"So what's the plan for the next few days?" I ask

"Today is gonna be another chill day, tomorrow we're gonna do a group cooking stream, and we have plans the day after. Then everyone leaves that next day" Wilbur answers

"Dude, wait, we only have 4 days.." Tubbo says sadly

"I swear, I might cry when y'all leave-" I say

"Hey, at least you'll have me!" Sapnap says with jazz hands

I just smile "Yeah, so glad!" Sarcasm dripping in my voice

He just rolls his eyes

"So what're y'all gonna do?" Ranboo asks me, Tubbo, and Tommy

"I should probably stream, haven't done it since the lore stream. My fans are still shook"

"Cool, whatcha gonna do?" Tubbo asks

"I don't knowwwwww, I don't really wanna play on the smp but there's nothing really else to do"

Tubbo hums in response

"I hate when that happens" Ranboo says

"Help me find ideas" I say, grabbing my phone

"How so?" Tommy asks

"I don't know, look at other people's videos or something. I can credit the original creators"

"I shall look at Quackity's" Tubbo says, looking down at his phone

We all scroll through looking for things to do

Until suddenly Tubbo bursts out in laughter

"What? Did you find something?" I ask

"I, uh, yeah I did" I he says in between laughs and shows me his phone

My mouth widens "Tubbo" I look him dead in the eyes "You want me to read fanfictions about myself on stream?"

He looks at me back "Yes?"

I shake my head and let out a sigh "It'd make good content"

All 4 of us start laughing

"PLEASE LET US BE THERE WHILE YOU DO IT" Tubbo begs

"Fineeeeee"

"This is gonna be hilarious" Ranboo says

*Time skip brought to you by Lovejoy my beloved*

"Hello stream! Hope you're all doing well" I greet my chat

"As you might have read, I have 3 special guests. Tubbo, Ranboo, and Tommy. A round of applause for the morons!"

"I am no less of a moron then you are, woman" Tommy says

"Are you sure about that?" Tubbo asks

"I- TUBBO" He yells back

"This is gonna be chaotic" a ranboo says

I take a look at my chat

poodwattle: 4/4 MINOR CREW

skyboob: MC 4/4

Red_wolf04: YO THE WHOL CREW IS HERE

alskslm1970: STREAM IS CRACKED

I giggle at my chat going crazy

"Ok chat, so you're probably wondering what we're doing today..." I say with a sigh

"I want credit for this idea!" Tubbo shouts

"Wouldn't Quackity get the credit since he did this first?" Ranboo asks

"Yeah, credit to quackity for this idea. Today we're reading fanfictions about me!" I say

My chat explodes with "LMAOS" "POGGG" and "WHAT IF SHE READS MINE"

"Off to the forbidden website that is Wattpad" I say as I open a tab and type it in

"We're gonna have to make an account" Tommy says

I turn around and look at him with a blank stare and out my lips in a straight line

"Wait-" he bursts out in laughter as he realizes

"Wait what?" Tubbo asks, not understanding

I log into my account

"YOU HAVE A WATTPAD ACCOUNT??" Ranboo yells

"I WAS IN MANY FANDOMS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER OK?" I defend myself

"WAIT WAIT WAIT, LEMME SEE YOUR READING LIST" Tubbo says, reaching over

"HOW DO YOU KNOW WATTPAD HAS READING LISTS IF YOU'VE NEVER BEEN IN IT, HUH TUBBO?" I interrogate him

"YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S BEEN CURIOUS ABOUT FANFICS ABOUT THEM" He defends

I look at all the 3 boys

"Have you all looked at fanfiction of yourselves before??"

"Yeah.." Ranboo and Tommy answer together

We all bursts out in laughter

"Welp, you get to see my journey through this"

I put my username in the search bar "Skylitdreamer x reader"

"Alright, the first one that comes up is called 'My Dreamer'-" I read out

"This is gonna be great" Tubbo says

"Wait, are we gonna do it how Quackity did it?" Tommy asks "Like we need one of us to be the reader"

"Well it obviously can't be me" I say, since I'd be reading my parts

"Right, chat you choose. Ranboo, Tubbo, or Tommy" I say, making a poll for my chat

Ranboo wins

"How am I not surprised?" Tubbo says

"This is all Wilbur's fault.." I murmur

"Why, why me. I live in a constant state of pain" Ranboo says with a sigh

"Welp, I suppose let's get on with this, I guess..."

