requested by

it had been a few months since you and jamie had broken up, but some days the wound still felt fresh.

"i need to focus on other things."

thats what he said to you and then walked straight out of your life like it was nothing.

that's what you thought anyway.

if you were to ask jamie how life was going, he would say it fucking sucked. he made a gigantic mistake that he wanted to take back. life wasn't as complete without you.

he felt empty. he couldn't come home from practice and be greeted with a glowing face that wanted to cuddle.

now when he came home, he was greeted with a dark apartment and silence.

there were days where he couldn't stand staying in his apartment so he hung out with anyone that wanted to. all of your belongings that were left in his apartment haunted him.

jamie was sat on the couch when he had the sudden urge to read all the letters and little notes you had written him.

he knew it would be a mistake, but he couldn't help it. soon enough, tears were streaming down his face and dotting the paper with wet marks.

"fuck." he cursed loudly and set down the box gently.

the same phrase travelled through his head, but there was no use to say it out loud with you not there.

you were in your apartment, quietly humming along to one of your favorite songs.

there was a little knock on the door and you set down what you were working on.

you heard another harder knock.

"i'm coming!" you called out.

your breath hitched when you saw jamie. you clenched your jaw together and you sighed.

"hi jamie." you said.

"y/n." jamie said, looking in awe.

you wanted with your whole being to shut the door on him, but you couldn't because this was jamie. your jamie. well used to be yours.

"you look stunning." he stuttered out.

"well thank you. um would you like to come in?" you offered.

you knew it wasn't what was right, but it was what you wanted so desperately.

he nodded and you made some room for him to walk through the doorway.

"can we talk?" jamie asked.

you motioned towards the couch and both of you sat down.

there was a bit of silence until jamie had found the right words to start off with.

"i'm sorry, i'm so sorry y/n." he said.

you didn't respond, just listened.

"i was so wrong to walk out on you like that. i had no reason too. you did nothing wrong. i had overwhelmed myself..." he ranted on and on.

you were truly waiting for him to get to the point, but it seemed that his mind or his heart both couldn't.

jamie sighed big and finally said what had coursed through his mind for all of these months.

"i was happier with you."

you sighed and looked out the window. your mind raced with countless thoughts.

"yeah so was i." you admitted.

"i loved you then and i love you now. nothing has changed." jamie said.

you looked deep into his eyes and waited for a little.

"please y/n, i want another chance. that's all i want. i promise never to leave again. i can't live without you." jamie stated.

you looked up at the ceiling and then back at jamie.

"jamie, are you serious?" you asked.

jamie nodded and picked up your hand off your lap. he laid a gentle kiss to it.

"very."

you sighed at your racing mind. jamie was not something that you could pass up.

"okay." you said quietly and nodded.

"can i kiss you?" jamie asked.

you nodded.

to feel his lips back against yours after so long felt like a miracle. you had officially made up your mind after that kiss and so had jamie.

from then on, you two were inseparable and jamie couldn't dream of leaving you behind again.

you were his love for life.