'When I'm faded I forget,

Forget what you mean to me

Hope you know what you mean to me'

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"Yo cardi get up" I hear Bianca mumble.

I slowly flutter my eyes open unaware of my surroundings.

"Where the fuck is we at?" I mumble rubbing my eyes.

"The car, in the fucking waffle house parking lot" She chuckles and I open my eyes taking in my surroundings trying to drown out the pounding in my head.

"Yo we gotta go get some tylenol, my head is fucking pounding right now" I mumble laying my head in my hands.

"I'm putting the nearest gas station in the GPS now" Erica mumbles, she was in the driver's seat and star was in the passenger. Me, bianca, and mariah was in the back.

"Last night was wild as fuck yo" Mariah laughs as E pulls out the waffle house parking lot.

"Facts, I was with this thick darkskin chick and we just kept doing shots" Erica chuckles.

"I got some head" Star blurts and we all laugh.

"Head? Bitch I got the dick" Bianca smirks and the car fills with more laughter.

"I'm not gone hold y'all, I did too but I couldn't help it that ecstasy kicked in hard" Mariah whines.

"Factssss, my leg was jumping I was so horny" I cackle as they bust out laughing.

"Yo lil ass fucked that tall ass girl didn't you?" Star laughs.

"I couldn't help it, the x had me rollin. I was lil ceasers hot and ready" I laugh shaking my head.

"I feel you though cause that pill mixed with all that henny and patron, I had to take shorty downnn. We ain't even make it to a room we was in the hallway" Erica laughs shaking her head.

"We some whores" Star chuckles and we all laugh agreeing.

"Yo is everybody phone dead?" I ask repeatedly pressing the power button on my phone and getting nothing.

"Yup"

"Mines is"

"Same"

"Mines died at the party"

"Well let's get this tylenol so we can go back to the penthouse and freshen up" I sigh leaning my head against the window.

"Yooo, have y'all checked ig?!" Erica exclaims walking in the living room.

"My phone still charging" I tell her taking a bite out my strawberry.

We came back and started ordering up shit after we all took care of our hygiene.

"Yo somebody made a trailer filled with clips of the party and we in that shit" She says directly to me.

"How you know?" I ask raising a eyebrow.

"Cyn called me spazzing and I hung up on her and hopped on ig, mad people from home tagged me in it" She explains.

"Bitch let me see" I tell her and she sits next to me playing the video.

The fucking video started with me giving megan a body shot then switched to some other people doing some wild shit.

I was thankful they didn't show what happened after I took that lime out her mouth.

"Oh shit" I blurt as a blurry erica pops up on the video in a hallway with her hand under some girls dress.

It switches to some more wild shit and it ends with somebody doing a body shot but in the back you could see me walking away with megan.

"First of all whoever made this video messy as fuck" I chuckle finishing my strawberry.

"Second, you nasty as shit" I tell erica and she smacks her lips mugging me.

"Bitch I was fucking out of it, mixing dark liquor with light and I popped ecstasy. I wasn't even in control no more" She says shaking her head and I bust out laughing.

"Keep laughing bitch, I hope you know cyn snitch ass sent ya girl the whole video" She says getting up and I shrug, I technically didn't owe her no loyalty cause we wasn't even together foreal.

"Bitch I'm single" I laugh grabbing another strawberry.

"You sure she know that?" She asks while walking away and I think about it for a minute before picking my phone up powering it on.

The notifications start rolling in but I ignore them going to my messages reading the one at the top.

I stare at it for a minute thinking. Eventually I close out my messages deciding not to respond, I had to talk to her in person.

"I know you right there so stop playing" I laugh with my hand on the door knob.

I had been banging on this door for 20 minutes and she was not trying to let me in by any means.

"So you gone leave me out here in this hot ass sun and I got asthma?" I ask and its quiet for a few seconds then the door cracks open.

"You really got asthma?" She softly asks threw the crack.

"Yup" I chuckle barging through the door before she could even think about closing it.

"Get out my house or I'm calling the cops" She says standing at the door and I laugh walking past her.

"Call em, imma tell em I came for that dress you got on that I bought" I shrug sitting on the couch getting comfortable and she glares at me from the door.

"Why are you even here? Ya lil hoe in texas got sick of you already?" She snaps with attitude.

"Once you start fucking with me you can't get sick of me" I smirk and if looks could kill I would be past dead.

"Get. The fuck. Out. My house." She spits through gritted teeth.

"No" I simply respond and she rushes towards me, standing up I scoop her up in a bear hug before she could lay a finger on me.

"You better chill cause if you hit me you gone regret it in the next second" I chuckle as she thrashes in my arms.

"Fuck you!" She spits with venom.

"Why are you so mad? We not even together so I technically don't owe you nothing" I tell her seriously.

"But you had the nerve to be jealous when I was having lunch with a nigga? If you gone do you don't feel no way when I'm doing my shit!" She snaps in my ear calming down in my arms.

"You can do you but you can't do you and still do me" I chuckle letting her go and she shoves me hard but I wasn't buggin cause I fell back on the couch, God was always looking out for me.

"Exactly cause you're a fucking hypocrite, fuck outta here" She rolls her eyes waving me off.

"You really mad over a random though, I was too litty that night off a whole pill rolling" I laugh and she mugs me hard.

