Krishna's PoV

Love, that love only took away all my happiness. Now she justifying love. What she knows about me, she just know the charming and happy side of mine but not the most painful and sorrowful side of mine.

My dad loved my mom and married her without his parents wish. They both stayed happy for a while and after my birth, need of money increased. They both worked hard and made me economically well but they didn't get time for me. The love I very much need in my childhood was given by none. I was brought up by a maid. No one cares about me, I'll get all necessary things more than necessity but love and care, not even once in ma life.

Only one person loved me and cared me like her own sibling. She is my cousin, five years elder than me. She always take good care of me. She was my only angel in that hell life. But God never allow me to be happy. When I was in fifth standard, her dad got transfer and she too left me. My only sister too left me, only depression was overwhelmed in me. Now she is in Singapore with her family.

After that, only loneliness accompanied me and my only best friend is my studies. I loved my subjects a lot and always done my best in examination, result I'll be the class topper every year. My classmates will tell about their parents and they will show the gifts present by their parents but for me it never happened. I rarely see my mom and dad, since they are very busy and will reach home after I slept and morning they will leave before I wake up. This is daily routine of my life.

Later they joint me in a boarding school. There too I'll be alone and concentrate only on my studies. After that I got my best friend Dev in seventh standard. After his arrival, my life changed. Actually he changed me. He changed the most moody guy into a intresting character.

When I was in my tenth standard, a girl proposed me. But to be frank, I hate the word love. Since from my childhood I never experienced love and after seeing my parents who married by loving each other, I lost belief in love. I rejected her proposal by saying I'm not interested. She cried for some days in front of my eyes and after some days I didn't noticed her.

One day I saw the girl with another guy and my friends said that they are loving each other. "How it is possible to forget a person in few days and love some other person, weired" I thought in my mind. This incident made me to believe that my opinion on love is true. According to me, true love only exist in Jane Austen, Charlotte Bronte, William Shakespeare's novels and poems. Here people use the name love for their comfort and just fulfilling their needs, I cursed in my mind.

Days went happily with Dev's company. I considered Dev's parents as my own and they too treated me like their son.

In my higher secondary, Dev liked a girl, named Madhu and finally he fallen in love with her. She proposed him but he rejected at first, later he accepted and they both started to love each other. I felt happy for my friend. I always considered his happiness as mine.

Days passed, we both completed our school and I chose Engineering. Meanwhile, my dad became one of the toppest business man. I got seat in a top college since I'm the school topper. I never used my father's name in any situation. Everything I got in my life by my own hard work. I may belong to rich family but I always preferred to live a normal life. I worked part-time for my needs. I got my dream bike by working part-time.

Dev chose viscom, since he is interested in photography. Our life went smooth and happy.

One Sunday, I went to church with Dev's family. Something caught my attention, I turned to see what was there and saw a girl. To be frank, first time in my life I'm looking a girl with aww. I clearly remember that day she was wearing a simple white chudi. She had a beautiful smile on her face. She is Something, my eyes only focused her and I looked at her direction till she went outside the church.

I don't know what I exactly felt for her but something happened that day, I thought about her even that night. After that I forgot about her and my college days went happy. I got a sister in ma college, its Priya. After my sister, she is the one with whom I felt same affection.

One day she said she will introduce her best friend. I parked my bike and was shocked to see her there, the same girl I saw in Church. I noticed the same shock in her face but why she was shocked, I thought and went to the table and Priya introduced her. Her name was Meera, "Meera sounds good" I thought and said my name. She looked silent and there is some cuteness in her, I noticed it on the very first day and it's more interesting that we both had same taste as we ordered strawberry flavor at the same time.

After that everything went normal, we both became good friends. The day I took her out is one of the best day in my life. On that day she talked continuously, I smiled at her every comments and I too teased her and the way she smiled with fake anger, it was really cute. I dropped her in her home and said I'll come jogging every day in the park. She smiled and I thought one day she will definitely come to the park to see me but to my surprise I saw her the next day. After that we became good friends.

One day my dad called me and asked me to meet him immediately. So I went to meet him. At that time my sister was on trouble. My best friend Varun helped her and I felt relaxed. Really I was very angry on that day, I just wanna kill that bas***. I was angry since he went to prison. Meera called me continuously but I was not in the good mood to attend the call but she didn't quit. I lost my control and shouted her for the first time. She cut the call without any response. I felt bad after that. Evening I went to hospital and consoled her.

Last month Dev called me and his voice was broken. I asked him whether he is fine. He said he want to meet me. I went to the hostel where he was staying. I opened the room and shocked to see his state. He was lying on the floor and the room was totally messed. "Dev, get up da. What happened" I asked with horror.

"Krishna, she left me da" his voice broken and he cried hugging him. Krishna couldn't guess what's happening and he consoled him. His voice indicated he was drunken. Krishna made him to sit on the bed and he asked him to calm down. After few minutes Dev said what happened.

"Madhu started avoiding me. At first I thought she is in her college, so she spending time with her friends but last few days she completely avoided me. I lost my patience and went directly to her to ask why she is doing this. At first she said it's nothing and she was busy. I too believed her. One day I saw her with a boy, I called her and she attended the call and said she was in class. I couldn't understand the reason behind her activities. Today she called me and she said that her parents came to know about our relationship and they warned her not to meet me and to break the relationship with me. Finally she said, it won't work and to break up the relationship" his voice was broken and he cried hugging him.

I really don't know how to console him. I know how much Dev loved her but why she did this to him. At last, I consoled him and asked him to take rest and went to meet Madhu.

"Look Krishna, actually I lied him. I'm in relationship with another guy I met in my college. I made mistake by choosing Dev. We can't be happy in our future, so I decided to stop it here. Please ask him to move on in his life. I can't say this directly to him, so only I said my parents ask me to do so. I think you may understand my point and please think practically. You too will take same decision if you was in my place. Bye" she said without any Guiltiness and left the place. Krishna clutched his fist to control his anger.

I know how much Dev loved Madhu. Dev is short-tempered guy but in this two years, he not even raised his voice against her. He cared her like his child. She too acted smartly, she will always show off her love. She pretend to care him and made him believe she was madly in love. Now once she found someone better than Dev, she decided to leave him so easily.

I reached room and found him sleeping. I too decided to stay with him. Next morning, I found him missing. An unknown fear occupied my heart, I started to search him everywhere but couldn't find him. I was talking with all my friends to get any information about him, at that time I heard her voice, Meera, that too after a month. All my tension left my heart for a second, I turned and looked her and stunned to see her in saree. First time I'm seeing her in saree, she was beautiful. Suddenly Dev's face flashed in my mind.

Her eyes filled with tears, Madhu's words came to my mind and at that moment I lost my control. "Don't create scene in public place" I shouted and she again left with the hurt. I looked at her direction, at that time I got a call and rushed to see him. He was safe and I thanked my friends who found him. Next morning, I went to temple to pray for Dev with Dev's mom, there I saw her. Her face indicated her sadness. I decided to talk with her. I asked why she over reacted.

She said she cared for me, the same emotional words like that Madhu but I could see the true care in her eyes but my mind ignored those things and shouted again. But what she said stopped my world. She said she loves me. I couldn't believe my ears and she too left the place once after her confession. I just starred at her direction. At that time, I got the most dreadful news of my life.

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