'If this was not love then please tell me what was it

If this was not love then please tell me what was it

Cause when I seen you at my favorite store......'

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"Stoppp belll" I whine wiping her saliva off the side of my face, she kept being goofy licking my cheek and lips.

"Alright I'm done, it's just mad funny seeing you freak out" She laughs and I roll my eyes irritated.

"You nasty" I huff scooting away from her on the bed creating a big space between us.

"I'll do it again" She goofily smiles with a shrug and I glare at her folding my arms across my chest.

"C'mere" She smirks patting the spot beside her where I was previously snuggled up on her at.

"No cause you being childish" I mumble with attitude and she smacks her lips.

Reaching over she wraps her arm around my waist pulling me close to her.

"When I say come here, come here" She lowly demands pecking the corner of my lips and I roll my eyes with a smile.

Turning on my side I sat up on my forearm leaning down placing a lingering kisses on her soft lips.

Deepening the kiss I slid my hand under her shirt gently rubbing her side.

"Mmm" She moans trying to pull from the kiss but I pull her right back in swiftly sliding my hand up cupping her breast.

"Mm, h-hold on" She pulls back breathing heavily and I smack my lips in irritation.

"What's wrong?"

"I gotta be somewhere soon and fucking with you I know I ain't gone make it there" She chuckles and I raise a eyebrow in curiosity.

"Where you gotta be?"

"Don't worry about it, now get off of me before I lose my self control and it get hectic in here" She laughs lightly nudging me back but I wasn't budging.

"No you need to take all this off, I don't care where you gotta be" I shrug, I was little ceasers hot and ready.

"Yo you wildin, I got you when I come back I promise" She laughs nudging me again but I still wasn't going.

"I'm not playing belcalis take all this off right now"

"You know when we fuck we be going for hours, taking breaks in between and everything. I got somewhere to be at 9 and it's 7 right now so basically you wanna halfway fuck?"

"Either way we fuckin, and I'm not gone ask you to take these clothes off again" I tell her seriously sitting up.

"I love that bossy shit" She smirks pulling her shirt over her head.

"Mmmm" She hummingly moans making me smirk as I ran the tip of my finger down her slit, she was laying flat on her bare stomach with her head rested on a pillow.

I knew she was still sore from the previous three rounds but she initiated it and I was determined to finish it.

She slightly jerks forward as I push a finger inside her waters.

"Ya shit wetter than katrina" I softly laugh, slowly pumping my finger in and out of her.

She was getting wetter with each thrust, her juices drippin all over the bed as I added another finger feeling her walls gradually open up before clenching around my fingers.

"W-wait" She stutters reaching to grab my wrist.

"Nah where all that bossy shit go? Keep that same energy" I smirk slamming my fingers inside her.

"Fuuuckk" She loudly moans roughly jerking forward.

Pulling my soaking fingers out of her I bring them up to my lips sucking her nectar clean off, humming in satisfaction at the distinct taste.

"You always taste so fucking good" I mumble caressing her ass.

"Ass up face down" I command retracting my hand from her ass.

She obeys my command assuming the position and I dive tongue first into the eye of the tsunami.

"Oh fuuckk!" I grip the silk Versace sheets trying to gain some composure.

Her soft tongue thrusted in and out of me before dippin down to my clit.

"Mm, shiitt" My legs lightly tremble as she sloppily french kisses my pussy, softly tugging on my lips with her teeth.

"Having pussy this wet should be a sin" She raspily mumbles against my lips and I bury my face in the sheets as moans fly from my lips.

She dips her tongue back inside me as her fingers play with my clit, I let the euphoric feeling take over my body allowing my eyes to roll to the back of my head as the wave of pleasure drifted through my bones.

"Rain down for me" I did just that feeling my juices squirt out as I let out a loud muffled moan and my legs went weak.

"Yo you wildin" She raspily chuckles holding me up while still rubbing my clit.

Her raspy voice just made me rain down even more, my body harshly shaking.

"Look at you" She whispers finally letting up on my clit and I exhaustedly collapse on the bed.

I felt her get off the bed and then heard shuffling, she was most likely strapping back up.

"Turn around and bless me foreal" She commands rubbing my thighs and despite my exhaustion I turn around laying on my back mentally prepping myself for another wild ride.

Hovering over me she leans down capturing my lips in a slow passionate kiss as she taps the head of the strap on my clit making me jerk up.

"I'm bouta cum again just off the kiss" She smiles pulling back and I giggle at her antics.

She teasingly rubs the tip along my slit and I whimper in anticipation, I hated when she teased me.

