Meri Aashiqui pasand aaye..

Meaning of the quotes in picture☝️:

This is my prayer to the god,

When it comes to true lovers,

you like my love the most..

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Shahnoor's POV :-

"When you will be back?" Ammi asked as I wore my niqab.

"In the evening, farah called me, she wanted to meet me." I said as I took my handbag.

"Did you took your medicines?" she asked.

"Ji(yes), I gonna go than. Allah hafiz." I said and leaved the house.

I took the cab and my first destination is my workplace, so I first headed there. In 30 minutes, I reached at the healthy teeth clinic.

"Just on time." Jubin said with a grin.

"Work is important, I needed to be on time." I said while sitting on my swing chair as I started checking the appointments.

"You really do your work with passion, everyone started to like you here." He commented sipping his coffee.

"I am happy for that and all thanks to Allah. I feel comfortable as well with everyone here." I said looking at him.

"You kno-"

"Guys! Guys! I have a news." Abie came running towards us.

She is Dr. Haris's personal assistant, with same height as me but looks little tall cause of the 6 inches heels she always wear, she has blonde hair which defines her square cut face and dark blue eyes. She is bubbly, crazy and what not. And she is live news reporter as she is aware of every news before us.

"What news?!" I and jubin asked in unison.

"Its Ezzy!" She said overacting, that's what she do before exploding her news on us.

"What about ezzy?" I asked, ezzy also works here, she do the night shifts from 6 to 9:30 while I do the morning one.

"Her boyfriend cheated on her with his phop.. Pohop.. Uh! How should I pronounced that?" Abie said furrowing her golden brows as she think of the pronunciation.

"Are you trying to say phuppo (Father's sister/ paternal aunt)?" I asked sighing while jubin grin.

"YES! That phuppo's daughter. He cheated on her, poor ezzy." Abie said as if her boyfriend cheated on her instead of ezzy's.

"Well, that's sad. Ezzy is a kind girl." Jubin said.

"Oh! Please! Keep your consolation with you! We both know how happy you are cause you like her the most." Abie said mockingly.

"Well, shouldn't I be happy than. Now I'll fix her broken heart." Jubin said while looking ahead as if he is dreaming already.

"Stop it jubin! That's not the way you should react!" I said looking at him.

"Sorry shahno, but I like her and that guy isn't good for her at all. I already knew it and warned her but she.. Never believed." He said and walked away.

"What is wrong with him?" Abie said while looking on his retreating back.

"Don't worry, everything will be fine but how do you know that ezzy's boyfriend cheated on her?" I asked her.

"Yesterday, I saw her fighting with him in the garden near plot 6. She was so angry that she was punching him while accusing with all this dialogues. You know!" Abie said imitating all her acts.

"Poor ezzy, what will she do now?" I said looking at the computer.

"Well, you never told us that you have a boyfriend or not?" She asked leaning on the desk while putting her elbows on it. I look at her bewildered.

"Well *Clears throat* I don't have any." I said while pretending to type on the computer.

"Don't lie shahno, who will not going to notice a piece of beauty like you? I mean look at you, so beautiful and charming. Even the way you talk is like honey dripping from your mouth." Abie said while motioning her hands.

"What are you saying abie?" I smiled nervously as I look down.

"Look, I am assuring you that one day you will find a man who will love you for the way you talk, love, care and makes other happy. He is going to be really lucky." She said, her eyes fantasizing everything.

"Is it true?" I asked fidgeting with my fingers.

"Of course, and you must invite us in your wedding." She said tapping her right hand on the desk.

"Of course, I'll invite my each and every friends." I said.

Soon we hear someone crying as the door of the clinic opened, ezzy walked in.

"Drama starts!" Abie whispered looking at me, I shake my head slowly.

"Ezzy, what happened?" I asked, she came towards my desk with sad face.

"That indian jerk cheated on me with his phuppo's daughter..." She said and started crying.

"Awww baby, don't cry. Its okay, he is just a boy and there are many boys in the world. You know much more handsome than him, do you know that Jackson patterson who lives next to my door?" Abie asked her while patting her back with sympathy, ezzy broke the hug and look at her.

"No, I don't know him." She said to abie.

"Well, don't worry I'll introduce you to him." Abie said to her.

"But why?" I asked.

"Cause she needs to move on now, you don't know darling how hard it is when you have a heart break." Abie said while pouting.

I raised my right eyebrows, giving her 'As if you know everything about me' look. She straightened her posture and cleared her throat.

"Well, I think we should get back to work." She said looking here and there but me.

"I think that would be a good idea for your health." I said with a warning smile.

Soon she walked away, I look at ezzy who is looking after the abie's dismissed back.

"Ezzy," I called her, she look at me as I hold her left hand in mine.

"You shouldn't be crying over a man who doesn't worth your precious tears, remember one thing that your heart is a very precious gem, don't let it get into the wrong hands. Wait for the right person who will take good care of it." I said, squeezing her hand while assuring her.

