10:36pm

Amber -

"Aah fuck Jayceon baby please, please," I moaned trying to move his head back but he gripped my wrists holding them down.

"Please what...mmm?" He asked as he continued licking on my clit. I looked down at him and locked eyes with him. I rolled my eyes I and licked my lips. He looked so sexy down there in between my legs.

"You wet as hell girl," he said as he stuck a finger inside of me, "Baby," I moaned as my body jerked.

"I love you so much baby,"I moaned as I ran my fingers in his hair.

"I love you more bae," he said as he stood up, opening my legs and sliding himself inside of me. I closed my eyes winching out, I moaned and held onto his arms as he pumped slowly inside of me. He moved himself in and out of me slowly, oh my God it felt so good.

He gripped my waist and started slowly pumping himself inside of me. It felt so good. It was as if it was going to be the last time we would have sex. "Baby it feels soooo oo ooo good," I moaned. He grabbed my breasts with both his hands as he continued thrusting inside of me. I was almost about to cum, and I knew he was too but he wanted me to go first. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips.

"I love you baby and I miss you so much,I'm so sorry for being so stubborn babe, but I just don't want to loose you, I want you to think about your actions and how it will affect me and the boys," I said to him as I rubbed his neck and shoulders.

"I love you too babe and I know I fucked up by not telling you, I swear when I said I was changing I meant every word, I am changing my ways. I'm not perfect though babe, imma fuck up not on purpose it's that I'm trying to go down a path I wasn't taught to go down. All I ever knew was jail or the grave that's what all the men in my life taught me, but you taught me that there is another way baby and I swear I'm trying just don't... don't give up on me so easily cause at the end of the day I won't give up on you," he said it breathlessly. I kissed his lips and with two more thrusts we both climaxed.

It was now 3:30 am and I laid in Jayceon's arms listening to him sleep. I sighed kissing his cheek and sitting up. I looked around the dark room yarning, I was tired but I just couldn't make myself go to sleep. I wanted to finish watching Game of Thrones so I went looking for the remote. Trying not to wake Jayce, I saw the remote next to his phone on the night stand.

I slid out of bed going over to his side. I was about to grab the remote when his phone lit up from a text. It was from an unknown number. I bit down on my bottom lip looking over at him. I hadn't checked Jayceon's phone since we first started dating.

He never gave me a reason not to trust him up until now. Part of me wanted to pick his phone up and go threw it, I mean who the hell was texting him at 3am anyways. The other part of me wanted me to trust him, but I kept looking down at his screen.

I was going to grab it when he shifted a little, frightened I just grabbed the remote instead and got back in bed but I swear I didn't stop thinking about it. Not even later this morning at breakfast when it went off.

We were sitting at the table eating, his phone went off with about three dings so I figured three texts. I watched him glance at it and shake his head. I figured I'd never get the truth if I didn't ask. I mean just to see what he would say right? So I asked him.

"Who's blowing your phone up it sure isn't me," I said with a chuck behind it so he would think it was a joke. He sighed shaking his head.

"My new business partners rushing me to get down to the club, I'm really not in the mood though but I gotta keep food on this table," he said putting his phone back down.

"Well don't you tell him that instead of ignoring him," I said back.

"It isn't a him," he said to me.

"Oh," I replied.

"Come on bae don't start,"

"Start what?" I asked.

"She's just my business partner, she's wants us to sell her new liquor products in our club, she offering me a nice deal but she's too press, she wants the media involved and I'm not cool with having cameras and reporters in and out the club," he said as he got up going over to the kitchen sink.

"Oh well just tell her I'm sure she'll understand,"

"Yeah I guess, but look, I don't want you to be making a big deal out of this it's just work, nothing more nothing less," he said before walking out.

Suddenly I lost my appetite. I got up to go clean my dishes. Once I was done I went in the living room and laid back on the couch I got under the covers, Harlem was on the floor playing with his toys. I grabbed the remote flipping the channel.

I'm not going to lie I was upset about this new business partner. When was he going to tell me about her? How long had he been working with her? I was wrecking my brain, it wasn't doing anything but making matters worse. I hated that I was pregnant because if I wasn't I'd be sipping a tall glass of wine to ease my mind.

I remembered when me and Jayce were like best friends. He told me everything and kept me in the loop. He stayed telling me everything that was going on in his world. Now it was like he pushed me out. It was like I was second place. I don't know why but maybe my emotions and my hormones had me crying. I didn't even realize I was crying until Harlem snapped me from my thoughts.

"Mommy why are you crying?" He asked me as he sat In my lap, he looked at me so innocently. I hurried up and closed my eyes because he looked just like his daddy.

"I'm sorry baby mama is okay I promise it's nothing," he looked at me like he didn't believe me. I re-assured him. Once I heard Jayceon coming down stairs I wiped my eyes.

"See y'all," he said grabbing his coat.

"Bye daddy!" Harlem got up running over to him. Jayce picked him up and hugged him and tickled him. He walked over to me and kissed my forehead and my stomach. I looked up at him, he looked at me.

"I love you see you later?"

"I love you too," I said as my voice cracked I cleared it and tried to push back to tears.

"See you later," I said.

"See ya," he put Harlem down and walked out the door.

******

Jayceon -

"Well Mr. Taylor I see you are still pushing the media out of our deal," Passion said as she sipped her wine. I sipped a glass of it too. I'll admit it was nice tasting wine and liquor, her deal would really help but I wasn't cool with this image thing she had. She wasn't going to run my clubs name down.

"I've already told you and I think I've made myself very clear, I'll give you a dope ass grand opening party, but we aren't plastering it all over social media , I have my reasons,"

"You would be foolish to turn my offer down, The publicity will be good for your club and it could get you noticed by some famous celebrities who just might happen to want to come party too, I assure you I am not using your clubs name for anything else,"

"Alright then, since you persist I'll give you the benefit of the doubt, but instead of 25% I want 75% and you can do whatever you want,"

"75% are you out of your mind?" She laughed and smirked.

"Take it or leave it," I replied. Check mate, I knew she would take it because my club was the better choice then any other club in this city. She'd get what she wanted and I'd get what I wanted.

"Fine I'll take it," I smiled brightly.

"You sure do know how to negotiate, but such negotiations can have a girl feeling a bit hungry, how about we go to lunch?" She asked.

I'll admit Passion was beautiful, and she was a hustler at that. She started her business at 16 when she was working for her pops and uncle. She sold a few drugs, stacked her money went to school and got a business degree. Then she went into wine tasting and marketing. She had beauty and brains, and if I wasn't trying to remain married and faithful I would of been in bed with her.

I was trying my hardest to remain honest to my wife, but her not trusting me wasn't helping. I mean she told me several times she forgives me and still wants us to work but damn I can see it in her eyes. I saw it this morning when she tried to joke about who was texting my phone. When I said goodbye I could tell she had either been crying or was about too.

It was like one minute I'm happy to be back home thinking we gone work things out and now here we are and I don't even wanna go home sometime. I mean just think about it. Look at how she acted that I didn't tell her, what if I did tell her. While she's not trusting me should I trust her? I loved Amber with my heart and soul but lately I had been having a strange feeling that our marriage was slowly about to come to an end. I didn't wanna say it but I just prayed and prayed that my gut feeling was wrong. I wondered if she felt it too? I knew for a fact tho, we were both hurting the same, and it was all my fault.