this isn't an update but it's important.

okay so i'd like to share a little of my personal life with you's.

so, for christmas i got some makeup stuff, which is nice. a lipstick and other random stuff. (y'know that random stuff you find under your bed while cleaning your room) and i can't say it was the best christmas but it was good because i learnt a lesson i forgot about over the years.

as i went to church it struck me on what a horrible attitude towards i had me not getting enough presents or us being too broke to go on vacation anymore.

i remembered what my family meant to me and how christmas is about jesus's birth, not gifts.

besides all that i guess i'd like to share my big news.

i went over to my neighbour's house (aka best friend ever) and i could tell she was keeping something from me.

then she comes up to me and told me her grandma was paying for us to go see sHAWN FREAKING MENDES.

honestly, i was speechless. it was insane.

i just wanna say how grateful i am for all my friends and family and i want to wish you all a merry christmas.

cherish the moments you have with those you love!

love, amanda.