"It's reader pov, you have to read it Ranboo" Tommy says

"Bruhhhh, whyyy" He whines

Ranboo clears his throat

"I was streaming Bedwars. I was a fairly small steamer, only getting around 2k viewers each stream. However, I was happy because I was getting some recognition. I loved the Dreamsmp and a lot of the creators were a big inspiration for me. Especially Skylitdreamer. No one knew what she looked like, but I found her so attracTIVE WHAT THE HECK I DON'T WANT TO SAY THAT IN STREAM-" Ranboo reads out, yelling in embarrassing

I was blushing and holding my face in my hands

"This is a disaster" I mumble as Tommy and Tubbo are laughing their asses off

"CONTINUE, CONTINUE" Tubbo yells

Ranboo sighs, again and continues reading "It was a normal stream, really. I had gone caught up with the game, not really paying attention to chat. "CRAP, I DIED" I yell and look over at chat and notice it's crazy speeds. I immediately look at my viewer count and notice that it's at 5k, 3k more than I usually get. Suddenly the raid message appeared on my screen saying 'Raid from Skylitdreamer with a party of 5,361!'"

He stops for a second "Why do I have to do this, again?"

"SHUT UP AND READ" Tommy yells

"WHAT THE HELL? RAID FROM SKYLITDREAMER? THAT'S LIKE MY FAVORITE STREAMER, THANK YOU SO MUCH HOLY COW" He continues, changing 'Crap' to 'Cow'

"I suddenly get a donation and look at it and see it's $100 from, once again, Sky herself" She continues

"Wait, do I read this part?" I ask

"I think so" Tubbo says so I begin reading it

"hey! I really enjoy your content and was wondering if you'd like some bedwars advice? ;) just accept my friend request on discord!"

"Oh my gosh, this is insane, I'll totally accept" Ranbo says

*Time skip brought to you by mcc*

"I stare intensely into their eyes. I still couldn't believe I was finally with the person I cared for most. They went from just a fan, to my biggest crush I've ever had" I read out, embarrassingly

"THEY'RE ABOUT TO KISS, YES!" Tubbo yells, seeming wayyyyy too into the story

"SHUT UP, TUBBO LET THEM ACT" Tommy yells back

I sigh "My gaze goes from their eyes to their lips"

"May I?" Jaxon asks, reading the part for the reader

"I answer their question with shortening the distance between us, until it was nothing at all. Their lips were so soft and fluffy, like a cloud. Maybe that's be the nickname I'd call them" I say, incredibly uncomfortably knowing that technically "Reader" was Jaxon

"POV SWITCH, POV SWITCH, RANBOO" Tommy yells

I bang my head in my desk in embarrassment

"Please, why" Jaxon says, fake crying, but the pain was oh so real

"I could've believe it. I was kissing Skylitdreamer. This only happened in my dreams, but now they're in real life. I suppose that dream's do come tr- WAIT WHAT THE HECK? HOW?? WHAT? WAIT" Jaxon says, the sentence he was reading changing as he read it

My head shoots up "WHAT?? AW, HELL NAH"

"WAIT?? WHY ARE Y'ALL GOING INSANE?" Tubbo asks

"BECAUSE I LITERALLY SAID THAT TO HER YESTERDAY AT THE PARK" Jaxon yells

"WAIT, ARE YOU SAYING THAT SKY IS YOUR DREAM GIRL?" Tubbo yells even louder

"DID YOU TWO KISS OR SOME SHIT?" Tommy also yells

"NONONOONONONONNONOONONO" We both yell and repeat

"I WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW I WANTED TO DREAM ABOUT US GOING TO A PARK AND HE MADE A DUMB JOKE- OH MY GOSH THIS IS A NIGHTMARE" I try to defend

"WELL ACCORDING TO RANBOO, IT'S NOT A NIGHTMARE IT'S A DREAM" Tommy yells

"THAT'S IT. STREAM OVER. THANKS FOR JOINING EVERYONE, GOODBYE." I yell as I end stream

I turn around back the boys who were still yelling. Blush evident on both me and Jaxon's cheeks

I was about to jump in on the argument, before I got a call. I saw it was my mom so I left the room, went into the hallway and answered the call

"Hey mom, what's up?" I say into the phone

"Hey hun.." She says, sadness evident in her voice

"Is everything alright?" I ask, my stance changing to a more worried and alert one

"Well, I'm not sure how to really say this, but your father is in the hospital.."

