"An unexplained mystery, mysterious in itself

'Happiness, anger and sadness', filed in a shelf

Feelings mixed up together in ones heart

LOVE is that ocean in the whole earth

Life driven by emotions and loving care"

I met Priya after a long time. I shouldn't have hurt her. I hurt her and Varun a lot. They truly cared for me but I left them without any reason. From now, I won't repeat my mistake and will apologize them for all my mistake.

Priya asked me to join them in their trip. I had some important meetings but I decided to postpone those things and to spend time with my friends. Varun was still angry and I should console him.

I chose some good place where they will truly enjoy and asked them to use my car. They too accepted and we was about to leave. Me and Varun took front seat. Priya sat in the back seat and she was talking with someone. She called me to introduce to the person and I was dumbfounded to she her there.

Our eyes were locked and I don't want to avert my gaze. "God what's happening to me", I scolded mentally but not averting my gaze from her. Suddenly my mobile ringtone brought me to the current world and I suddenly turned my head to come out from her gaze.

But the poster I saw outside again brought her thoughts. It is like a tall boy and short girl which remained me about the days we spent together. I really got frustrated. What the hell is wrong with me. I turned my eyes from the poster with irritation.

I saw her reflection in the mirror and my eyes started to admire her. Suddenly her eyes caught mine and I really don't want to end the bliss moment. My eyes denied to shift from her sight. Her eyes reflected her emotions. "Why shouldn't this journey continue like this throughout my life" my heart whispered.

We reached the place and it's really nice more than I expected. Priya and Meera enjoyed a lot in falls. Meanwhile I consoled Varun. Meera shivered in cold. I bought some fire woods to make campfire. After that she felt better.

I got a call from my manager and I attended it. I saw Varun and Priya in garden. Where is she? My eyes searched her but couldn't find her there. I searched her around and at last I found her near the hill view point. But why she is there, and that place is not safe.

I went near her, she was playfully taking some pictures. I smiled at her cuteness. Just then I noticed she is standing at the edge of the carter. "God! How careless she is" I thought and within a second she moved a step back, now she is just one step away. I ran towards her, she was about to fall. Thank God, I caught her before something wrong could happen.

My uneven heartbeat tells me how much she is important to me. I couldn't imagine what would happened if I didn't come at the right time. No, I can't imagine that. Her face, it's my stress relief. If I see her, like a magic all my stress leaving my mind. Her lips shivered in fear and her eyes filled with tears. "No, I can't see her in tears" that's it, I hugged her close to my heart.

She clutched my shirt tightly. I hugged her tight in the way to make her feel comfortable. She snuggled close to my heart and I consoled her by patting her back. She relaxed a bit and I realized our position and came out of hug and left the place immediately. I mentally scolded myself for behaving like this and I really don't know what's happening with me.

We left the place and while driving, Priya asked some random things. "Well, you are well settled now. What next. When will you introduce my sister in law. Do you love someone?" Priya asked.

Love, that single word is enough to make me loss my cool,"No" I replied sternly.

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"Love, I really don't believe in that shit. For me there is nothing called love and what you said is exactly true now I'm well settled and every girl will dream to get a life partner like me. But that's never called love and no one will come if I'm the one without money and fame. This is what love is, searching and seeking for a well settled life, that's it" he said furiously.

Priya looked him shockingly. She never seen him that much furious and rude. "Why he used all these harsh words. How can he have a bad opinion on love" Priya thought in her mind and about to say something while Varun signaled her to be quiet.

His words pierced Meera's heart. Just now he made her to feel eternal happiness but within a second he break that with his words. He didn't changed a bit. Same words what he said three years ago. His anger and hater for love increased in these years. She let her tears which she holded for a long time. She wants to cry her heart out but now she can't do anything. She let the silent tears and didn't gazed his face even once.

They reached the hotel and Priya asked her to join for dinner but Meera kindly refused it. "Okay, wait I'll ask Krishna to drop you. Its already dark" Priya said with concern. "Again him, no" she thought. "Hey, I traveled alone even in midnight. So don't worry, I'll take care" Meera said with assuring smile. Priya agreed and hugged her. Meera bid bye to both Priya and Varun and left the place without giving him a glance.

She board an auto and instructed her address. She sat inside the auto and let her unshed tears to flow freely. Within an hour she reached her hostel. She got down and went to her room and she thanked God, since Divya was not in room and she already informed that she will be coming to office directly from her friend's home.

Meera went into washroom and turned the shower on and let the water to wipe off her tears. She stood there nearly half an hour and when she felt she cried enough, she came out from the shower and changed into her nightwear and laid her head on the pillow. Tears drained from her eyes and because of tiredness, sleep engulfed her.

Krishna noticed her face when he said his thoughts about love. He found pain in the eyes which he saw his life just a while ago and too that pain caused by him. Just now he thought, she shouldn't shed her tears but now her eyes pooled with tears only because of him. He couldn't help her but he regretted after spitting those hateful words.

She left the place without having food. She didn't even gaze at me for last time. She took auto, but why she is taking risk in this night time. I asked Priya whether to drop her but she rejected that and went alone. I don't want to give any chance to leave her danger like what just happened. So I decided to follow the auto. The auto stopped before the PG.

She got down from the auto. Her face was swellon with tear marks. My heart ached to see her in that position. I really want to hurt myself for hurting her like this. But I controlled my anger and left the place once she went inside her PG.

I reached my room and was in high rage. I couldn't control my anger and I just want to hurt myself. I was totally frustrated and was about to hurt my hand with the broken glass piece. Suddenly my mobile beeped which triggered my anger. I took my mobile in frustration. Its message from Priya that too in a new group. Group of 4 people. She said that, hereafter we will chat in this group.

I just checked the group info and found her number. I clicked on her number and found her display picture. She was smiling like a baby by hugging a teddy bear.

All my frustrations flew off in the second I saw her face. I zoomed her pic to see her beautiful smile and her soft true eyes. My heart melted.

"What are you doing to me Meera. I really don't want someone in my life. I don't want to loose anyone. Till now, Whoever I loved, left me so easily. I will never love you and please don't come in my life again. Today you may love me, what will I do if you too leave me like my mom. She too loved my dad more than anything but now she left so easily. I don't want my next generation too to face the same what I'm facing now. All girls are same, will change according to your situation. That's what a girl's love. Just vanish out of my mind" he shouted and tear drops left his eyes.

He kneeled down and cried his heart out. He cried hard and slept in the same place hugging his mobile which contains her picture.

Sometimes your eyes are not the only place the tears fall from.

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water.

Hi friends,

48th chapter is here. Do read and give me your valuable comments and votes.