i can say i sorta feel okay

not good or great

but okay

decent

any word that doesn't mean full,

but getting better

i don't know how long this feeling of

deep warmth with a splash of sunshine

will last

but for now

ill bathe in the heat

and appreciate the bath

- the feeling didnt last long enough

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"I'm such an incredibly, stupidly sensitive person that everything that happens to me, I experience it really intensely. I feel everything very deeply. And when you feel things deeply and you think about things a lot and you think about how you feel, you learn a lot about yourself. And when you know yourself, you know life."

- Fiona Apple