked up everyday by her beloved boyfriend, Choi Taejoon. She has friends who come here often. I was introduced to them by Bomi, but things happened and nothing happened anymore. Her friends, Chorong, Eunji, Naeun, Namjoo, and Hayoung. Oh what a great group they are. Must me great to be in a friend group. But things lead to another and there you are fighting.

I hear Bomi yell to me and I scrambled to her.

"Yeah?" I ask wiping my hands on my apron.

"Can you take the orders please? I need to explain something to Taejoon there!" She pointed at the door and there was her boyfriend standing near his car on his phone. Typical.

"Sure just make it quick please." I smile and she nods.

She runs off and I yell next.

"Hello! I would like a strawberry smoothie! Please add some chunks at the bottom thank you!" The girl smiled and it reached her eyes.

Beautiful.