3rd POV.

Elijah work as a mercenary has it adventures and fun at times, but there were times where he had seen some dark and unspeakable things that it has to offer. Things that thought was worse than what he had seen the angle/demon war, sometimes he would come home speechless and with an emotionless expression on his face. Other times his family and friends would notice him in a thousand yard stair at dinner and at the hotel bar with a glass of whiskey in hand. Sometimes he would smoke a cigar in his room or outside to ease his mind, don't get him wrong, he loved his career. It's just some of the bad stuff that he had seen were too much just leave outside his home, because of this, Elijah would lock himself in his room and cry, throw shit, and even scream, especially if he knew that he could save someone. Besides all of this, he decided to keep at it and stay strong, to not truly break even though may crack here and there in privet, he promised to not show weakness to him family or anyone else. Because being a mercenary was what he was good at and wanted to do.