After being away from my own Universe I decided to go back to again I know Shattered and Dream told me not to back there and stay here but at the same time I didn't wanna leave him after a long time I finally had the brother I always Dreamed of having.. With a cost that is.. I put my hand on my button eyes and sighed

I still remember it vividly.. It always made me wonder if my real brother was nice to me what will happen to me if I did the right choice and not here.. I shook my head and continued on to walk through the long tunnel as it glowed a beautiful neon color, No.. Even if I did do the right or wrong choice I wouldn't have met Dream and Shattered at the same time aswell.. I finally emerged under my bed where the portal took me back

I sure am gonna miss them Light was even persistent on finding me and having to play of a game speaking of games I saw a small note on the bed and it says i shivered at the nickname he would always call me that I didn't like it the name reminded me of how I lost a pft of me.. I used my hand to trace the linings of it in my eye.. i could feel the strings in it still my hand shakes I need to do his game unless I wanted to get punished..

I went out and looked around

I looked under the table but he is no where to be found

I started to check the nook and crany of the house

He is still nowhere to be found but I did saw a small cupcake on the ground

I took it and examine it I wonder if it was meant for me

Im loosing out of time but the Beldam is one I should find before my time or he will give chase

I have been loving games lately but a game with your life on the line isn't exactly for me..

I decided to go outside but like time my luck is coming to an end

I make haste trying to find the creature that stole what is mine, for I forgot where it's always been at his workshop of button eyed dolls..

I finally reached the door I pulled on the handle but like I said.. My time is come to a end.. I'm too late

I looked down and stood still as the monster took my hand where I placed my hand on the handle of the doorknob...

'No, no, no, No! Please don't hurt me!'

All the sounds I wanted to make came out of my mouth as I whimpered for him to stop.. I know he could sense my fear but he just leaned into me and I was leaning on the door my heart skipped faster in fear maybe.. I turned my head to look at him he has the same image as my own did.. But all I see is a monster.. The same one that took my eyes and my freedom

There it is again.. Always making me feel bad for what I did and it worked tears started to bawl up the sides of my eyes the Beldam would usually enjoy this but he went silent.. We stood still on that same position with him leaning his body against me while I took support from the door I just hope it won't break I would hate to fall down for the fact I don't want to get stuck in this position I started to knock on the door to get his attention and signed..

(are you OK? You seem to stop moving there.)

I signed and he looked at me with confusion and something else can't tell what it is really he just carried me with the makeshift tendrils the thought of those things made me uneasy Shattered knew my fear of my brother.. How he constantly teased me and the way he would squeeze me to death with his tendrils... I hated it its not how Shattered hold me but atleast his aren't going to choke me..

Finally after looking around a few halls with the paintings of the kids who where taken by him the eyes where taken long ago and they still hunt these walls I can even hear them cry I would sometimes get up and give them cake with candles in it like a real birthday I heard one of my friends say they didn't have a birthday in a long while they don't remember much I still wanted to help free the other childrens here but sometimes things don't move on without the other half..

And with that he left to probably get that banana cake I do kinda miss his banana cake it's really good took me awhile to trust his cooking since the ghost's don't want me to starve.. Speaking of ghost

"Hey your back did he do something to you..."

I turned my head to see my best friend Blue (Buttontale blue) he died here after the Beldam took him from us and ever since then he was trapped in the same walls as the others I'm not sure where Red, sans and Chara are but I'm sure there ok

(Yes I'm fine Blue don't be worried for me.) I signed he sighed and sat down on the bed near me

"I kinda miss when you... Talk I barely can't even remember what you sound or look like at times.. I think I'm forgetting about you.."

(What do you mean?)

"I mean is that I can't remember you sometimes when you aren't here or when we where hiding, I can't even remember half of my past anymore.."

(Can ghosts forget or something?)

"Yes and no. We forget about our past you know like our origin or where we came from or what we became back then before this, ghost can remember somethings with string emetions like hatred pain or anything else that makes them remember of what they so crave to finish what they unfinished."

I nodded at that thought

(I get it. And I'm sorry for not hanging out with you and the others more often)

"it's fine I understand you need to be safe at all times from the Beldam.. Its not your fault"

He floated beside me and he seems to be deep in thought a few hours went by and we said nothing to eachother its like I someone has cut our voices off our throat.. Until the Beldam came back to us

He growled and I didn't bother to look at him because I understand the ghost just wanted him to stop hurting me doesn't stop him from putting the last button in my socket to trap me for good.. And maybe die. If I did die then I will really miss my family back at the lucid realm I haven't even said goodbye to them if he decided to sew my eye I decided to celebrate my last moments with them when I'm back at my room now..