My heart drops

"What?? Wait wait, what happened? Is he ok? When did this happen?" I say, my breaths getting faster and shorter

"Willow, calm down. The doctors say he had a heart attack. They're looking at him right now. There's no intel on how he's going to be. We just need to wait, hun"

I feel tears roll down my cheek

"O-ok, p-please keep me updated" I say, in the verge of completely breaking down

"I will, love. I love you" She says

"I love y-you too" I say before hanging up

I slowly slide down the wall and break a hand up too my mouth. Sobs escaping from me and tears rapidly falling down

I hear a door open quickly, but pay no attention to it

"Yeah, I'll comfort them and then I'll make my way over" I hear Clay say "Ok, ok yeah. Love you too, ma"

"Willow, Willow, hey it's gonna be alright" I feel his arms wrap around me and I sob into his shoulder

He shushes my crying, it brings me some comfort but not much

I hear the door next to me open

"Hey, Wi- Oh my gosh what happened??" I hear Jaxon's worried voice

"Our dad had a heart attack" Clay answers and my tears get stronger

"Oh shit.." Jaxon murmurs, his swearing slightly surprises me but my mind was to preoccupied to really notice

"I'm gonna head over to the hospital once she calms down"

"Here, I can comfort her. You go tell Wilbur and Phil and everyone" Jaxon says

"You sure?" Clay asks

"Totally, do whatever you need"

"You gonna be ok, Will?" Clay asks

I barely nod

"Thanks, Ranboo" I hear from Clay before his arms and warmth leave me

I try to hide my ugly crying face from ranboo by hiding it as much as possible in my knees

"Hey, Willow it's gonna be ok" A different pair of arms wrap around me

I lean into them and he rubs my arms as to try to comfort

Ranboo POV

We had been sitting he for a while. I was trying to think of ways I could comfort her. I had texted Tommy and Tubbo about what happened and we agreed to just have me stay with them for now

That's when I realized that she had told me something that calmed her one day

Music

"Would you like me to sing to you? I know songs help you out.." I say under my breath

She nods on my chest

I think of songs to sing to her. She had told me some of her favorites.

Doesn't she like All of Me by John Legend? And it's a calm song

I clear my throat, a little self conscious of singing but if it'd help her, then it'd be worth it

"What would I do without your smart mouth" I start

"Drawin me in and you kicking me out. You've got my head spinnin, no kiddin. I cant pin you down"

"What's goin on in that beautiful mind? I'm on your magical mystery ride"

"And I'm sooo dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright"

"My head's under waterrrrr, but I'm breathing fire"

"You're crazy and I'm out of my mind"

I ready myself for the chorus

"Cause alllllll of me~"

"Loves allllllll of you~"

"Love your curves and all your edges"

"all your perfect imperfections"

"Give your alllllll to me~"

"I'll give my allllll to you~"

"You're my end and my beginnin"

"Even when I lose, I'm winnin"

"Cause I give you allllll of me~"

"And you give me alllllll of you, ohhh~"

"Your singing is beautiful, I'm sorry I look so ugly when I cry" I hear her small voice

Wow, the next few lyrics are perfect for that sentence

"How many times do I have to tell you?"

"Even when you're crying you're beautiful too"

"The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood"

"You're my downfall, you're my muse. My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues"

"I can't stop sining, it's ringing in my head for you"

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I end the song off and I notice that her cries are just small sniffles, now

"Thank you, Jaxon" She says

"Of course, Willow It's gonna be alright" I reassure

She looks up at me

I was right when I sang that lyric, she's even beautiful when she's crying

Why is she so beautiful, no matter what....

Words: 2276

Date: May 12th, 2021