"You are so right shahno, how you make those words? such a heal for my heart. I shouldn't be crying over that cheat, Good for nothing jerk, idiot, stupid, bastard, rasc-"

"I think that's enough for him." I said gently while pursing my lips, she stopped and nodded.

"Get back to work, it will help you forget him." I said.

"Okay, thank you." She said, I nodded and she left.

'Only if I can heal my heart too.' I sighed and got back to my work.

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"You know everyone is same in the world, idiot jerks.. Can't be loyal at all." I said to farah while eating the strawberry from the bowl.

"That's sad, everyone should be loyal to their partners and love them till the end." She said, I nodded while chewing.

"Like Shahzaib bhai, he loves you so much and waited for you two years than married you. So romantic mashallah." I said with a smile, resting my right elbow on the couch before I put the bowl on the table.

"Shahno, stop it! You shouldn't be reminding me that again and again." She said almost shouting.

"Why are you scolding her?" Shahzaib bhai enter in the room and said.

He came towards me and plopped down next to me.

"You see Shahzaib bhai, how rude your wife is becoming? She only loves you now not us." I said in a sarcastic way. Shahzaib bhai looked at me than smiled and look down.

"When did you came?" Farah asked Shahzaib bhai.

"Just now and saw how rudely you were talking to her." Shahzaib bhai said looking at farah.

"Than how should I talk to her! Don't you see how's she acting?! Is this the way she talks about her sister and brother-in-law!" Farah shouted, almost on the verge of crying.

What's wrong with her? I didn't like this behavior of her. What so wrong did I have said? I only teased her and that I always do. Shahzaib bhai and I stood up, while Shahzaib bhai walk towards her. I stood like a culprit, tears made my vision blurry. How can she shout on me in front of her husband?

"What's wrong farah? She didn't mean anything at all, why are you shouting on her?" Shahzaib bhai asked while holding her shoulders.

"No, it's not the way she needs to talk. Stay in your limits shahno, or else...Don't come here anymore." She said, stabbing my heart.

My palms moisten with nervousness, sweats formed on my forehead and nape. A whimpered sound left through my mouth on her rude behavior, I don't want to stay here.

"What are you saying farah?! Are you in right state of your mind?!" Shahzaib said, looking at her with wide eyes.

"Of course, I am.. And you go away before I say anything bad.. Just go away." She said turning her back on me.

I quickly took my handbag and veil, hiccups were doing no good in this situation while tears flowed down my cheeks. I quickly walked away, I hear Shahzaib bhai calling me but I ignored and walked towards the lift. I quickly walked in and press 1st floor. How can she say that? What's wrong I did? I just joked like always. This is no way she is so full of herself now, I won't ever come here.

I walked out of the mansion, just than someone gripped my right arm and turned me around in a quick motion. I look up to find Shahzaib bhai.

"Where are you going?" He asked, I tried to free my hand but his hold is secured.

"Le-leave me, I ddon't want to st-stay here. I-I won't ever co-come here." I said while crying.

"So, you won't ever talk to us?" He asked raising an eyebrow, I shook my head.

"And will never come here as well?" He asked again, I shook my head again.

"Look at me baccha when I talk to you," He said in a low commanding voice.

His grip loosened as he hold my both arms Making me closer to him. I look at him with teary eyes.

"Don't ever say that you won't come here, this is your house too. And as for farah, her mood isn't good but you know your sister. She isn't like this, right?" He asked, I nodded.

She is not like this, she isn't my farah. She is different now, what changed her? Azam? My eyes widen at his thought, does he stalk her? Is she stressed out because of him? Ya Allah, why didn't I thought about this before? Allah, how can I be so stupid? I should talk to her, no I need to talk to her.

"Baccha, don't ever take decisions when you are angry. This will do nothing but make you regret it afterwards. You got it?" He said, I nodded.

Farah is so lucky to have you, but she is blinded by azam's love, making her unable to find your kindness and love. May Allah give her some intelligence, so she can make use of it and will look at your pure soul.

"Now go in, talk to her. I know, she is regretting whatever she said." Shahzaib bhai said wiping my tears with his handkerchief as always.

"No-not nnow Shah-shahzaib bhai, she is not in go-good mood. I'll call her afterwards." I said, he nodded.

"Okay, I'll drop you home than." He said.

"No, I can go in cab." I said.

"When I am saying, I'll take you home than that means I'll take you right now." He said and hold my hand while walking towards the car.

Farah's POV :-

Ya Allah, how can I shout on my sister like that? What's wrong with me? When did I became so selfish? I saw how she is crying when I stabbed her with those disgusting words.

'I am sorry shahno.' I look at my reflection in the washroom mirror.

Washing my face harshly, I cried as I remember her words.

'Like Shahzaib bhai, he loves you so much and waited for you two years than married you. So romantic mashallah.' Her words did nothing but increased my guilt ten times more.

'You see Shahzaib bhai, how rude your wife is becoming? She only loves you now not us.' Her voice again ranged in my ear.

"UHHH! STOP IT!" I Screamed, crying out my pain as I gripped the face wash bottle in my hand tightly.

