Meaning of the quotes in picture☝️:

Departing from the love of the whole world,

My love..

I have kept myself for you..

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Third person's POV :-

Her eyes shivered at the sight of him, looking at her with intense emotion in them.

'Of course everyone knows him, he is the mafia of lahab gang.' Words of Abie rang in shahnoor's ear as she look at Abu Daud with blurry vision.

'He has a underground business of human trafficking, he sold many of the innocent girls which we heard in news of missing. God~ when he came this morning and told me his name, I couldn't get more scared than ever.'

Shahnoor closed her eyes at the reminders of the true personality of this man before her and it did scare her a little knowing who he is now.

"Noor.." Abu Daud breathout her name, making her more angry.

"Go..away." she said, gritting her teeths with hatred full eye contact.

Abu Daud's brows arched in confusion, looking at the bitter emotion in her eyes for him. What happened? Abu daud thought.

"Noor, what happened?" He asked her.

"Don't touch me!" Shahnoor whisper yelled while jerking his hands away from her.

"Are you upset with me? Did I do something wrong?" Abu Daud asked, with his heart all being restless at the moment.

"Wrong? You did? No! No! Ghazi sahab, how can you do something wrong? Everything you did is perfect and is going absolutely fine as it is but the thing is lies doesn't lasts for long." Shahnoor said with red teary eyes, broken words with a hint of sarcastic tone.

"Noor..what are you talking about?" Abu Daud asked, gulping the lump form in his throat.

"I am talking about your lies! Lies which you are keeping me in until now!" Shahnoor looked at him with fiery eyes.

"Who..who told you?" He asked, fisting his hands either side.

"Does it matter? You were about to marry me with all those lies and...who knows what your intentions were after all you are a mafia of human trafficking." Her voice sounded disgusted, as if she find him disgusting and is about to walk away but he hold her hand.

"Noor, even a murderer got a chance to clear the accusations.. won't you give me one?" He asked with broken tone, new set of tears made his sight blurry.

"Even if you have clear the accusations, still you won't be able find a place in my heart." Shahnoor said with an angry look.

"Noor.. please.. I.. I have..loved.."

"Baccha?!" Shahnoor's heart leaved its place after hearing Shahzaib's voice calling her.

She look through the corner of the pillar to find him walking towards the place where they were standing. She got scared at the situation.

'Ya Allah, what if he finds us here like this?' she thought and quickly glanced at shahzaib. Her eyes shriveled and lips trembled.

Her heart is about to explode with the negative thoughts coming in her mind. Just a mere amount of distance left between.

"Baccha! Where are you?" Shahzaib again called her.

'Ya Allah, please help.' She prayed in her heart.

Abu Daud knew she is scared at the moment, maybe she didn't told shahzaib about them is what he thought. There is no time for him to think anymore nor he wanted to become more troublesome in her life. He quickly pulled shahnoor into his chest, making her flinched with sudden action and before a shriek can come out of her mouth, Abu Daud placed his hand on her mouth. With terrifying gaze, shahnoor looked at Abu Daud.

"Shhh..do not struggle, shahzaib has good Assassin training. He will easily find you by your breathing speed at the silence of this place, so do not even dare to breath.hmm?" Abu Daud whispered, looking in her scared eyes.

Shahnoor thought for a moment but when she heard shahzaib's footsteps getting closer, she quickly nodded. They both tried to hide towards the corner of the pillar and just than shahzaib passed by them, making shahnoor suck her breath as she clutched onto Abu Daud's hand. Moments later when shahzaib walked away towards their room, shahnoor breath out of relief. Her eyes again got locked with Abu Daud, who is already so lost in her Beauty.

Shahnoor quickly pushed him away, clearing her face in a rushing manner.

"Don't worry, he won't find anything about us if you don't want it to." Abu Daud said with a sigh.

"Ofcourse he will not, cause I will never going to talk to you." She said with hushing voice and left towards where Shahzaib is gone.

Abu Daud felt his heart become a Survival of attacks his noor is pulling on him. He wanted to leave the place as soon as possible cause he can't stand the hatred from shahnoor, the only person he loves in his life.