And as if she read my mind she slowly pushes the head in.

"Mmm" I moan before she pulls it back out.

"Cardii" I whine gripping the strap ready to put it in myself.

"Go head, do you" She chuckles with the sexiest smirk.

I let out a small moan as I slowly push the strap inside me inch by inch, when I had it almost all the way in I moved my hand letting her take over.

She captures my lips in another deep passionate kiss as she starts to slowly thrust inside me, I moan in the kiss at her already hitting my spot.

She had studied my body too well and she had mastered the art of pleasure.

After a few more strokes I couldn't take it anymore so I pull back from the kiss letting my moans bounce freely between the four walls.

"Fuck cardi" I gasp, the sound of her sliding in and out of my wetness quickly filled the room mixing with my loud moans and her slick low moans.

"Oh shit" She lowly moans burying his face in my neck, I momentarily smirk until it's replaced with a O as I arch up frozen as she suddenly slams inside of me.

My hands fly to her back and I grip for my sanity as she repeatedly slams into my spot.

"Cardiii"

"I know baby, let it out" She mumbles softly kissing and sucking on my neck and chest.

Her thrust were sloppy but consistent as she made sure to thrust all 8 inches inside me, hitting my spot with each stroke. It felt like she was touching my stomach by how deep she was inside of me.

Tears well in my eyes as I dig my nails in her back in pure bliss, the bliss that only she could take me to.

My walls contract around the strap and she slows her thrust still stroking deep.

"Hold that shit nic" She moans.

"I-I, y-you" I stutter as tears slip down the sides of my face.

"Where I'm at nic?" She whispers softly kissing my lips.

"My s-stomachhh, fuck my stomach!" I loudly moan digging my nails deep in her back as my legs start to violently shake and my walls clamp again.

"Fuck, I'm bouta cum" She mumbles speeding her thrust pounding inside me.

"Fuuck, I-I ca- mmm fuck! Cardiii" I cry scratching up her back as she fucked me into oblivion.

"You can" She groans hitting my spot harder.

"I'm about to cummmm"

"You better not" She gritts showing me no mercy, dropping strap all in my stomach.

Loudly gasping my back arches high as my waters crash down.

"Fuck nic" She moans letting her high takeover her body as she slows her thrust letting us both slowly come down from the feeling.

"You can never hold that nut" She breathily chuckles pulling out and I whimper with a small sigh at the loss of being filled up.

She moves putting my thighs up before sliding back in.

"Oohhh" I moan pressing my hand against her torso as she slowly thrusts.

"Put that hand down, you wanted rounds so you gone take every one"

"Where my shit?" I wasn't about to play no type of games with this girl, either she was gone give me my shit or I was gone take it.

"You can have it back for 100k" She smirks dangling the chain in a teasing manner.

"You really don't wanna do this with me right now kiyo I promise you, just give me my shit" I warn her taking a step closer to her, this was the last chance she was gone get.

"Give me th-" I struck her dead in the mouth and she stumbled back tripping over her feet falling straight through her glass coffee table, thin ass glass.

"You're really fucking pitiful" I shake my head in disgust snatching my chain out her hand, I stuffed it in the pocket of my coat.

I shook my head at her one more time before turning around to leave.

In the next second my head is being shoved towards the door, luckily I caught myself before my head could smack against it.

"Oh I'm bouta fuck you up" I chuckle swiftly turning around slapping her across the face knocking her on the floor.

"What th- fuck!" I groan as she kicked me in the leg.

She was full blown crying which threw me completely off.

"I fucking hate you!" She screams kicking at me so I jump back.

"Yo, you wildin. What's wrong with you?"

"Why her? She was never there for you but you chose her? I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU!" She screams angrily wiping her tears away as she stood up off the ground.

"What the fuck is this, a tyler perry production? Kiyo you're fucking insane, literally. I can't help who I fall in love with, I be asking why her sometimes too shit" I chuckle seriously.

"You don't get to rip my heart out my chest and get away with it" She sniffles glaring at me.

"You really broke ya own heart cause when did I ever tell you I wanted to be with you?" I stare at her waiting for an answer but she stayed silent.

"Exactly you victim ass bitch, I never lead you on you're just delusional and mentally ill. I wish I never fucked you, no I wish I never even met you. You haven't done shit but bring chaos and confusion into my fucking life, you know one day I told kb I would call you up before her and that was the biggest fucking lie I ever told in my life, and I done lied a lot"

Turning around I open the door to leave.

"Fuck you! I hope that bitch fuck you over and I'm sending the police straight to that bitch house to lock ya stupid ass up!" She bitterly spits as the door shut behind me.

