i feel myself

running on empty

im grasping for a little motivation

or push

to get me started

and to get me going -

i feel

very empty

on the inside

very drained

very tired

my brain can eat up

all of my energy

with a single thought

and leave me to sit here

motionless

emotionless -

i dont see a point

in inserting the key

to crank up the engine

if there's no gas

in my tank

•••

"and what if you just hold on...

and what if life holds so much more

than you can see right now"

- butterflies rising