"Jin where are you going?" You asked your boyfriend jin as he sat on the couch and put on his shoes. He seems like he's in a hurry on something.

"Oh y/n. I didn't expect you to be home this early " he answered ignoring your question

"Jin its 10 pm. I always come home at this time" you put your bags on the coffee table infront of him "have you eaten? I can prepare food"

"Sorry y/n. Im in a hurry. Im going to uhmmm minji's house. She said she couldn't breathe properly"

Your face fell as soon as you heard her name. Minji. His ex.

"W-what? But its your 5th time going there now. You always go there late, come back in the morning and go again. Jin..."

Jin looked at you from where you're standing. Feeling pity for you.

"I-im sorry Y/n. But--"

"But what?" You cut him off "Is it because she's in trouble? Is it because she broke her arm? Oh did she forget how to sleep?" You mocked.

"No. She needs me!"

"How about me jin? Have you forgotten about me? I need you too. You know I cant sleep without you beside me" you felt tears forming in your eyes but you didn't let them fall.

"Just.... I'll see you tomorrow y/n" and with that he left.

He left you there knowing that you two are not okay.

But what can you do? You knew this was going to happen. The moment he and minji broke up, you knew that when he made you his girlfriend the next day, you were already his rebound.

He made you his rebound.

And you let it happen because you thought, you thought that when time comes, he will learn how to love you. That he will love you like how he loved her

Wrong move.

Such a wrong move

Love hurts.

That same night you went to sleep early, slipping on jin's sweatshirt and cuddling on his pillow. Its the only thing that will make you think that he's by your side, even tho he isn't

One question lingered in your head

Did you regret it?

Definitely not.

The next morning, you woke feeling dizzy and nauseous. Its probably the lack of sleep you're getting.

You tried to drink water but immediately regretted it. If it isn't bad enough, Your throat hurts as well

You took a deep breath and looked at the clock

9 am.

You're late for work

Fuck work. I'll call in sick. You thought.

But where is jin? He should be here by now.

You took you phone from the coffee table and dialed jin's number

Jin answered "now if you're going to--"

"Jin where are you?? Are you still there?" As much as your throat hurts, you managed to speak. You were worried

"Its nothing" you lied "Sorry for bothering. I was worried"

you closed you eyes. You know what he's going to say next.

"Jin..." you cut him off again "i need you..."

The whole day, you felt sick. It was one, probably because of lack of sleep and two, because of the tea you drank yesterday. The one that tasted like shit.

You were laying in the bed. Wearing jin's clothes. Before you knew it, you were asleep.

Jin on the other hand became concerned. As soon as you left those 3 words, that i need you, he knew something was up.

He put on his coat ready to leave when suddenly minji spoke

"Jin..?" She said "where you going?"

"Oh minji" jin said "i was about to leave"

Minji immediately frowned "but oppa, its still early. And I uhm-- still cant breathe properly"

"Minji you're breathing fine. Sorry but I have to go"

Jin took a cab and headed straight to your shared apartment.

"Y/n" jin called out. But in his disappointment no one greeted him.

He headed to your shared bedroom and saw you there sleeping softly.

He went beside you and kissed your forehead but immediately backed away as soon as his lips touched your forehead.

"Y/n" jin called as he shaked you "wake up"

You let out a groan

"Shit"

"Y/n you're sweating. Shit. You have a fever.Fuck " he sweared continuously as he roamed around the room not knowing what to do. If he should get a towel or change your clothes.

"Y/n... come on change your clothes" he said as soon as he placed the warm towel on your forehead.

"Im too... tired" you answered.

In the end he changed your clothes. Letting you wear his shirt and shorts because he knows its more comfortable.

"Y/n why didn't you tell me" jin asked. He sat at the edge of the bed.

"I didn't want to interrupt you"

"You're never an interruption y/n" his voice was soft

Without realizing it, you were crying. Your eyes were closed.

"Im sorry..." you sobbed "im so sorry for expecting too much. I knew right from the start the you still love her. That im only a rebound. Sorry If I assumed that you love me. Sorry"

Jin's face fell as soon as he heard those words come out from your mouth. Never did he thought of you being like this. Thinking like this

"Its okay jin. I get it. You still stuck up on her."

"No y/n... its not true."

"Then what?" You stared at his eyes "tell me whats true then jin."

"I-" he hung his head low "its true. Its true that you were a rebound. But its not true that im still in love with her."

"Oh come on--"

"Ever since you accepted my question with a yes that day, I knew that you know that I will make you a rebound. Yes its true. You were once a rebound y/n but as days and weeks and months pass by, us creating memories... I started to care for you. I-I started falling in love at how you talk, you laugh, you smile. Even though you tell me that theyre ugly. I started loving the way you always text me, the way you cook for me. I started to---"

His tears fell one by one and it hurt you as you see him wiping them away

"I didn't know why I started going out with minji again. Its probably because of you tgat is always busy with work. I felt lonely. I felt alone." He continued " if theres someone to blame, its me. I didn't... I didn't--"

"Jin" you have had enough. You called out his name

He looked at you, his eyes red. You slowly opened your arms signalling him to come hug you

"Y/n I--"

"You dont want my hug?? Fine---hmp"

He rested his head on your neck and cried...

"Shhhhh. Dont cry Jin. You'll look ugly" you teased.

"Really? Am I ugly now?" He asked as he wiped his eyes

"Yes. Really ugly. So promise me to not cry again m'kay?" You smiled. "Now I want you to cuddle with me and let me sleep because I missed you and you have a lot of things to do for me."

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