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"Come on Abu Daud! No way you are going this soon." Shahzaib said sarcastically, making Abu Daud irritated.

"I told you shahzaib, I have some important work came up and I can't avoid it." Abu Daud said while gritting his teeth.

"But my wife has made every dish with her own hands, she worked really hard from the morning to make those dishes for our guests and if you leave without eating than she won't feel good at all. Don't you baccha?" Shahzaib said looking at shahnoor, standing next to him with her eyes casted down.

She smile lightly along with a slight nod than soon it vanished. She doesn't want to be a watched by everyone but here she is, becoming the show of the event. Abu Daud felt shock hearing the news that shahnoor has made everything, he is thinking how can shahzaib make her Cook food for this much people? But he is helpless at the moment.

"If she has made than I will surely eat." Abu Daud said with a light smile, looking at shahnoor.

Shahnoor looked at Abu Daud than narrowed her eyes with slight blinks. She only wanted to leave this place, but shahzaib isn't allowing her. The way Abu Daud's eyes watched Shahnoor isn't get unnoticed by Shahzaib, making him angry. His jaw clenched as he tried to control himself.

Soon the dishes were served to the guests, everyone already started appreciating the mouth watering aroma of the dishes. Shahnoor didn't wanted to eat anything cause she doesn't like mutton plus she felt tired, so she requested shahzaib to not to make her eat here. Fortunately shahzaib didn't argued much looking at her tired form but he told her to serve the dishes along with other maids. Shahnoor started serving the dishes to shahzaib first with her eyes all focused onto her work.

"Your wife really seems to care for you very much, nowadays who sees a wife serving with so much love to her husband." Mr. Yong, the 37 year old business man said with a smile stretching on his face.

"Are you saying that I need to serve you like that to show my love?" Mrs. Yong, Mr. Young's wife said with a glare towards him.

"Oh! No! Darling it's just I am appreciating the little girl's hardwork." Mr. Yong said with an awkward laugh.

Shahnoor smile lightly, abu Daud watched her every expression with intensity.

"But let me tell you little girl, don't be so obeying to your husband cause in the end they end up setting themselves with new girl. You know men cannot change their nature." Mrs. Yong said as she stared at shahnoor to search for her reaction but ended up laughing at her uncomfortable shift.

"Don't be uncomfortable sweety, I am only telling you to be careful. It isn't to healthy for you to be this good. Plus Mr. shahzaib," Mrs. Yong shifted her attention to shahzaib.

"Don't you think she is too young to be your wife, I mean I don't see any match between you too." Mrs. Yong completed.

This made shahnoor's heart hurt a little, she thought they look good together atleast but yeah it is true that she looks too young infront of him plus his giant hulk body isn't any help in front of her small figure.

"You don't need to judge if we look good together or not, She is my wife and I won't listen any other word against our relation." Shahzaib said, glaring at Mrs. Yong.

"I wa-"

"We shall start eating now." Shahzaib cut Mrs. Yong and started eating.

He doesn't want to lie but the food is super delicious, the mutton is cooked properly and the rotis were perfect. He smile a Little while listening to the appreciated words the guests were saying to his wife. He look towards Shahnoor, who doesn't seem to be very affectionate with the appreciations yet smiling lightly.

'Maybe she is too tired.' Shahzaib thought looking at her.

Shahnoor than move towards Abu Daud's seat which is next to shahzaib and started serving him. All while shahzaib couldn't tore away his gaze from the sight, he is observing or trying to find if shahnoor is lying to him or not but Shahnoor didn't make any eye contact with Abu Daud nor Abu Daud look up at her which has sent an awkward relief to shahzaib.

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"Aren't you going to eat?" Shahnoor asked Firoz, who is hurt deeply by the earlier behaviour of Shahzaib in the kitchen.

"No! I have work to complete." Firoz said looking in his phone not her.

Shahnoor knew why he is doing that but she isn't understanding that why Firoz is upset with her. She didn't do anything but afterall they all are still a mystery to her, she can't seem to understand them.