"Why is you even out here popping pills and shit? And that's not a excuse you knew what you was doing cardi but it's cool, keep doing ya lil hoe ass shit" She shrugs folding her arms across her chest.

"You don't want me to relapse back into doing hoe shit" I chuckle having a few flashbacks.

"I really don't care what you do but you gotta get the fuck out of her-" She gets cuts off by loud knocks at the door and I sit up alert.

"You really called the cops on me?" I question shocked.

"No dummy" She rolls her eyes shaking her head as she walked over to the door.

"Mommy, daddy!" I hear and I facepalm myself sitting my head in my hands.

I was not about to meet this girls parents like this.

I could hear them walking down the foyer but I didn't move from my current state.

"Mommy, daddy, this is my.... friend car- Belcalis" She introduces me and I look up from my hands smiling nervously.

The short brown woman was an exact replica of onika but I could see the features she got from the tall light brown man.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Carol Maraj" Her mom warmly smiles holding her hand out and I take it in mines briefly shaking her hand.

"And I'm Terrence Maraj, it's nice to meet you" Her dad smiles holding his hand out and I do the same as I did with her mother.

"It's nice to meet you guys too, unfortunately I have to be somewhere" I tell them with a fake apologetic smile standing up.

"Nooo, don't leave we're just about to have our monthly family dinner at new yorks finest steakhouse" Carol smiles and I look at nicki with a "help me out" look.

"You know what, yeah, you should join us bel" She smirks and I slightly mug her before plastering a smile back on my face.

"Well if you insist" I smile through gritted teeth.

"So onika hows medical school going?" Her father asks.

The waiter had brung our food out and this shit was delicious, I didn't know where I was at right now cause I was arguing with nicki through text the whole ride but the food was hittin.

I tune their conversation out cutting a piece of steak putting it in my mouth, I close my eyes chewing as the meat melted on my tongue.

"It's good right?" I hear and I open my eyes nodding.

"Fire, where are we right now?" I ask and they laugh.

"We're in Manhattan, we have a penthouse uptown" Terrence smiles.

"That's dope, so does a good friend of mines" I smile referring to king.

"Really? So what do you do?" He asks.

"I run and operate a business with my bestfriends" I breifly respond and he nods accepting my answer.

"That's amazing, I love seeing young entrepreneurs" Carol smiles and I smile back warmly.

"So how did you two meet?" Terrence smiles and onika chokes on her wine.

"We actually met at a open mic poetry thing" I smile while patting and rubbing her back.

"Wow I didn't know you where into those type of things nika" Carol smiles in surprise as nicki clears her throat.

"Yea I love a good poem once in a while" She gently smiles as I drop my hand from her back and under the table on her thigh.

Her parents start sharing a story about something and I look at them like I was listening while taking small bites of my food here and there as I crept my hand up her thigh until I came in contact with her warm forbidden fruit, she made it too easy when she wore dresses cause she hardly ever wore undergarments with them.

Sliding my middle finger inside her waters I slowly thrust while slowly rubbing her clit with my thumb.

She shakily picks up her wine glass taking small sips until it was nearly gone.

I sped up my pace and she slightly spreads her legs giving me more access, I could hear her juices gushing but luckily it wasn't loud enough for them to hear.

Her walls clench around my finger and out the corner of my eye I could see her quickly cutting a piece of steak shoving it in her mouth.

"Mmmm" She moans with her head slightly tilted down and her eyes closed as her legs lightly shook under the table.

"You okay onika?" Carol asks and she nods with her eyes still closed not being able to say anything as I teasingly rubbed circles around her clit.

"Excuse me, I have to use the restroom" She rushes out quickly removing herself from the table and her parents look at me curiously.

"She hasn't been feeling well lately, she's been kind of overworking herself with work and school so she's been overwhelmed. Let me go check on her we'll be back shortly" I smile and they nod urging me to go.

I remove myself from the table walking across the restaurant to the restroom walking in immediately getting attacked by her lips.

"Chill" I chuckle pulling back from the kiss but she just moves down to my neck.

"I'm mad at you but I need you right now" She mumbles sucking on my neck and I lightly moan.

"Go to that last stall, I gotta lock this door" I tell her and she does just as I say as I turn locking the door to the restroom.

Walking in the last stall I lock the door before pinning her back against me wrapping my fingers around her neck as I stick my hand up her dress sliding two fingers inside her soaking paradise.

"Fuck!" She hisses letting her head fall back on my shoulder.

"This my shit" I grit in her ear slamming my fingers inside her and she gasps loudly as her eyes roll back.

"Say it, tell me whose pussy this is" I whisper in her ear tightening my grip on her neck adding a little more pressure as I suck on her earlobe.

Her nectar spills out as her legs grow wobbly.

"Cardiiii" She cries with small tears of ecstasy sliding down her cheeks.

"Tell me baby" I whisper hitting her spot as her walls pulsate around my fingers.

"It's yourss" She whispers looking up at me with teary eyes filled with passion and pleasure before melting in my arms letting her orgasm take over her body.

She was dripping all on this bathroom floor and I couldn't have her going back to her parents like this.

"C'mon, I gotta clean you up" I slide my fingers from between her folds picking her up, unlocking the stall door I walk over to the sink sitting her on the counter before diving my head down to clean her up.

"I hate yoouuu" She cries as I expertly stroke my tongue on her pussy sucking her juices up.

"Convince hope baby" I mumble rubbing my lips in that pussy.