i opened the apartment door to go out and get her favorite fruit snack that she would sneakily eat in the mornings before she left and would hide in the plastic plant. i looked down at the floor and saw a flower, it was decorated in stars that was plastered over my ceiling and also decorated in lots of glitter. i chuckled but couldn't replace the feeling something was wrong or i did something but pushing the negative thoughts away i put the flower on the window sill.