there's a million things i want from you. i want all your lovely empty promises. i want our sneaking around, trying not to get caught. i want your arms around me. i want your sense of humor and your dirty jokes. i want us desperately trying to be alone. i want your throw-your-head-back-it's-so-funny laugh and wide gap toothed smile. i want our stupid arguments over something we don't care about. i want your cheesy compliments that make my day so much brighter. i want your sugary kisses after you drink a gas station slushy. i want you to be yourself again. i want to make you happy. i want to be the only one you love that way. and as much as i want all of these things. i know better than to tell you. but can i please just have one thing?

can i have my best friend back?