《Forbidden Gardens| Tokoyami x Reader book》Chapter 5: Hearts and Scars
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(Y/N) POV
On the ride back to school from the USJ, most of the kids were teasing us. Shouji mostly, he was poking fun at Tokoyami for quite sometime. "Hey Toko~ I told you it would wooorkkk~" Shouji said while playfully tugging at his feathers. Tokoyami blushed and looked away from him, squeezing his grip on my hand. Shouji then turned to me "I always knew you had a crush on him~" Shouji spoke in a singsong voice, wiggling his eyebrows at me.
"W-was it really that obvious??" I asked while being flustered as hell. The entire bus, even Mr. Aizawa, turned their heads towards me and nodded. I sunk into my seat, putting my hands on my face and hugging my knees to my chest. I felt Tokoyami put a hand on my back and rub it. "Well.. at least.. were together now.." he said softly, so only I could hear it. I inches close to him as pressed my head to his chest, feeling his heartbeat pound. He seems so cool on the outside but, on the inside, he seems very nervous. He grabbed one of my hands and held it tightly, pressing his beak against it.
I giggled as I heard Aoyama swoon, throwing his head back dramatically. "How precious! I can feel a lovely relationship blossoming!" Tokoyami glared at him for a bit as I sat back up, his arm still around me and holding me close. I never knew he would be one for affection, let alone PDA. Seems like he just doesn't give a flying fuck who's watching. I didn't mind one bit, it made me feel wanted and special. For the rest of the ride, we had to put up with Aoyama, Shouji and Kirishima hanging up on us about our newly found relationship.
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-Aoyama
By the time we got back, It was time for us to pack up and get ready to go home. Tokoyami offered to walk with me and I agreed. After sitting in class, chatting with Shouji, Tokoyami and Aoyama for a bit, the bell rang signalling the end of school. Aizawa nodded towards us, having already explained tonight homework.
Tokoyami carefully intertwined his fingers with mine as we walked down the halls. A couple people glanced at me, but it's fine.. I didn't care as long as Tokoyami and I were happy. When we walked out of the door of the building, Tokoyami stopped in his tracks, making me stop with him as well from his tight grip on my hand. "I-I need to talk to you about something.." he said, pulling me closer to him. "What is it Fumikage?" He shook his head "Not here.. follow me" he held my hand slightly loose, but not to where it would slip out of his grip.
He walked along the concrete wall of the school, holding my hand along the way. It felt like he was shaking but I wasn't sure. Finally he gyrated around a corner, leading me into a dark but short alley. It wasn't that dark, just a little shady. He grabbed both of my hands and lead me to where I was pressed against the wall. I could see him shaking now, tears threatening to fall from his crimson eyes.
"(Y/N)" he said softly, looking into my eyes. "Wh-What is it Fumi?" I shakes a bit, about to cry just from seeing him like this. Carefully, he took off my jacket, the scars on my arms now completely visible to his eyes. I struggled to pull away but he held onto my waist. "(Y/N).. why do you do this to yourself?" He asked, crying now. Warm and salty liquid flowing from his large eyes. I started to cry as well, soft noises coming from me. "I-I didn't do this to myself Fumikage.." I looked down, twisting my leg in shame.
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"Then tell me who did!" He gripped my arms tighter, making me yelp, he quickly loosened his grip "S-Sorry I'm just.." "it's fine.. and.. it's my parents.. they fight- a lot." I said, my voice shaking "Sometimes.. I g-get caught in the middle o-of it" I closed my eyes, tears pooling at my cheeks now. I hiccuped softly as he looked at me in concern. "Why didn't you tell me this darling?" He asked, cupping my cheeks with his hands, making me look back at him.
I held his arms, crying while looking up at him "I-I didn't want to burden you with it.. besides I'm fine" he shook his head. "(Y/N).. I love you.. you need to tell me this stuff." He pressed a peck to my cheek, making me calm down a bit and smile at him. I wiped the tears from my eyes. "You're coming home with me tonight.. I don't care what my parents say.." I nodded, looking back at him. My parents didn't care what time I got home, or if I got home at all. All they cared about was who was going to pay rent this month and how much they hate eachother. Somehow they are still together.
He kissed my lips now, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back, my face heating up from this. He pulled away and looked back at me "Good.." he grabbed my hands from around his neck and slowly backed me against the wall, walking into me so I had no choice but to be pressed against to the cold substance. His breath hitched as he kissed me again. I felt passion in this kiss. He intertwined my fingers with hiss and pushed my hands to the wall. I felt his tongue lick my bottom lip as I blushed heavily, opening my mouth and letting him slip in.
I felt him pull away, looking back at me "A-Are you alright with this?" He asked, concern in his voice. I nodded "Y-yes.. it's okay.." my voice trembles while he leans back towards me, pushing his tongue into my mouth as I awkwardly press mine against his. It felt weird but, oddly stimulating at the same time. He grunted a bit and slid his tongue along the inner most parts of my mouth. I moaned a little, making his shiver.
