'Get all your affairs in order

I won't have affairs, I'm yours, girl'

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I felt my body heating up as I grew nervous, I knew I couldn't talk her out of coming over here either cause she was pissed.

I didn't answer not 1 of her calls these past couple of days cause nic would've killed me, I knew better.

"I'm bouta go get something to eat, you want something?" She asks from behind me, it was late afternoon sunday our last day together before she had to go back to work monday.

We checked out the hotel friday and spent these past two days at my house.

"Actually I'm bouta leave, henny just hit me up saying something came up" I smoothly lie looking down at my phone for a minute like I was reading the text to play it off.

"Oh, okay"

Standing up from the couch I slid on my louie v slides grabbing my keys off the table.

"You ready?" I ask walking around the couch.

"Yea" She eyes me suspiciously making me even more nervous.

"Why you acting so jittery?"

"I ain't acting like nothing, c'mon though I gotta go" Brushing past her I open the door holding it open for her.

"You on some sneaky shit" She mumbles walking past me and out the door.

Walking out behind her I close the door but didn't lock it cause I was gone spin around the block and come right back in.

She walked ahead of me down the hall to the elevator pressing the button.

Once the elevator doors opened we both stepped on.

"So you gone tell me the truth?" She questions as the doors shut and we slowly start moving down.

"I told you the truth" I softly sigh leaning against the wall.

"Nine times out of ten I know your lying" She speaks looking over at me and I raise my head looking at the ceiling to avoid eye contact.

The elevator doors slid open just in time and I quickly stepped off rushing through the lobby.

Stepping outside, I stood waiting for her to walk out the door.

She rolled her eyes once she layed eyes on me, brushing past me but I grip her forearm pulling her into me.

"Stop being like that" I mumble placing a quick kiss on her temple.

"If you not gone tell me the truth then get off me" She snatches out of my hold with attitude and I sigh running a hand down my face.

I couldn't win for mufucking losing when it came to her, she knew me better than I knew myself.

She was already walking over to her car and I didn't have time to stop her again cause I knew kb would be pulling up any minute.

"Fuck" I mumble to myself as her g63 sped down the street.

Just as she dissapeared down the street the familiar silver ford fusion pulls up replacing her spot.

Good thing I didn't stop her.

She parked her car before getting out walking up to me.

"You ain't have to come down here and wait for me" She softly chuckles walking ahead of me as I followed behind.

If only she knew.

The ride on the elevator back up to my floor was silent and awkward, mainly because the tension coming from her side.

Stepping off the elevator I walk in my apartment first leaving her to lock my door.

"So why you wasn't answering my calls?" She questions with attitude as I take my previous spot on the couch and she sits in the chair across from me.

"I been busy" I shrug, I really didn't care how she felt but I knew she had an explosive personality so I was gone try to keep the situation as calm as possible.

"You wasn't busy for no fucking four days, you always lying" She rolls her eyes and I side eye her.

"Why you think I owe you something? We ain't never been serious and never will be, and we both know what you really came over here for" I chuckle.

"Fuck you cardi, you ain't shit"

"You wanna fuck or not?" At this point either we was fucking or she was leaving cause I really didn't want her to come over anyways I just knew I couldn't stop her once she had her mind made up.

"This my last time fucking with you I swear, I deserve better" She huffs standing up mumbling to herself as she walks down the small hallway.

"You do, I hope you find it too" I say loud enough for her to hear me as I stood up following behind.

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I wasn't fucking stupid, I could literally feel it in my spirit.

She wasn't lying about that soul ties shit, it's like I just knew when she was doing fuck shit.

And I knew her like the back of my hand, she was acting wild suspicious and that just confirmed she was up to no good.

My chest was tightening anticipating her response, one wrong word from her could send me into a depressing triggered frenzy all over again.

It was dangerous how quick a simple action from her or a single word could turn my whole world upside down.

I pause looking up at the wall, I wanted to text back "cause I love you dumb ass!" But I knew that love wasn't enough to make her stay faithful to me while I was in a whole other situation.

Rolling my eyes I fight back with everything in me to hold this chuckle that desperately wanted to come out as I typed back.

"Blocked" Shaking my head I block her number, I wasn't in the mood for the foolery.