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I lay a red rose on Bella's casket; a tear drop does down my cheek.

After I called Damon, they came straight where we were at.

As soon as Ares saw Bella's body, he cried and put her into his lap, he tried to wake her up, but he couldn't.

Damon held me in my arms, I sobbed, and I couldn't stop.

I bit my lip from not crying, "I'm sorry I couldn't save you," I lay my hand on her gravestone, "I promise I will take care of Kat and Ares," my voice cracks, I sniff, "I'll miss you, Bell," my throat tightens to where I couldn't breathe. "I don't think I can do this without you, Bells," I sob, my throat hurts.

Damon comes up beside me, "we got to go, Angelo," I nod, "I'll be there in a sec," he smiles down at me and walks off, I bend down to my knees to Bella's grave, "I love you, Bella, I always will, I will never forget you," I wipe my eyes.

I get off of the ground and go to Damon, "where Ares?" look around for him, "in the house," Damon grabbed my hand, I look back at Bella's grave, "I'll miss her," I whisper, Damon killed the side of my head, "she's at peace, Angelo," he cupped my chin, "now we got to let her rest," he spoke softly.

Let her rest.

I gasped awake; Damon turned his head and looked at me, "nightmare?" I nod. I rub my eyes and set straight in the chair, Ares comes in the room with Kat, "go stay with Ace, I got to talk to Alaska and Damon," he kissed her cheek, "where's mommy?" she asked, Ares stroked her cheek, "she's hurt, but she is going to be fine. Now go to Ace," Kat gives her father a hug and goes to Ace.

Ares comes and sets in a chair right in front of me and Damon, "how is she?" Damon sets up, Ares sighed, "she is fine, the bullet went right above her heart," all I can think about is the baby, "what about the baby? Is the baby, ok?" I say frantically.

Ares bite his lip, "the baby is ok, for a second Bella's heart stopped, but they were able to bring her back, the baby was not hurt, and we also found out that she is three weeks pregnant," a tiny smile touched his lips.

A tear drop goes down my face, "I'm glad that she is ok," I lay my head on Damon's shoulder, "me to," Ares and Damon both say, "did thy say when she will be awake?" They put her under sugary, but we don't know when she will wake up, "they said in the next hour or two," she replies, "well I'm going to go to the house to get more clothed and I should take a shower and get all of this dried blood off of me," I did not have time last night to take a shower.

I get up from the chair, "I'll go with you," Damon gets up grabbing his jacket, "I can do this on my own, Damon," I chuckle, "oh, I know, I got to get a few things," he walks pasted me. "Ass," I mutter, ARs chuckled, "don't have too much fun," I give Ares the finger and walked out of the hospital.

When me and Damon arrive home, I go to my room and get some clothes. As I was packing my clothes, I see Nev walk in, "oh thank God, I did not know where you were," she gives me a big hug, I hug her back, "don't worry I'm fine, but Bella got shot and he is in the hospital right now, so I'm going to stay there for a couple of days," I inform her, she pulls out of the hug, "is she going to be alright?" she sounded and looked concerned. I nod, "yes," I smile. Nev smiled back, "I'm glad that she is ok," she pats my shoulder.

She goes over to my bed and grabs her purse, "I'm started working at the bar, so if you need me call me," she tells me. "Ok, but when you get home, and you make sure to feed and water the dogs?" I cross my arms, "will do," she gives me another smile before she walks out the door.

I hurry and take a quick shower. After my shower I put on my grey sweatpants and a shirt on. When I was done, I go to Damo's office and walk in, "hey, you ready?" I ask him, get sets up from his chair, "yep let's go," he slowly walks by me, then stops right in front of me, he looks at me up and down, my body shovers at his stare, "your beautiful, Angelo," Damon rasped.

My mouth opens to speak but I can't say a thing, he smirked, "what, Angelo? Cat got your tongue?" He moved closer to me; my breathing got sharp. He gently grabbed my jaw, my eyes flutter shut, "open your eyes, Alaska," my eyes snap open at the ay he said my name.

I back up till my back reached the desk, my flex my jaw, he comes right in front of me, "Damon," I whisper breathlessly, Damon pressed his body on mine, to where I can feel everything, I sigh, putting my hands on the desk to keep my balance.

Fuck.

Damon grabbed the back of my neck; I whimper when he moved his body off of mine, he chuckled, "I could feel you getting wet," my mouth waters. His mouth hovers over mine, "kiss me," I whisper, grabbing ahold of his face. Then his lips were on mine, me and him both groan at the taste of us.

Damon roughly puts me up on the desk, knocking something over, but we don't pay any mind to it, I wrap my legs around him pulling him closer me. He grinds on me, I moan, Damon pulled my hair, I bite my lip when he kissed down my neck to my collarbone, "Damon we can't right now," I breathe, but my body does not listen to me, I slowly grind on him, wanting more of him.

He is rock hard, I can feel him, long, hard, thick.

All the flashbacks come back to me, making me water. "Damon," I groan, he sucks on my neck, leaving a hickey. Damon grinds on me harder.

I think I might die...

Then the door opened.

I gasp pushing Damon away. I put my head down and wipe my lips, I look up and see Damon giving Ares a death stare, Ares just smiles, "if you want, I can leave," Ares says, "yes" "no" me and Damon say at the same time, I get off of the desk and pull down my pants a bit, I clear my throat "so why are you here?" I cross my arms, "Bella is awake," my eyes widen, "come on," I hurry out the door.

When we got back to the hospital I go straight to Bella's room. When I walk in, I see her eyes are shut and a bunch of IVs in her arm, I go over to her and set down by her, I grab her hand and squeeze it, her eyes lowly open, "hi, Al," she rasped, I smile holding her hand tighter, "hi," I smile, she grins back at me, "I thought I was dead," she looked up at the celling, "we all thought that," I whisper.

Then she put her hand on her stomach, her eyes widen, I can see her heartbeat go up, "the baby. Is the baby, ok?" Bella looked over at me with wide eyes, "yes, the baby is doing just fine," she let out a sigh of relief, "thank God," she mumbled.

She looks behind me, I glace around and see Ares and Damon. Bella smiled at Ares; he smiles back at her. I let go of her hand and let Ares go to her. "I'll be back later, Bells," she nods.

I go out of her room, and I go to the snack bar, when I grab the strawberry, a hand grabs it out of mine, I turn around and see Damon eating it, I cross my arms, "what do you think you're doing?" I tilt my head, he smirked and slowly come over to me, my body tensed, "you if you're up for it," he licks his lips, I gasp.

Smooth.

I shake my head, "no," I glare, Damon smiles, "why not? You sure enjoyed that kiss," I could feel his breath on my lips, that makes my knees go weak. My eyes harden, "I thought you didn't love me?" I backfire, he freezes. He sighs.

"Alaska, we need to talk," he tells me.

"Wow," that is all I have to say.

Damon told me that Ryder told him to leave me alone or he would kill me.

"I'm sorry Alaska, I should have told you," I shake my head, "no, it is ok," U give him a hug, "so what does that make us?" I pull away from the hug. I sigh, "I want Ryder dead before we get into a relationship," I say, "that's ok," Damon kissed my knuckle. "All I want you to know is that I love you," he whispered against my lips, I scrunch up my nose, "and I love you too," I kiss him.

He grabbed my face, he bites my lips, "can Ya'll get a room?" Damon groans, I put my thumb on his lip and turn around, and I see Ace, "fuck you," I mouth, he glared at me, "sorry I don't do ugly," he says back making my mouth drop open, Damon glare at him, "I will leave you outside tonight. Now go," Ace flips us off.

I see Kat follow him.

Cute.

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