A/N: This will include oneshot that of every One Direction bromance I can think of. Hopefully you like it (LOYAL TO BROMANCE)

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Louis' P.O.V:

I am a terrible guy. I can't never, ever imagine why on earth can I break my brother's heart. Yes he's been a little bit different, maybe the most different person I've ever met, but that doesn't mean I don't like him. He's not a player, he treats people by his heart, he doesn't often tell jokes because he doesn't want to make fun of anyone, or just simply doesn't know any funny jokes. He's not good with communicating, and that's why everyone in the group thinks he's so hard to get to know, except for the most friendly Liam. Do you know who I am talking about? Yes, that's Niall Horan.

I should have considered how he felt earlier, before I said those word. If so, it won't be such a terrible mess.

Here's the story. It is when I hang out with Harry and our girlfriends. Niall borrows our appartment to do who-the-hell-know-what. And by the time I got back, all the food were gone. What the fuck? That fat faggot just ate all of our food, in one day. I thought that he had promised not to touch any of our food. How the hell can I suppose to calm down? And that was when I spit those words out, thinking of it, I feel so disgusting at myself now.

"Niall Fucking Horan. What the hell did you do to my carrots? Why don't you just vanish, you fat ass?"

"A girl paid me a visit today. I have to invite her something too, right? So that's my story." Niall laughed out loud, he must have thought I was kidding, but Harry knew that I was truly mad, and he held my arms back.

And of course, he couldn't hold my mouth, so I shouted at Niall. "Damn it Niall I'm not kidding. Why don't you just go back to where you are? You're not even an English."

"Damn it Lou, calm down. It's just some carrots. I'll buy you some in return. " Harry spoke up, he knew that I had said something really bad.

And if he didn't stop me, I wouldn't know that Niall was frightened. He was looking at me with surprise in his eyes. Before I gained back my consciousness, I heard Niall said "Wow, I don't know you're a racist" and left.

It was really painful, and it still is. His words cut like knife, and maybe that's the same as mine did to him. I know I am just jealous because Niall fed a girl my food. I know I like him. But I had made a mistake. What should I do to have our relationship back now?

Niall's P.O.V:

It's just some carrots. To be honest, that girl was my cousin. She's from Irish to check if I'm ok with my new life. Maybe she was afraid that I would get hungry at times. Therefore, I borrowed Larry's appartment (That's what we call Louis and Harry) because their house is always filled with food. I don't want to make her worry, that's why. But hearing Louis said that things to me is really hurt. I know Louis hates me, but I never thought he would say it to me straight in the face. If it hadn't been for Harry, Louis could have said worse. And sometimes I thought what would it be if he did. My heart might be torn into pieces, but at least I know one of my brothers, who is the most confident and who I adore the most hates me...

Louis looks gay. But that is when he is truly himself. I find it admirable at times, since I have struggled acting myself. I can't help but try to run away from who I really am. I like Nando's, and that's the only thing I'm not hiding, or can't hide. I want to smoke, to be a bad boy like Zayn, I want to have random girl to hook up just like Harry, I want to kiss Liam like we said on the internet and most desirably... I want to have sex with Louis.

There comes one time, I still remember, when a fan turned me on by sending me pictures of Louis' arse. And since, I've secretly observed Louis. I guess Harry get more of those pictures than I do, it makes me jealous. Sometimes seeing Louis pokes on Harry's bum, I wonders myself: "Is Larry real?" I mean, I never doubt Harry's sexual orientation, but... you know... Louis' doesn't seem to be so sure. If so, I want him to pick on me too! OMFG, what am I thinking? What have I become? Where's the angelic Niall? My cousin is right. All this thoughts come from the fact that I've spent too much time with Louis. He has bad influence. I've got to stay away from him!

Louis' P.O.V

I've got to say sorry to Niall. The boy has been avoiding me lately, and I don't like it. I don't like it at all. This is harder than the time I messed around with one of Harry's ex. That time he didn't talk to me for weeks, but I felt quite okay with that. This time it is different, I don't know why, maybe because it is Niall.

"Nialler baby, can u come 2 my place 2nite? x - BooBear"

I press send, hoping Niall would say yes. And as I see Niall's reply, my breath is taken away.

"Can't. Sorry! - Nialler."

"Why? - BB"

"Gotta leave. Im gettin ready. - Nialler"

"Cancel pls. - BB"

Okay this is nonsense. I feel regret right after sending it. I know Niall would have thought I was mad. And my thought has come to reality when Niall's message comes.

"Can't. She'll b vry mad. - Nialler"

I freeze. So it is finally a girl, eh? Louis is no one compare to a girl. His brother's sake is no one in comparison with an unknown girl. The thought Niall was the most loyal among the boys is now ruined. Yet I still have this feeling. I want him to come here right besides me and hold me in his arms. Does that sound gay? I never thought, even back then when I had feelings for Harry's body(damn the boy has a really good bum). Niall is different though! I feel so good just by looking at him!

