Some days, I just wish that I could run to you and hold you. I just wish that I could pour to you all that I'm feeling and let go. Some days, I just wish that you were already mine.

Only God knows if we'd ever be. Truth is, part of me is also afraid to know what would happen if we actually are : afraid to know if one day I could lose you again, or that you'd stay, and we'd get through this together.

But, I guess it's hard to silence what my heart has to say. So, here's what I'd say, what I wish I could say, to both save myself and us :

See right through me,

Not my words and made-up smiles.

I want you to know what I feel,

Even if you're away a thousand miles.

I want you to say,

That it's all going to be alright.

Be with me in the rain,

And in the dark as my light.

Search for my warmth,

In your darkest and coldest times.

Believe me, I'll be there,

No matter what your crimes.

Love me whole,

Love my soul and who I am.

Accept who I was,

And love who I will one day be.

I am already solely yours,

Maybe you just hadn't realized.

Still, you're not for me to blame.

I've always had my feelings disguised.

If only I had the bravery to,

Then this is what I'd say.

But right now, all I can do,

Is write and dream of that day.