After Kelly can applied the cream to my cut it stung and I whimpered it felt like acid was being dumped on me, but then all of a sudden the pain stopped and I touched the place the cream had been applied and the scar was gone I was mesmerized.

"Alright lilac go shower now you have blood in your hair I will get everything ready for when you get out but hurry it's seven and the party starts at nine so chop chop" said Kelly as she started to lay out makeup on the bed as my mom ( her mom's name is Val) got the curling iron out, I made my way to the bathroom and got two of the towels out I hoped in and watch the water turn red for as the blood washed out of my hair.

---after showering---

After rapping a towel around myself and in my hair, I made my way to the bedroom.

"There she is here is some under wear and a strapless bra put this on then come back and Val will start blew drying your hair" said Kelly while handing me a pair of black underwear and a black strapless bra I changed and made my way back to Val.

"Hey sweetheart let's get started on blew drying your hair shall we then we'll curl it' said Val and she worked her magic on my short frizzy brown hair.

After twenty minutes my hair was dried and styled and Kelly started to work on my makeup.

---8:30----

After an hour and a half I was dressed and ready to go I took my first look at my self in the mirror my hair was in tight curls .

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My makeup was amazing and you couldn't see my scar , it was simple yet sexy,confident,but sweet and shy I smiled and looked at my elegant.

It was so pretty and I felt amazing except that I still was a freak anyone could tell I had cuts from knifes and shoulders were beat up, I naturally walked in a submissive way afraid to be hit, I was very terrified of everyone except the Alpha,Luna,Kelly and Val they were always there when I I lost my family.

" are you ready for this Lilac?" said Kelly as I stood in the doorway

"honestly....no i'm scared what if I make a fool of myself what if I get hit what if-"

"my father is looking out for you don't worry no one will harm you I can promise you that from the bottom of my heart no harm will come to you now go have fun" Kelly said excitedly

gulping I slowly made my way to the huge ball room where the party was to be held at I waited in line like everyone else and before I know it, it was my turn gulping I slowly desending down the stairs trying my best not to fall I kept my face to the ground not wanting to look up .

Jared's pov

I was chatting with my beta logan when the most amazing scent hit me it was a mix of vanilla and the forest, looking around franticly I seen the most beautiful girl I had every seen walking down the stairs but there was something off though she was very beautiful she was weak and walked in a submissive way, my wolf was begging to go to her but I held him back"Jared!! mate take me to mate!!" he screamed in my head though I wanted nothing more then to run up and talk to her I know she was very week and an Alpha can't have a weak mate I turned to my beta.

"Logan who is that girl" I asked him

"oh that's Lilac she's Val's adopted daughter I wouldn't want to mingle with her though Alpha she's the pack slave very weak and under all that makeup she's not the most beautiful you can tell that's her first shower in weeks when ever I see her walking around the pack house she always smells and her hair is a mess if you look at her arms you can see the marks on her arms she considered the pack play toy they take they're anger out on her." he said with a laugh I know right then I was going to reject her I couldn't have a weak Luna,and mate I had to put the pack first "Jared..please don't it will be the worst choice you will ever make" my wolf begged

but before he or anyone could stop me or anyone could my mate made I contact with me her beautiful brown eyes with gold flecks were stairing at me .

Lilacs pov

I was stopped in my tracks when a very overwhelming scent hit me it was the smell of the forest and apple pie, I looked around for it my wolf screaming in my head "mate! mate!! our mate is here go to him" i looked around trying to find my mate when my eyes met the most handsome man he had dark brown hair and green blue eyes he was built and had a very powerful aura coming from him when our eyes lock i was so full of joy i couldn't move finally i was going to have someone who would protect me and hold me while i cry i was finally going to be happy but that's when his face flashed from pure joy to regret then anger and i know i was going to be rejected i couldn't move as he was making his way to me i heard it was painful "LIlac his wolf keeps telling me he's sorry whats going on i'm confused" my wolf whimpered leaving me terrified.