We clumsily stumbled into my office, the door slamming and Opie turned to click the lock into place. I was more than nervous but I knew deep down Opie would never ever hurt me.

"Are you positive Alyssa?" He asked me as he took my hips in his hands pulling me close.

"I trust you Opie. You'd never hurt me." I told him.

He leaned down capturing my lips a gentle kiss. "Not on my life baby."

With one sweep of his arm he pushed everything off my desk and lifted me up laying me back carefully. He unbuttoned my jeans and slipped them off of me, as I already kicked off my flip flops in the entryway. Once my jeans were off, Opie followed behind me undoing his own jeans.

He let them fall down around his ankles before hooking a finger into each side of my panties. He slid them down my legs and off my body. He slid his boxers down his legs and spread my thighs open gently caressing my skin so softly.

He pushed into my slowly as I wrapped my legs around his waist. A low moan left my throat as I grasped the edges of the desk. "I love you Alyssa." He whispered pressing soft kisses along my neck as me moved in and out of me carefully.

"I love you too." I said quietly wrapping my arms around his neck.

I could feel a small bit of panic rise as Opie began to move faster, flashbacks running through my mind but as soon as my eyes met Opie's love filled orbs it all melted away. Our bodies rocked together, soft moans filling the air as we made love for the first time in almost three months.

He gave three last hard deep thrusts before exploding, my name falling from his lips. He pulled out of me and laid his head on my chest breathing heavily.

When we caught our breath we stood up and replaced our clothing where it belonged and stepped out of the office. Des sat at a desk smirking. She met my eyes and shook her head stifling laughter as I'm sure I looked relieved.

I tugged Opie's hand and headed out the door when Opie's phone began to ring. He answered it quickly and spoke with the person on the other line. "Yeah man, we'll be there... Alright brother... Yep. See ya in a bit... Bye." He hung up.

"What was that?" I asked curiously.

"Club party tonight, I told Bobby we'd come by." He explained.

I nodded and we stopped outside, he pulled me into his chest and hugged me. "What do you say we go home baby?" He asked.

"I think that sounds perfect Opie." I told him.

Later That Night

Opie and I pulled up to the party on his bike and it was already in full swing. As soon as I dismounted with Opie, he wrapped and arm around my waist and we made our way toward Jax and Tara. They both hugged us before Tara pulled me away.

"So, how have things been going?" She asked me concerned.

"Actually really well, Ope's been so patient. But we did it for the first time since... Finally." I revealed.

"That's amazing Lyssa, how did it go?" She asked.

"Well, I started to get flashbacks near the start and started to panic a little but, honestly Tara... I just looked at him and it was like it never happened."

"Awe Alyssa. That's how it should be. I'm so glad everything is working out for you two. You both deserve it." She side hugged me tightly.

"Enough about us, how's things with you and Jax?" I asked.

"Really great. Alyssa, can I tell you something and you can't tell anyone? Not even Jax or Ope?" She said nervously.

"Of course you can." I told her puzzled.

"I think I'm pregnant again. I was wondering if you'd come with me to my appointment tomorrow to help with Thomas?" She asked.

"Of course hon. Congratulations if you are." I laughed.

We continued to chat for a while before going to re-join our men. I sat down at the picnic table with Gemma and Tara and the boys wandered off.

A little while later as we were watching Tig and Happy in the ring. "Baby?" I heard Opie's voice behind me and turned to look up at him. I smiled seeing his face smiling back at me. "I'm not really feeling the party tonight. Wanna go for a drive with me?" He asked me.

I nodded and took his hand, handing my glass to Tara. Opie led me to his bike and we both got on, putting our helmets on before we pulled out of the lot.

Ope and I drove for a little while until we made it out onto some old dirt roads. Opie knows how much I hate the lights of the city. He took us out to an open field without a building in sight and pulled off stopping the bike.

I smiled softly as he got off and took my hand helping me off. The moon hung beautifully in the sky lighting up the area just enough to see. He took my hand leading me out into the soft grass where I slipped off my shoes and socks and walked along barefoot. He stopped us and spun me into his chest holding me close.

I laid my ear against his chest and listened. I felt him take a deep relaxing breath and listened to his heart thump in his chest. I wrapped my arms around him as he placed his hands on my waist.

He began to sway us gently, rocking us back and forth. Not a word was spoken and I watched fireflies light up the field around us. Crickets giving us a soft tune to dance to as I stepped up standing on his boots as he danced us around. For being a dancer, you'd think I would love to dance with him but having him do all the work made my heart flutter.

Moments like this with Harry remind me why I love this amazing man. On the outside he is huge and intimidating like a giant. With me? He's a different man. He's sweet and emotional. He's soft and warm. I love both sides of my old man. He's protective and fiercely loyal yet so gentle and kind.

I felt a tear slip down my cheek as we spun around, Ope making sure I didn't slip off his feet. He pulled me closer to his body wrapping his huge arms around me as he let out a content sigh. Ope's heartbeat began to speed up the closer he held me, thumping harder like a kick drum making me hold my breath as he pulled back to look down at me. He leaned down to press a slow and head spinning kiss to my lips as I wished on a falling star how badly I wished this moment never had to end.

Our lips didn't part as he moved his hands up to cup my face in his palms holding my so close my breath caught in my throat. His lips felt like heaven on mine and my head went fuzzy. Eventually he pulled away as we stopped swaying and he smiled down at me. I couldn't help but to return his smile as another tear rolled down my face in happiness.

He brushed it away with his thumb and kissed my forehead softly. "I love you Alyssa. More than you'll ever know." He whispered leaning his forehead against my own.

"And I love you Harry. More than anything in this world." I whispered back my voice cracking with emotion and he pulled my tight to his chest in a close hug. It's moments like these that remind me how lucky I really am to be with him.