《HIS SHADES OF LIFE》Chapter 25
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Meaning of the quotes in picture☝️:
My love was like a flower,
When its fragrance grew, they plucked it.
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Shahnoor's POV:-
I ran out of the palace, there is no point on staying here anymore. How can they say that? Especially Rehmat aunty, is she being serious? Huh, I don't care anymore now. Do whatever you all wanted to do but you all know this will lead to regrets nothing else than that.
And Farah, you too knew this is not right but still how can you?
Okay! Than have it in your way but than dont come to me. If you did than.... Than... Huhhhh..... Than I have to help you. I dont have any other option.
Ya Allah, Is this your decision? Like really? Is it? Say Na!
I kept stomping towards the exit, I know the way to our house as well. I can go by myself, I don't need anyone. Even Ammi and Baba didn't support me at all. I was about to walk out of palace but someone grabbed my wrist and spun me around, with a sudden force our body came in contact like so close.my eyes were closed than I opened them slowly and met with the beautiful brown orbs.
His brows are furrowed and anger is flashing through those eyes. But why is he angry? Wait! Oh yeah, I have insulted his "Shahzaib bhai" na!
"Shahnoor." He took my name and my heart skipped a beat, I struggled getting out of his grip. He was holding my waist tightly and I know my face is a mess right now.
"Stop it or I'll kiss you!" He said angrily and I paused with a blush on my face.
"You think I'll let you?" I said while gritting my teeths.
"Love, list-"
"SHUT UP! Don't call me that, you don't need to put on any act now." I said while a stupid tear rolled down on my cheeks.
"Please, listen to me."He whispered while wiping my tear but I jerked his hand away.
"Don't touch me! You don't have any right. I know everything was a plan of yours and your leader Mr.Shahzaib mirza." I said.
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"It wasn't, I love you and it's a fact you can't deny. Look at me, listen to my heartbeats they won't lie love."He said.
A part of me wanted to believe his words but my brain was saying other thing.
"Stop lying, How can you lie this much? Don't you fear Allah a bit.Such an actor."I said.
"I am not acting, please believe me."He said while making his grip more tight.
"If you want me to believe you than tell your bhai to stop this marriage."I said looking straight into his eyes.
"I can't shahnoor. He loves farah a lot, for the first time in his life he loved someone so deeply, please don't ask me to do such thing." He said in an broken voice.
"Ok, don't do it." I said while nodding my head. He smiled a very little thinking that I understood.
"But then never look at me, talk to me, or touch me." I said and his smile vanished.
"Shahnoor."He whispered my name again.
"We are over."I stated with no emotion at all but I know killing my own self.
"Shahnoor, I was about to ask Shahzaib bhai for our marriage. Please how will I live without you?!"He said while tears formed in his eyes.
Ya Allah, He shouldn't be crying. Their plan succeeded than why is he crying? No I won't react on this act of his.
"I won't marry you, I'll die rather marrying you and you know what I would suggest one thing to my sister that she should also die rather marrying that monster." I said in a very bad tone.
"Shahnoor... Don't you love me? Was your love this much only? How can you say that?" He asked me.
"I.Said.We.Are.Over!" I said while pointing each word.
"How can-" He didn't completed his sentence as his grip loosened, slowly he backed away. I turned my back on him.
"I-I am sorry my love, but I cannot leave Shahzaib bhai alone."He said.
"He is not alone, lot of monsters like him was there with him."I said.
"He is alone shahnoor, No one is with him.He loved your sister very much and thought that he will marry her, keep her happy, love her more, be with her and won't be alone anymore."He said.
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I was getting confused by his words, they felt so true yet lies what I believe. I don't know what will happen? Ya Allah, help me, why am I stuck in such situation?
"Insaan ko itna bura mat samjho, har ek ke do pehlu hote hain. Tumne wo nahi dekha jo mene dekha hain.(Do not consider a human being so bad, each one has two aspects. You have not seen what I have seen.)"He continued as a lifted my eyes towards heaven.
'Is he right, My lord?' I asked the Almighty.
"SHAHNO!"Ammi called and I looked to my left at her.
She walked towards us and was looking at us in confusion, maybe because we are together. Akib looked at me one last time and left quietly.
"What was he doing here with you?"Ammi asked me.
"Nothing, he was saying not to go out alone."I lied I didn't knew what to say so whatever came on my tongue I said.
"Ok, Shahno now you come inside and let us talk."She said.
"No, I am not coming inside ammi, even you shouldn't be there too."I said with neutral face.
"Shahno, I know you are right but beta let them do whatever they want, you shouldn't have to do anything. Its Farah's life and her parents have the right to take the decision of her life."Ammi said.
"Tell me ammi, what kind parents push their children into hell?"I asked looking at her but she didn't replied.
"Ok,tell me will you do the same to me when the time comes?"I asked raising an eyebrow.
"No! No! Meri bacchi(My daughter) I would never do such thing even If I have to die."She saud quickly.
"Than ammi tell me How will I let my sister get pushed in hell?"I said.
"Tumhare Irade Khaalis hain mujhe maloom hain lekin log nahi jaante.Woh begaar gawah ya sunhai ke faisle dena jaante hain.(Your intentions are pure I know but people don't. They only know how to give judgments without any clarification or the hearing.)" She said and I lowered my eyes.
"Ammi, take me back to home. Let's go back to Dublin, we don't need to be here."I said while holding her right hand with my both hands.
"Beta, think about farah she'll be alone without you? You know na that... She is alone?"She said looking in my eyes and I nodded slowly.
"Ammi, people are so fake, cruel, even in this beautiful place such devils exist. They are so suffocating.I can't breath here ammi."I said and started crying again as she hugged me.
"Have sabr beta.. Have sabr."Ammi said while stroking my back.
I closed my eyes and his eyes, his smile came in front of me.
"They are such fake... Such fake people ammi... Such fake."I kept saying.
"Everything will be alright, you will have to pray for farah, huh? May Allah make her happiest bride."Ammi said in broken voice.
'I will pray for her Ammi but who will pray for your daughter's broken heart? How will I bear this pain?' I thought and cried silently on her shoulder.
"You only have to endure them for one week and than we will leave for Dublin, I promise."She said.
"Ammi please don't force me to stay here and face them-"
"I promise you don't have to confront anyone or talk to anyone,think about us. Your Baba's whole family is here please shahno, understand."She cut me while breaking the hug.
Yes, She is right. I can't forget about my parents, I have to think about them.
"Okay ammi but I won't attend any function."I said.
"Okay, don't attend any of them and stay in your room but promise me that you will not do anything that will make our head low."She said and I nodded.
She hold my hand and we walked inside with me having a lifeless heart.
Only one thing is going on in my mind,
'Its all over?'
To be continued...
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