'how rude your wife is becoming?' Stop it Shahno! I throw the blur glass bottle, breaking it into uncountable pieces just like my heart.

'She only loves you now not us.'

"No, that's not true. I love everyone, each and everyone. Ammi, baba, arib, chachi, chacha, Abdullah, you shahno and... Azam. I am sorry shahno for betraying you all. I am so sorry for being selfish, If you hate me than its not your fault. I am... Sorry." I cried sitting down while hugging my knees.

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"That wasn't the way you should behave, she was crying until I dropped her at home." Shahzaib said as he entered in the room.

I sat on the bed, my back facing him. A kind of concerned itching my senses, I want to know more about what she said. Is she mad on me? Will she not going to talk to me?

"Wha-what was she saying?" I asked as I applied night cream on my hands.

"Nothing, nothing at all." He said as he removed his watch and blazer.

"Not even a word about me?" I asked.

"No, just said that she doesn't want to come here anymore." He said as he sat of the sofa.

She doesn't need to come here anymore though, what will she do when I am not going to be here? Although Shahzaib and Shahnoor shares a unique relationship, which is bounded by trust. But that doesn't mean she will come here to meet him.

I stood up and walked towards him. He is laying lazily on the sofa near the huge window.

"Haven't you eaten yet?" I asked as I took a seat next to him.

"No, I will eat after taking a shower." He said with closed eyes.

"You should take care of yourself, eating on time, sleeping on time, not taking much stress, things like that." I said, he opened his eyes and looked at me as he hold my hand.

"Why should I? when you are here to take care of me. Farah, I know you still haven't started loving me yet. I am not praising myself but farah, I am not that bad. No one chooses to be bad, life and situation makes them." He said, his eyes wanting me to understand his words.

"I hope you too understand that." I said looking at him.

'That I am not a bad person shahzaib, just life and situation made me bad. I hope you understand and forgive me.'

"I understand you from each and every way, but when you'll start understanding me? You aren't getting that it's not easy for me to stay in my limits anymore. I am starting to piss off, I hope you understand me at my worst." He said in a low warning tone, his grip tightened around my hand.

"Shahzaib.." I took his name nervously and tried to free my hand but no vail.

"Farah, when will you start loving me as my wife. What haven't I done in this 1 month to make you fall in love with me? Tell me where am I mistaking? Tell me farah." He asked as he sat straight and look at me for an answer.

I sighed, he is making me regret everything and I don't want this. I am already nervous, my heart beats aren't normal since azam told me that he will take me away tomorrow and now Shahzaib.. Uh! Aisa lagta hai ki sab meri jaan lene pe tule hai (It feels like everyone wants me to die). I pinch the bridge of my nose with my right hand than look at him.

"You want me to love?" I asked looking at him with angry eyes.

"Yes." He replied, soon I burst into laughing.

His grip loosened, that's when I quickly stood up still laughing. He look at me with confusion.

"What's so funny? Why are you laughing?" He asked.

Third person's POV :-

"What's so funny? Why are you laughing?" Shahzaib asked farah.

She stopped laughing and took a breath than look him.

"Um..Look at yourself Shahzaib Ahmed Mirza," Farah started, Shahzaib furrowed his brows at the mention of his full name by his wife.

"I mean like the Mafia leader of Red Devils, who kills people ruthlessly, without any mercy, is begging me for love. Like seriously! God! What an actor you are!" Farah said while clapping her hands.

"Farah, what are you even saying?" He asked her, not getting her point.

"I'll tell you clearly everything, look I know all this years you have sinned a lot I say, you killed people, never forgave them, never have been kind to anyone or loved anyone. Now you started loving me! And expect me to love you back but that's not possible cause you know No one, I repeat No one will ever love you. Who will be so stupid to fall in love with you? I am not the one, never Shahzaib." She said looking at him with a look that stab his heart and cut it into many countless pieces.

He strides towards her with long steps, quickly putting his left hand behind her waist pulling her closer and right one gripping her jaw tightly, making bruises to appear soon.

"One should know that.. How much far can a man's patience be tested.. If I am being nice to you, doesn't mean that I am begging for your love. Until now I believed that Allah will put my part of love in your heart but no! Looks like you don't want any mercy or respect until that moment, I swear farah.. I'll kill you without any mercy if you disrespect me next time." He warned and jerk her face away as she stumbled over the rug and fall on bed.

Tears made her vision blurry, she never expected this burst out from him until now she only had witnessed his love and care. But now she deserves this as per her thinking.

Shahzaib's chest heaving up and down, his hand shaky a little bit. He felt hurt, who is he have other than his wife? A wife who doesn't even love him. A lone tear fall down from his ocean blue eyes. His hand fisted as he looked down at his wife.

"I am warning you farah, don't hurt my heart. Kisne jana hai ki kisne kitne gunah kye hai or kisne touba ki hai, yeh faisle tum nahi karsakti ki kon gunahgar hai or kon Khuda ki maafi ka talabgar. (Who knows who have committed how many sins and who had repented, You cannot decide who is a sinner or who is a seeker of god's forgiveness.)" Shahzaib said in a sad tone.