"Firoz bhai, let's eat together when I'll get back home. Hmm?" Shahnoor said with a light smile, trying to cheer up the atmosphere.

"I don't know, maybe I will be late. You should eat." Firoz said before placing the phone on his ear and started talking about some preparations.

Shahnoor is already tired, she doesn't have any energy to talk any further. All she want is to sleep and that is not possible at the moment. She have to go with shahzaib to the orphanage and than he promised her to give reward for the delicious food she made. However, this doesn't excite shahnoor instead making her afraid what's next problem she have to face.

Farah's POV :-

"I will hold onto you~

Love you eternally, you will feel it in the end very deeply,

My sister~ is there anyone hold onto you like that~

I will, I will love you, protect you with all my will,

Little sis loves you truly~" I heard the soft words of my shahno on the phone which she had sent me when I was in rajasthan.

I remember her unstoppable messages, asking me if I was okay? what am I doing? Have I eaten or not? Telling me she had a bad day and good days, telling me that she had made new friends. And now that I am so far away, she didn't even tried to contact.

'Stupid Farah! How will she contact you when you have changed your simcard and even destroyed each and every route that connects you both.' My inner voice taunt me once again.

What happened to me? Am I..Am I regretting this decision? Sitting on the couch alone, pulling my knees together and putting my head on them, I look outside. It's snowing lightly, very lightly. The clouds are shade of light grey colour and the weather isn't helping my mourning heart. Tears after tears flowed down my eyes when I remember the sin I have committed last night. Azam was really drunken last night when he came home, I happily welcomed him. He confessed his feelings for me, although they didn't affected me in anyways but when he pulled me into a passionate kiss, I tried to stop him yet my mind is all heated with the reminders of Shahzaib touching me in those ways. I couldn't stop myself when I started imagining Shahzaib instead of Azam and that leaded me to sin. I.. how can I become this shameless? I wanted to go back. Azam didn't seem to be much affected about what happened last night, he was all cool when he left this morning. But my heart isn't forgiving me about the sin I have committed. What will shahzaib think of me? And most of all how can ruin my first time like that, by sinning?

'Shahzaib, I am sorry.. I didn't think straight..please forgive..I..I..love you..'

I wanted to go back, I don't want to stay here anymore. I know shahzaib will be upset with me for a moment but than I will confess my feelings to him and he will forgive me. Yes, this will do. But I have to talk to Azam first, I have to explain him that I don't love him anymore instead I love my husband..My shahzaib.

"I..I love you shahzaib." A small smile broke on my face with his name.

How dumb of me not to know about my own feelings for you. Inshaallah you will forgive and..and my shahno will help me too. I look outside the foggy window and walk towards it.

"Everyone can be against me but my shahno, she will never turn her back on me." I comforted myself with my hand touching the cold glass of the windows. I removed my phone from the pocket and open the recorder.

"It's co-cold in here~

How are you there~

My beloved sis, I am not fine at all~

Hope you will find me someday,

Somewhere, very soon~

And that day.. please be my..savior~"

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I stopped the recording and sent it to my shahno.

"I hope you will reply soon, I wanted to come back on your assurance."

Shahnoor's POV :-

After we visited the orphanage, he blindfolded me with his handkerchief for the reward he is about to give me. Can't he just grant me what I ask for? No! He will do whatever he wants, but I can't seem to hate him. But I HATE HIM! And I don't at the same time. Come on! Shahno, get a life! But you don't want to, right?

"We are almost here~" He said, carefully taking me out of the car while holding me with his strong hands.

I heard many doors of the car opening and closing, means we are not alone. I wanted to take off this handkerchief but he isn't letting to do so.

"I am tired~" I whined, stomping my heel crammed feet on the ground.

"Just two more minutes baccha, once we go in I'll remove it." He whispered in my ear, making my heart flutter.

Suddenly his one hand circle behind my back, sending shivers to my body while the other hand hold onto my right hand. Heat rushed up to cheek when I felt him so close to me. He than started guiding me forward for a minute or two than he said "stairs, be careful" I nodded and after climbing 3 or 4 stairs I guess we stopped. I heard he ringed the bell than the door opening sound.