"You better come nic I'm foreal" Chyna warns and I softly laugh.

"I'm gone have cardi give me the money as soon as she get home I promise"

Chyna wanted to go to Paris for a girls trip this year and I was excited cause I had never been but I didn't want to dip into my trust fund for the shopping money and I knew my baby would give me the money with no hesitation cause she never let me go anywhere without money or her black card.

"Bitch you got ya own personal bank, lord I see what you have done for others" We both bust out laughing.

"You play too much" I laugh shaking my head.

"I'm so serious, did Ciara tell you her secret prayer or what bitch? Cause I need to know, asap!"

"I wish, this prayer came with a lot of bullshit before the blessings" I chuckle.

"Oop, and on that note we're going to steer the conversation in another direction" She laughs and I playfully roll my eyes.

"Don't get me wrong that's my baby but facts are facts" I shrug and she playfully rolls her eyes.

"And bitch you still ain't going nowhere, done fucked the girl car up, attacked her in the club and for what? For what nic?"

"I was the victim"

"No yo ass crazy, I ain't never seen you like that in my life" She cackles and I smile rolling my eyes.

My phone vibrates and a unknown number message rolls down with an attachment.

"I'm gone call you after she give me the money" I tell her wrapping up the conversation.

"Alright, love you nic"

"Love you too chy" I smile ending the facetime before clicking on the message opening the thread.

It was a ten second video but I couldn't tell what it was about because the thumbnail was black.

Pressing on the video it switched from a black screen to cardi walking away from a building, her hair ruffled and she looked a little flustered.

Looking blankly at the wall my heart slows as I realize exactly who this was.

My phone vibrates repeatedly in my hand and my head snaps down, it was my mother.

"Mom this is the worst possible ti-"

"He's gone onika, your father is gone"

The phone crashes against the floor as the room began to spin.

Looking out my side mirror one more time I finally step out the car, I had ducked off at the spot with the girls for a minute cause I was paranoid.

Kiyo really was a police ass bitch and I was not trying to go to jail over her ass being delusional.

Walking up the stoop steps I scan my surroundings before walking in the building, twisting the knob to nic's spot the door opens.

Walking in I close and lock the door behind me letting out a deep sigh.

This hoe really had me stressed the fuck out, I was praying she was bluffing about sending the cops over here.

Walking through the foyer I walk in the living room seeing nic sitting on the couch with a pillow laying on her lap and her phone laying next to her, eyes focused on the wall.

She had a glass half filled with wine sitting in front of her on the coffee table, with a silk red robe on, opened so I could see the matching black lace set underneath.

Her face had a fresh beat applied too, she was looking wild fire.

"Where you going?" I question confused walking further into the living room.

"Jail" She tosses her phone directly in front of me on the floor and I bend down picking it up confused.

It was a message thread but I ain't recognize the number, it had a video attached though so I clicked on it.

My eyes widen as a wave of realization hits me, I was in fucking danger.

"Nic this not what you think it is" I calmly speak, but her face stays blank making my heart race like a daytona charger.

I step back in shock as she removes the pillow from her lap revealing my glock .40

My heart starts beating out my chest as I start to become very alert of my surroundings.

"Onika you need to relax, I went over there to get my chain back" I calmly explain pulling the chain out my pocket holding it up as evidence.

She stands up pointing the gun at me with tears spilling over her eyelids, she uses the back of her hand to wash them away as I step back until my back was against the wall.

"Even after all this I still love you, this is sick" She cries adjusting her fingers on the trigger.

"Nic please don't do thi- ah fuck!" I drop the chain holding my shoulder in pain, this bitch really just shot me.

"I swear to god, word to my mother I didn't fuck up this time" I plead tears sliding down my cheeks.

The room fills with both of our cries as polics sirens could be heard in the distance approaching.

"Why would you call this love when you knew that it wasn't?" She whispers as I clench my eyes shut in pain.

"Don't do this" I plead resting my head against the wall.

Tears stream down her face and my heart aches as a glimpse of the old her appeared, that sweet innocent girl that I had met that night in the club, the same one that I had ran into at the store.

It killed me inside that I had drove that sweet girl into this.

The red and blue lights from the sirens flashed through the blinds as she closed her eyes pressing her finger down on the trigger doing the unthinkable.

I couldn't blame nobody but myself, I was the worst.

Who do you hold accountable for this tragedy?

You can answer a specific name, multiple names, or say everybody played a part, all I ask is that you take everything into account before answering, go back and read if you have too just answer unbiasedly.

There will be no sequel.

I'm retired.