we stand here, cold, outside the tour bus. i said goodbye to everyone except payton. payton walks up to me and i can feel my eyes begin to fill with tears. i run into his arms and give him the biggest hug possible. "dont forget about me" i say, crying. "i could never, i promise" he replies, reassuringly. we kiss and he goes to walk on to the bus "i love you!" i yell out. he walks inside. maybe he didnt hear me?