"F_ck off beast?!"

Blue yelled at the top of how his voice can get I curse myself for making a bet to free them and in return sew my mouth shut so I can show my obedience.. But even with my mouth sealed I can still do a lot of things, things they don't know not even the Beldam can..

The Beldam gave me the cake and I looked down at it I see no harm in it and decided to eat it while Blue and him fight all over again until.. I finished and got up from my room I remembered the last time I tried to calm them down yeah no it didn't work it only left a large dent in the wall which I didn't even knew how or why is it possible to make a large dent with my room burning like how did it even caught a fire I shook my head to forget about it as it gave me a migraine

Is this what Nighty felt when he is like this then I sure as heck wouldn't wanna get angry and find out that I am just like my brother I got to the kitchen wich took me a whole f_cking hour seeing that the Beldam really took in the details of how Nighty's Castle look ugh.. Now I'm sad I remembered how he tortured me here in the castle now I feel angered

I sighed let's just get this over with I tossed the plate to the sink and went on to walk for the whole f_cking hour again and I finally came back with the help of the ghosts who decided to carry me there and like last time my room is burning with a f_cking large hole in the wall I looked at both Blue and Nightmare and chased after them smacking them in the head well Nightmare is but Blue seemed to got guilty with me scolding him how random it is to feel a certain feel of home here in the Beldam's prison even tho it's not mine I still feel safe like how it used to be I sighed and we ate food, played some games with me and the Beldam even tho he scares me with the games he does like predator and prey oh and with Blue who is constantly going to try and kill the Beldam to others this would be confusing wich it is but to me it's home..

*Bonus*

I was stressed and wanted to go and calm down so maybe taking a stroll isn't gonna hurt I started to walk a but far away from the castle until I finally got Lost

"Great.. Just f_cking great"

Ignoring my anger I decided to find a way to go back until I fell through a f_cking well in the middle of a plane feild I dropped down and landed roughly on the ground I groaned and got up

"this is not how I imagined my walk would be." I said papyrus clearly worried to my side

"Yes pap's I'm fine.." he Started pointing at where I am I looked up and yep I saw a deep f_cking well who the hell would even put a well in the middle of nowhere!?

I looked around and saw a bit of what the house has looked like it was old it feels a little eerie to be honest I looked at the walls and see some scratch marks here.. I don't like this I heard a clank coming somewhere and wanted to investigate I went to the kitchen and looked around checking the cupboards.. And every piece of the place

*Giggling*

I turned around to hear the voice of a child and it started to bolt to the stairs I followed upstairs even tho paps is warning me not to and I saw a child's bedroom wich is the only thing here and on the ground I saw a small dollhouse of a pink palace..

I heard something russle behind me and turned around just in time to see a strange looking doll that looked like me with button eyes.. A piece of paper with a strange looking map and a key with a Bitton for a handle.. I got suspicious and put the key in my pocket I looked at the doll wich creeped me out.. So grabbed the head and slammed it down the floor I even put a big book on its back and my hand in it I looked at the piece of paper wich held a note that seems to have been child like writing..

e spied on our lives through the little doll's eyes."

"And saw that we weren't happy."

"So he lured us away with treasures,"

"and treats,"

"and games to play,"

"gave all that we asked.

"Yet we still wanted more."

"So we let Him sew the buttons."

"He said that He loved us."

"But he locked us here."

"And ate up our lives."

"And If your not careful.."

"YOU WILL JOIN US IN HELL?!"

I started to bolt out of there as I took the map of a house with another one that's looks very different to the original one.

I heard high pitched screaming as a melodys started to play in the background

in times like this I forgot I could teleport so I did just that and landed on the long table with my back hitting the hard table with a few splotches of food everyone got up from there seats and Stared at me in shock o remembered having the flashback of a place somehwhere the same one as the map said in the other world.. I also had a flash of Nightmare with button eyes and Blue as a ghost but the most shocking thing is I saw Dream?! With a button on his other socket and threads keeping him smiling and unable to talk

"Ugh.. Shut up Horror.. Nightmare?!... I think I know what might happen to Dream"

I said and he looked at me his face changing from shock to mixed feelings until he grabbed the small apple necklace that has a golden color to it with the missing peice.. And he looked at me with a serious look and his deep voice booming all around us the air was tense someone could already choke and die..