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I have always been afraid of men.

I guess it was just my past. Men just hurt my mentally and physically, and what Ivan did to me hurt me badly. Bella used to beg for him to do it to her and not me, but he would never listen.

I thought I was never going to find a right man that would threat me right. But that is till I met Damon. He treated me right and he loved me, he even told me, but that night when he yelled at me when I told him I was going to leave he yelled at me for leaving him.

"Alaska you can't fucking leave me, you're the only one I have left," I knew he had Ares, but I know he was not talking about that.

He did have a girlfriend, but his father killed her because he thought Damon would get soft, but that just made him more anger at her father. I also know that Damon had it worse than Ares, his father hurt Damon more than Ares, but they both had it bad, and they did not deserve that.

"You know what would look good in this house?" Nev popped me out of my thoughts, I hum "what?" I set my chin in the palm of my hand, "more plants," my mouth drops open, "we already have like twenty plants in the house, I don't think we need more," she rolls her eyes, "I got to go to work, what are you going to do when I'm gone?" she gets up from her bed and takes off her shirt putting on a new shirt on.

"I think I'm going to go to the gym today, I have not been there in three weeks," I tell her, "are you going to take Mr. pretty face with you?" she wiggles her eyebrows, I roll my eye, "it is not like I have a choice, do I?" I lay on my back looking up at the celling, "no I think," he drawls, I groan. "We ran out of whisky, can you go to the store and get more," I tell her. "Ok I will, bye," we hug each other and say our goodbyes and she left the house.

Damn is still sleeping on the couch.

When I was about to get up my phone rings, I sigh and grab it and see that Bella is calling me. I smile and put the phone to my ear, "hey," I can hear the smile on her face, "hey, what you doing?" I lay on my side, "nothing, just asking what is going on over there," she said, "nothing really, Nev just left for work, I'm lying on my bed, and Damon is still sleeping," I say. "Still no luck finding your parents?" A sigh came out of my mouth, "to be honest I just stopped looking for them, I searched everywhere for them, and I can't find shit," I explain.

There was a moment of silence between us before Bella spoke, "do you want me to come over and help you?" she asked, I shake my head, "no, it is fine I will find them. it just seems like they are hiding, but from what and why is what I don't get," I mutter, "ok, well if you need any help, you call me, I can leave Kat here with Ares and I will be on the next plane," I smile. Bella has always been helpful even when she did not want to be.

She is a good person she just doesn't show it.

I chuckles, "no Bell I'm ok, I promise, I might ask Damon to help me if he is up for it," I been wanting to ask him, but I keep on forgetting.

Then I hear talking in the background, "hey Al I go to go, love you," we say our goodbyes and I hung up. I put my phone back on the nightstand and go change.

When I was done with my morning routine I go out and see Damon walking out of the bathroom the same time I walked out of my room, when Damon seen me, I see his eyes brighten, my heart fluttered, "Goodmorning angelo," butterflies hit me like a train, but I brushed them off, "Goodmorning Damon," I gently smiled at him.

I go to the kitchen and make us both a cup of coffee, "I'm thinking about going to the gym today," I tell him while sipping my coffee, he hums nodding, "what time?" he asked, I look at the time, it is seven in the morning, "in an hour I got to go get dressed, but I want to get some breakfast first," I mutter, "I seen a cafe on my way to your house last night, we can go there," Damon suggested, I shrugged, "sure."

When I was finished with my coffee I go to my closet and put on some back jean and a dark red Tak top. I look down my body in the mirror, I see many tattoos up and down my leg. I got my first tattoo when I was 15 years old, it is on my collarbone, and it is a sword, because my first kill was with a sword.

My second tattoo is on my leg, and it is a snake, it is going up my thigh to my kneecap, and I have small tattoos everywhere else. Counting all of them I have thirty tattoos, up and down my body, and my favorite one is between my breasts, it is it is a big flower it goes all the way to the middle of my stomach; it is my favorite white rose.

It was my latest one, Damon made me get it.

Putting my hair up in a ponytail I go back out to the living room, I see Damon is in a pair of black sweatpants and a black shirt. "Come on," he says, I go with him, and we go out to his mustang, we get in the car he starts it to life, and we drive to the cafe. As we arrive to the cafe, we both get out and walk to the entrance, "what do you want?" Damon pulls out his wallet, "just two croissant rolls and one donut, please," he nods, "you know you don't have to pay I have money," I says, "I know but I want to," he says softly, I smile at him.

