I watch as Jade and Bella play with each other.

I still can't believe that Ares named the dog that he got for Bella after her.

He loves her so much...

Ace comes down the stairs wearing grey sweatpants, "you need to learn to wear a shirt," Ares already goes around in his boxers and I see enough of that. Ace ignores me and walk to the kitchen. I sigh.

I get up and go to Bella's room, "hey I'm bored," I groan plopping on the bed. Bella just continues to fold her laundry, "Bella," I snack the clothes form her hand, "what?" She puts her hands on her hips, "I'm bored," I throw my hands up in the air, "is your other friend here?" She picks up her shirt, "no, she went to the bar, she will be back later tonight," I roll over on my side, "Ares told me that we might have to get someone that might have information about the Irish Mafia," Bella goes and put the clothes in for closet.

I follow her, "sounds good to me, I'll get ready," I was walking away when Bella calls me, "hey, can you go Damon's office and see where the papers are? They are in a blue folder," She asked, "sure," I go down the hall and to Damon's office, I open the door and I do not see him.

I go behind his desk and look through his desk. All I see his paperwork. When I did not find it in his desk, I go to his cabinets, I open them, and I see a lot of whiskey and alcohol drinks, I move them, and I see a folder, but it was not blue it was white and had my favorite flower on it. I go to reach for it, but I stop.

Should I?

Hell yes.

I grab the folder and open it, the first thing I see was a picture of me. I was smiling with a lot of roes in my hand. Then it came to me, Damon took this picture of me. I move the picture and I see notes.

My eyebrows pull as I read it.

It was like an apology to me, it says things like, "I'm sorry angelo," or like, "I do love you, don't think I don't," I flip another page and it was the something over and over again, "I love you Alaska Amana," over and over again, for I think ten pages.

my eyes widen when I see a picture of me, a draw picture. It was beautiful.

My hair was curly and blown back like I was in the wind; I was wearing a long black dress. It looks like I was on a rock by the sea, I had two flowers in my hand, one was a red rose, and the other was a white rose, I was smiling.

I looked beautiful.

My head lifted up when footsteps was coming to the office, "shit," I mutter, I put the folder back and I close the cabinet.

I go to the desk and set at the end of it, the door opened, and I see Damon, when he lifted his head and saw me, he reached for his gun, but then put his and down when he realized it was me, I grin and push myself off of the desk, "what are you doing in here, angelo?" The way he said my nickname made my shut my legs close. I knew that Damon saw me do it because he smirked at me.

I clear my throat, "do you have a blue folder?" I ask, Damon goes to his desk and pulls out his keys, 'why?" He asked as he unlocked his desk, "me and Bella are going to get the guy that might have information about the Irish's," I reply, he nods and takes out the blue folder. "Here," he hands me the folder.

"Thanks," I lick my lips, his eyes go straight to my lips, "stops biting your lip," his deep voice demand, I release my bottom lip, "I'll see you later," I drop my head to hide my blush. I go to Bella's room and she has Kat in her arms, "got it," I place the folder on the desk, "I'll be back, Katerina," she sets her down, "but I don't want you to go," she huffs crossing her arms.

Bella bends down and runs her thumb across Kat's chubby cheeks, "I'll be back I promise," she holds up her pinky finger and unlocks it with Katerina's pinky finger, she smiled, and gives her mom a hug, "I love you mommy," Bella smiled and kissed the side of her head, "I love you to, lyubovʹ," (love) "now go to your father," she pats her head.

I smile when Kat goes by me.

I wish that I had my mother.

Bella puts on her leather jacket, "come on," she grabs her keys, and we go out the door to her Jeep. "Let my see the folder," Bella holds out her hand, I put the folder in her hand, "this place is not too far. It is a warehouse about four miles from here," she lays the folder back down.

When we were on the road, I couldn't stop thinking about the folder I found in Damon office. Does he still love me? If so, then why the hell would he lie about not love me? I just don't get it.

"Do you think Damon lied to me about not loving me?" I ask Bella still looking out the window, "why would he lie?" She scoffed sounding nervous, I glance over at her, "I don't know that's why I'm asking you," I raised both of my eyebrows at her, her jaw clenched, "if you know something, you would tell me, wouldn't you?" I straighten my back, she nods instantly, "of course I would, I would never hide something from you," Bella gives me a smile.

Then why do I feel like I'm being lied to.

I chose to ignore my thoughts and look back out the window.

When we arrive at the warehouse, we get out of the car, I get out of gun, "were staying together," I tell her. "Ok," she mutters. We go to the front of the warehouse, and I slowly open the door. "There are two, males right in front of the entrance," I mumble, "we have our silencer," Bella pulls them out, "good," I put mine on, "ok we can slowly walk in without them hearing us," I inform Bella, "sounds good to me," she whispers, and we slowly walk in.

We point the gun at each of the head, and we pull the trigger, they both fall to the ground with blood coming out of there head. We search around the warehouse, and we see no one, "are you sure that there here?" I ask, "yes," she said, putting her gun away, "maybe they knew that we would come so they moved," I wonder, "probably," Bella mutters.

Then gun shoots ring out, I see Bella face turn white, and she fall to the floor, "no," I yell, going to Bella. She got shot in the shoulder, but it is close to her heart, "stay with me," I cup her cheek, she coughs up blood, "kill him," she wheezed out, "I can't leave you," I sob, she grabs my hand, "I still have time, kill him and then call Ares," she puts my hand over her heart, can still feel her heart beat, but it is weak.

I nod, "I love you," I place a kiss on her forehead, I lay her head down softly, and get up, "I'm going to have fun killing you," I run up to him, I feel a sharp sting in my stomach, I look down and my mouth open as I see a knife in my stomach, "fucking bitch," I groan, I look up and fear ran through my body.

I see Ryder.

"Nice to see you again, baby," his Irish accent came out, "I'm going to kill you," I grit, he laughs darkly, "have fun doing that with a knife in your stomach," he walks away, "get her, and take Bella to the hole," a man comes up at me. I grab the handle of the knife, "you keep on underestimating me," I groan when I pull the knife out of my stomach. The man eyes widen, I grab him by his hair, "if your leader doesn't face up, I will kill every one of you guys," I slowly cut his throat, blood goes down the knife to my hand.

I throw him to the grown, I see one guy come at me, I take out my gun and shot him in the head, I gap when I feel a kick in my stomach where my wound is, "you fucker!" I scream, I grab his hand and twist it till I feel it crack, he screams in pain, I kick him in the knee, he falls to the ground on his knees, "I'm sorry," he sobbed, I smirk, "no you're not," I stab in in the stomach, "do you like that," I grip his hair harder, he shakes his head, "no," he cried. I take out the knife and stab him in the throat. I push him to the ground.

I let out a breath and wipe the blood off of my forehead, I look over at Bella and run to her, "Bella?" I whisper, but her eyes are not opening, "no, no, no," I grab my phone, and call Damon, "yes, angelo?" He answered, "Damon," I sob, as I shake Bella trying to wake her up, "what's wrong?" His voice demanded, "it's Bella," I cried, "what? Angelo tells me," I can hear him run down the stairs.

I choke, "she's dead."

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