He brought his knee up in between my legs and pressed it against my crotch, making me moan into his mouth. "A-Ahh~" my face flushed as he started moving his knee, grinding into me which felt really good, pleasure shooting through my body. He pulled away from the kiss and started to nip at my neck softly, tugging on this skin which made me feel wet down there. "A-Ahh~ Fumi what A-Are you doing?" He pulled away a bit "Do you not like it?" He tilted his head, care painted his words. I spread my legs a bit. "N-No it feels wonderful.. I've never felt this before~" he chuckled, sending a small vibration up the tender skin of my neck as he let go of my hands, lowering them to my waist and holding it firmly. I wrapped my arms around him and tugged softly on his feathers as he continued to use his beak to nip and peck at my skin, sometimes biting down which made me gasp and moan.
His hands slowly moved down to my hips, then started to creep up my shirt. His bare fingers brushing against the skin of my tummy. His hands progressed upwards until they were at my breasts. My breath hitched as he cupped them with both his hands, rotating them and squeezing them. "A-Annhh~" I moaned softly, my mouth agape from this new form of affection in my body. He chuckled a bit, kissing me again with his tongue in my mouth.
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His knee grinded a bit more against my crotch, before he pulled away from me, letting go of my body. "I-I don't think we should do this here.. it's too.. public." I nodded, not knowing what he was actually going to do but I followed him out. He wrapped one arm around my shoulders and another was around my waist, giving me a sweet hug. I smiled and hugged him back, standing on my tip toes to be at his level. "I love you so much (Y/N)" he whispered softly, as if there were people around us.
I smiled "I love you too" he let go of me and held my hand, walking back towards the front of the building, "Sha we be on our way then?" He asked politely, grabbing my bag from me and swinging it over his shoulder "H-Hey I can carry that you know!" He chuckled and pressed his beak to my forehead "It's okay, I've got this, just relax." We walked down the way, swiftly walking past my house. He stopped for a moment and listened to the muffled moans of them shouting. The windows were open so you could see them throwing things.
He looked at me, halting us both once we were far from my living quarters. "I really hope you don't get hurt any more. I wish you could live with me forever.." he whispered, running his hands up and down my waist. I choked on my words, feeling upset to put him through this guilt trip "I wish I could too.." We continued to walk until we got to his house. It was painted a warm shade of blue, no cars were in front of his house which made me question him.
"My dad is on a business trip right now, he won't be back until December." He explained. It was September currently, which means he was going to be gone for quite a while. "How do you manage by yourself?" I ask, he shrugs. "Dad usually sends money down to me so I can buy food and clothes. He still doesn't know I got into UA and I'm planning to suprise him. Hopefully you get to meet him too." Tokoyami smiled down at me, making me blush. "Yeah.." I stopped for a moment.
"Hey.. what about your mom?" I asked, I then saw pain surge through his eyes and the ground was suddenly very interesting to look at. "S-She's.. not here anymore" he choked out. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into a hug, patting his back. I didn't want to ask much more so I just hugged him until he pulled back. "I-Its fine, you have it worse than I do anyways." He said. I nodded "I guess.. if you say so.. anyways, I don't want you to be sad anymore! Let's do something fun!" I ran up the stairs of the porch with him following close behind. I heard him sniffle but then say in a light, calming voice "Yeah, you're right"
He closed the door behind us as I examined the house. It was clean, it looked barely used. A few dishes were in the sink but not many. Other than that, the place had a warm, homey feeling to it. Something I've never had growing up. "Wow.." I whispered, he came up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his chin on my shoulder. "Why are you so surprised by this?" He asked me, smiling a bit. "I-Ive never been in a house that made me feel so.. safe.." I mumbled to him, reaching a hand to pet his head, making him coo a bit. "I forget about your parents.. they were always like this?" I nodded to him, my eyes falling to the floor. He hugged me tighter. "Hopefully you'll stay here for a while.. I don't want you to go back there."
I gave him a reassuring smile, turning around and looking into his eyes. "I don't want to either but I might have to.. I'm sorry." He grabbed my hand and lead me up the stairs. "Let's go to my room, we can hang out and, if you're comfortable with it.. you can stay the night" he said before opening the door to him room. It was dark in here, purple luminescent light glew softly. He had different trinkets that all seemed to be emo except for a few pictures on his shelf.
Curiously, I went to look at them but he stood in my way, his eyes bugged out. "U-Uhmm.. Y-You don't need to see these!" He said rather loudly. I pushed him to the side "Heh.. it's okay Fumi I won't ju-" the pictures, they were all of me. A picture of me in the classroom, a picture of me during lunch eating a strawberry, a picture of me and Aoyama talking, a picture of me at the school pool and finally, a picture of me at my locker. I blushed and fell to my knees.
Quickly, I covered my bright red face with my hands, squealing softly. He sighed and looked away, I could barely hear his heart pounding in his chest. He lowered himself down to my level "S-sorry for taking them without permission. I just can't help it.. Y-You're just so beautiful" he held me in his arms as I slowly uncovered my face. He laughed looking at me. "You look like a tomato." I frowned at him, "You're the one taking secret pictures of me! How did you get these anyways?" His dark buddy suddenly came out of his navel "I did!" Dark Shadow exclaimed.
It took a while to explain it but I understood. He basically had Dark Shadow take pictures of me. I thought it was kind of cute, but odd that someone would find me that attractive. "You don't have to hide it from me.. I'm very attracted to you as well!" I said without thinking. He chuckled, looking into my eyes. "You're so gorgeous~" he rubbed my cheek softly. I melted into his touch and closed my eyes.
I can tell I'm talking deeply in love with him.
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