He's so cute.

"Go set down I will be there with your food," I nod and go set down by a window, I let out a little sigh and smile.

I'm happy, for a long time I am happy.

My phone buzzed; I reach my hand in my back pocket. I see that the texted was from an unknow number, my brows pull together, I unlock my phone and tap on the text message. My eyes widen and my heart drops to the floor when I read the text.

I look out the window to see if anybody is looking at me. There was no one. I feel my heartbeat faster and faster to where that is the only thing I can hear.

I have a feeling it is someone I know but I need to make sure.

I have a feeling it is him.

Oh God I thought I got rid of him he can't be here.

I gasp when I feel a large hand on my back, I snap out of my thoughts, "angelo, you ok?" Damon sounds worried, I slowly nod, "Yes, just thinking," I can see that he does not believe that, but he does not push me.

I see that he does not have any food, "did you not get anything to eat?" I tilt my head, he spreads his legs more and adjust his hips by moving them up and down, I feel tingling down south making me squeeze my legs together. "No, I just wanted you to eat, don't worry about me," he puts his large hand on my shoulder, "I think I will always worry about you, Damon," I whisper, "well that is not your job," he grins, I grin back at him.

I let out a big deep breath before talking, "I missed you," I coffees, I see him straighten more, "I missed you to Alaska, more than you know," he muttered the last part, but I could still hear what he said. I bit the inside of my cheek.

"I need help fining my parents," I say, Damon licks the inside of his cheek, "ok but it will be a while, because I got to go all the way to Italy to do that. Unless you want to call Ares, because he is the one that is taking over since I'm not there to do that," I take the bite of my croissant roll, "I will call Bell when we get home," I tell him, "But for now we can see if we can hack into their credit cards or the cameras around where they were last seen, if you want?" that sounds good to me, "sure," I smile.

When I was done with my food we head over to the gym, "is anyone else going to be there?" He asked, "Nope, so it is going to just be me and you," I see a devilish smirk appear on his face, but it disappeared as fast as it appeared.

I put my gym bag down and take off my tank top revealing my sports bar, I turn around and my mouth open at what I see.

Damon is shirtless I can get a better look at him than last night, but I can still see his eight pack, his golden tan skin shined in the sunlight that was shining in the guy room, my mouth waters wanting to lick his chest all the way to his-

"Alaska," Damon deep voce snapped me out of my thoughts, "are you done staring?" a cocky smirk played on his lips, I bite my bottom lip making is eyes go down to my lip then his eyes go to my tits, I look down at my chest and see that my nipple are hard, and you can see them through the fabric, I let out a low chuckle, "now are you done staring? I smirk. He just rolls his eyes and grab a wrap to put around our knuckles.

After wrapping our hands, we go to the ring, "you come here often?" Damon asked as we get into our fighting position, "yes, every week, not every day but I usually come on the weekends," I duck quickly when he made the first move by trying to punch me, "you got to be faster than that, love," I have always used that nickname with him.

And he loves it.

Mostly when we are fucking, but whatever.

"Come closer," he moves two of his fingers at me, I slowly move towers him, "good girl," he said raspy, I gulp and get in my position, I try to kick him, but he shoves my foot making me grunt, "come on, you can do better than that," I glare at him.

Fuck face, motherfucker.

He tries to punch me in my lower stomach, but I move to the side just in time, when he does not make another move, I do. I make quick move and punch him in the lower gut, he bends down but then gets back up, I kick him in the shin, but he does not budge, I go to kick him in the stomach but then grabs my foot and pushes me to the floor, I grunt and get up.

"You need to go faster, angelo," I grunt as I go into punch him, he cheches it and pulls me closer to his chest, my other hand went on his chest, my breath got caught in my throat when I see how close we are, I can smell his minty and whiskey breath on my lips, my mouth parts. He leans closer to me.

I use my hand to twist his wrist, he hissed I hood my leg around his left and I trip him making him all to the ground with a grunt, I grin and step my foot on each side of him, "first rule: doon't get distracted," I wink and move.

I go to my gym bag and pull out my water.

"We can do cardo for an hour then we have to go home," I tell Damon. "Ok," he agreed.

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After an hour we are finally home, I set my bag down by the door, "I got to go take a shower," I announced, "Nev will be home less than an hour so don't walk around with just a towel," I glance back at him, "why?" Damon looked concerned, "she might jump you," a laugh came from him. It was rich and soft.

"Noted," He chuckles.

I smile and go take a shower then go to bed.

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