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I saw him.

I saw Damon.

I feel relief when I saw him because I know he is searching for me.

But that has been a week and I have not seen him since. we moved all around the world and now we are in Alaska.

Ryder has been having his way with me all this week and I feel like I need to take a yearlong bath.

But I have seen Anya two times this week, but I have not seen her after Ryder seen us talking and had two guards take her away.

I hope she is ok.

They have not given me extra clothes to wear, so I'm still in my bra and underwear. I also have not had a shower, and I'm about to fucking beg Ryder for me to take a shower.

I need his germs off of me.

Now.

I have bruises all over my body from Ryder.

After I said yes to Ryder for a marriage, he immediately started to set it up. I have no idea why we are having this marriage, or when which is making me anxious.

The door opened making my head snap to the side to see who it is. I see Ryder making me glare, "don't worry I'm not going to touch you," he stopped, "yet." He finished. "What the fuck do you want?" I snap. "Watch your mouth. It won't get you anywhere," he grabs me by the throat.

I smile, chuckling, "go fuck yourself," I smile more when his face turns me more angrier. 'I would love to fucking kill your ass," he grips me tighter, "fucking do it. At least I won't be with you," I feel my back smash against the wall. Along with my head.

My vision goes blurry, but I still keep my eyes on his, "you fucking bitch. It seems like you want to get punished," he moves closer to my face, "you know you a slut. And you always will be," I almost laugh in his fucking dirty ass face.

"I know you keep on reminding me every day," I snap back at him. His face turns red in furry. I gasp when he chokes me to where I can't breathe, "come o-on you can do better than that," I gasp. Ryder grips harder, I can feel my windpipe being crushed. But I don't let him see me in pain, because I know he loves when he sees me like that.

And I know I will never in hell give him what he wants.

He bangs my head against the hard wall. I let out a wheeze laugh, "why the fuck are you laughing? You're a fucking psycho bitch," he let's go of my throat. When he walks out of the room, I let out a wheeze, "fuck," I gaps, trying to find my breath.

I look down at my ankle and I still see that fucking chain around me. Every time I try to get up or I walk around it pinches me.

It fuckin' hurts.

I lay on my back and look up at the selling, I cross my arms over my chest.

I miss them, more than anything right now, I miss Bella giving me a hug and smiling at me. Hell, I even miss Ares even know we are not that close. I miss Damon more than anyone though, I miss his voice, smile, his dimple, the way he says 'I love you' to me, I miss his hair, and those damn grey eyes.

I miss everything about him.

A tear drop goes down my cheek, I sniff and wipe it off of my face.

Fuck.

The door opened and I see Ayan, I smile as I see her, "hey, how did you get here?" I tilt my head to the side. I grow more worried when I see her face is in panic. "What is wrong?" I stand up, "I got to say this before they find me here," she grips my hand.

What?

My eyebrows pull, "you need to get out of here, Alaska. Your friends, they have one of the guards and they know where you are, and they are already on their way here," my heart goes 100 miles per hour when I hear what she is saying, "you need to find a way out of here," Ayan rushes out. I nod, "I will. But what about you?" I can't leave her now that she is telling me this.

She smiles, "I'll be fine, but you need to get out of here, they are already packed and ready to go." she grips my hand. I shake my head, "I'm not leaving you. No way in fucking hell," I scoff. She smiles her curly hair drops to her shoulder. "They are already going to kill me, Alaska, there is no way I can get out of this," tear drops go down her light brown skin.

"I will find a way," I pause looking down at my leg, "I just need to find a way to get this off," I huff. I see her eyes brighten, "I seen a key and it looks like it goes to that," be and her both smile, happily. "I'll go get it," she rushes out of the room.

"What are you doing in here!?" A man shouts. My eyes widen and I try to move but the chain won't let me get that far. I hear grunting and then a loud gunshot, "no!" I yell. Tears so down my face, "no, no, no," I whisper as footsteps come closer to me.

I close my eyes and wait for them to do something, but they don't, when I open my eyes, I see.

Anya.

I smile widely and so does she, I see a gun in her hand, "let's go," She gets on her knees and unlocks the chain. I breath when I take it off, "fuck finally," I gin at Anya "Cum wi guh," (let's go) My eyebrows push together, "sorry, let's go," she smiles.

We run out of the room, and we go up the stairs to the door that goes to the house, "let me look first," Anya slowly opens the door and peeks out, "there is no one. Let's get the fuck out of here," she mutters.

I nod agreeing with her.

Let's.

She opens the door and I close it after we both got out. We run down the hallway, and I see the door to outside, "hey!" I jump when two voice shouts at us, "go I'll kill them," I grab the gun from her hand, "no," she shakes her head, "Anya, you saved me now, I'm doing you a savor," I loom out the window and I see Damon and Ares.

I smile and turn to Anya, "go," I demand, she waits for a minute before and runs out the door going to them, "come and get me fuckers," I cock the gun, they pull out their gun and come running towards me, I point the gun at them, but they shoot first.

I missed the first and the second one, but the third one hit my shoulder, "fucking hell," I groan, as pain runs through my body, but I don't stop. I soot one of the guys in the head, he falls to the ground, I smile and shoot the other one in both of the legs and arms, and then the head.

I put the gun down and put my hand on my shoulder. I know I'm losing a lot of blood, but I have to kill all of them. Ryder told me that there is eleven men here and I already kill three guys, so I have nine to go.

We can do this.

I press my back against the wall, and I look around the corner and I see one girl and two men. I smirk and get in front of them, I shoot the two guys in the head, then fall to the ground, the girl holds the gun to me, but I can see her hands shakes, "you scared?" I taunt, she shakes her head, "n-no," she stutters, I roll my eyes, "sure you aren't," I shoot her in the leg.

She falls to the ground crying out, "P-please don't," she holds her hand up, "shut up," I smile before shooting her right between the eyes. I sigh and turn around. I gasp when a sharp stab went through my stomach. I look up and I see Ryder.

I look down and I see blood coming out of my stomach, he pulls out the knife and stabs me again, I gasp, my head lands on his shoulder. He moves my hair out of my face to behind my ear, "I told you that you will die in my arms," I feel blood come out of my mouth, I feel my body go limp, "fuck y-you," I whisper before I see black.

Dead.

So that is what you see when you are dead.

You see nothing.

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