"You can remove the handkerchief now." He said and I did.

My eyes adjust to the sight than they go wide open when I saw my aunty rehmat infront of me, all shocked. I turn my face towards him, he looked at me with a proud smile and motion me to go in. Tears blurred my vision, how can he do that? Why did he bring me back to my home? Does he want to give my loved ones more pain?

"Shahno? Beta, yo-you okay?" Aunty asked me, holding my arms.

I nodded than hugged her quickly. She too hugged me back, she maybe rude sometimes but I know she cares deep down. I can't bring myself to hate her but forgive her instead.

"Let's go in, your ammi will be really happy to see you." She said, I nodded.

My heart is thumping loudly as I entered in the house after a long time, I am afraid how will she react after knowing about my marriage.

'Ya Allah, please make her understand.' I prayed in my heart.

"Rukhsar, look shahno has came." Aunty said to ammi as her back face us.

She is sitting on the sofa while cutting Vegetables, upon hearing aunty's voice her back stiffened. A moment later she turn around hesitantly, her eyes wide open but than she smiled brightly looking at me.

"Ammi.." My voice came out slowly as I smile with tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Meri bacchi~ (My daughter)" She said and stood up slowly.

She look weak, her eyes were darken like she has been sick for a long time. Didn't baba took her to the doctor? She slowly walk towards me again with the same smile. Her hands stretched out, ready to take me in her warmth. I quickly walked towards her and hugged her tightly.

"I had...I.. missed you ammi~" I cried hugging her.

"My nights were sleepless meri bacchi (my daughter), how can a mother dare to sleep peacefully when her daughter is not home, not close to her. Ya Allah, aapka lakh lakh shukr hai ah..ah.. (Oh Allah, Thank you so much)" Ammi said crying out as if she had buried this feelings inside her long time.

We broke the hug and she started giving me her sweet kisses on my forehead, cheeks and hands. She cares my face as if I was away from her for ages.

"How are you meri bacchi? Who took you here? No! How stupid of me asking you such question? You..You come sit here," She made me sit on the sofa and is acting like I will be gone again, she is in hurry.

"Wait here, I'll make delicious food for you. You know Abdullah would be so happy to see you." She said with a bright smile.

"Ammi, I am all okay and you please sit here. You look so weak, are you sick?" I asked her, taking her both hands in mine.

"Rukhsar, shahno is right. Your daughter has came after a long time you sit here and chat with her, I'll prepare the food." Rehmat aunty said.

"You will? Oh okay, than I'll sit with you. You see how your aunty is happy to see you." Ammi said to me, I nodded with a smile.

"But bhabhi, let me help you a little." Ammi said to aunty.

"Oh Rukhsar, you will never change." Aunty said smiling.

Its like their days have brighten up after seeing me. They look so happy at the moment.

"Baccha," my smile faded when I saw him entering the house.

My ammi and aunty look at him and their face stiffened at his arrival. I stood up as my ammi look at me.

"Shahno, why is here?" Ammi asked me, now I am gone.

"What are you asking mother-in-law, if I won't take my wife to her house than who will?" He said with a smirk.

Shock written on my ammi and aunty's face. She turn towards me and clutched on my arms.

"What is he talking about?" Ammi asked me with deathly voice. I won't lie but I am scared to tell her, what will she do?

"Don't scare my wife mother-in-law, she is already tired. I'll tell you, I have married her." He said, like its nothing that serious.

Ammi look at me no actually glare at me and than she walked towards him.

"Married her?" She asked him in disbelief.

"Yes and now she is my wif-"

SLAP!

I covered my mouth at the scene before me, ammi slapped him. His jaw clenched as he glare down not at ammi though.

"HOW CAN YOU SPIT OUT THOSE SHAMEFUL WORDS?!" Ammi shouted, making my heart jumped.

"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! SHE IS YOUR SISTER-IN-LAW AND MOST OF ALL SHE IS UNDERAGED!" Ammi shouted again, he sighed and look at me than walk towards me.

Standing next to me, his hand hold onto mine. I look at him, red marks visible on his left cheek. Clenching his jaw, he look at my ammi.