I decide to give my best shot in making the next text. And I read it over and over to make sure it didn't sound awkward.

Nial's P.O.V

Another text comes. It's still Louis', I feel so relieved to see he is not mad at my last text. I'm afraid he will think that I pick some random girl over him, which I'm not. Actually I'm free all night, but I'm just afraid to meet him. How a coward I am! Louis has turned me into a coward!

As I look at what he texted moments ago, cold creeps into my mind:

"Then get ready, I'll go to your place instead. Got sth I must say, or must have said earlier. It won't take long"

What the heck? Louis is on his way? But I'm not ready! Does my hair look good?

"Ding dong!" Shit! The door bell. It must be Louis.

"A minute please." I shout, trying not to be so worried about my hair, and my appearance right now. I look quite messy while I'm alone in my house.

I open the door with a crack. There stood Louis, stunning as always. His hair looks quite a mess now. He must have been rushing here that he forgets to comb his hair. Still, he is beyond beautiful.

"Oh hi Niall!" Louis speaks up, he must have been surprised to find me in my pajama, when minutes ago I said I was ready for a date. Shit, why am I so stupid?

"Hey, what do you want to say?" I skip to the main point, hoping Louis will ignore the fact that I lied to him. Then seeing how awkward Louis is standing in front of my house and how absurd I didn't ask him to come in, I gesture, fake smiling. "Come in"

Louis' P.O.V

Niall is lying. He doesn't have any appointment! I find that happy and sad at the same time...

"Are you trying to stay away from me Niall?" I can't help but ask. I want to know.

And as I observe him, the boy turns from surprise to awkwardness. Guess it's a confirmation.

"I don't know what you're talking about Lou" Niall finally says something, and it tears me apart as I know he is still lying. My Niall has turned from an angel to a liar, and it is all my fault.

Now I know how strong the feeling I have for him as tears begins to fill my eyes. "I'm sorry ok? For saying bad thing to you. I shouldn't have said that... you're my... friend... But please don't ignore me. Please don't lie to me. Please..."

I can't breathe, I can't even think of what is happening, I don't choose what I am saying, it just simply came out of my mouth. I am acting like a woman... Niall must have really hated me... I totally understand why, no one seems to like a prankster, especially an annoying one like me.

Niall's P.O.V

What is Louis saying? Does he even know what he is doing? He has gone insane! But wait... is he crying.

I know that gesture, when someone suddenly stop mid-sentence, cover their face with their hands and their slightly shiver, it means they are ready to cry. I saw that on TV. But I still can't believe it. Louis cries? Not even in my dream. No one can break him, not even Harry. And now he's crying because of me. No way! He looks so fragile and my dirty thoughts and dreams were all gone. All I want to do now is protecting him. My Louis Tomlinson, not Harry's, not Eleanor's, not anyone's

"No it's not what you think. I don't want to see you because something else. It's not your fault, ok?" I place my arms on his shoulders, moment like this makes me want to hold him in my hands and kiss him on the fore head. That's all...

"Then what is it?" Louis looks up, my eyes meet his blue one and I feel an electric shock runs through my whole body. It feels like... rebirth, maybe!

"Uhmmm.... mmmm I-I can't say."

Louis groaned, looking exhausted. Then he looks at me. "Do you... like me?"

"WHAT?DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?" Louis is surely drunk, or has a fever, or something like that.

But honestly, he's right. Maybe I'm in love with him. Madly in love! I'm speechless.

"I don't know. Consider it as a joke, if you might. I love talking bullshit and make others confused. Haha." Louis fakes a laughter. He likes me, doesn't he? Isn't it so obvious? "Ok this is solved. I'd better get back to my place now. See you soon Nialler!"

Louis' P.O.V

I hop on the car and drive back home. My mind is empty, my heart is bleeding badly, but at least I have the courage to say sorry and ask such a question. That question is stupid, it just popped out of my mouth, I can't control my own tongue!

"Beep beep." A new message. Who could it be?

I open the phone and my heart jumps out of my chest as I saw: Nialler.

"Hey Lou, about what you asked earlier that if I liked you or not, if you must know the answer. I DON'T LIKE YOU, I LOVE YOU. Not as bro to bro, as.. boyfriend to boyfriend... lmao ok that's 4nw. Cya around soon!"

I suddenly stop the car with a creak. Luckily there's no car right behind me, if not I would be in the hospital anytime right now. Niall has just sent me a turn-on

Niall's P.O.V

I finally have enough courage to send it. I struggled a while trying to find the suitable words and not making Louis misunderstanding.

"Beep beep." Louis' message. OH MY GOD, I THINK I JUST DIED.

"On my way back to your house xxx - BB"

Ahhhhh three 'x'! Does he know what it means?

Ahhhhh I've got to take a shower before he gets here.

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Ok so maybe I can't be a Bradford badboy like Zayn, a girl magnet like Harry, can't kiss Liam. But I have Louis to hook up with tonight... maybe!