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it was nighttime and the moon glistened through the white silky curtains that where gradually blowing from the winter breeze.

finn and y/n had always spoken before they went to bed. It was never a surprise if they stayed up till the next day, or if they slept while face timing.

today was just another one of those days where they talked and talked for hours about god knows what.

"she.can.stay.bored." y/n spoke towards the screen. which unsurprisingly showed a smiling finn.

it was evident that he loved it when she was jealous. he would just never admit it. he wasn't "bold" enough for that.

"and she will" he replied with that smile that was still painted on his face.

"she fucking better, you fuck face" she tried to stay serious but finns face was hard to make that possible. she always laughed at it. not cause it was ugly or anything of that sort, on the contrary. she just always smiled whenever she saw him.

(a/n this is so fucking wack. but some of y'all asked for this 🤢. okay let's continue)

"lets stop talking about her yea ?..i'm annoyed by her name. i hear it everyday. i don't need to hear it as i'm talking with you"

"as you fucking should be, she's annoying in general and-" the song of finns door opening had caused her to stop speaking further more than she has.

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that annoying high pitched voice rang through my ears non stop.

ẇ̢ḫ̢̓̈́o̺̽́̚͟ͅ'̿ͅŝ͖͐͜ ͕̦̬͖͋̒͗͊̾͜ă̧͙̹͇͂̇̈ǹ̡̲̤̐̕n̖̔ǒ̢̻̠̖͚̂̾̽͞yi̖̬̓͝ṅ͍͔͚͚̔̆̚g̻̱͒͛ ͛͢?she laughed closing the door behind her causing finn to sigh and roll his eyes without her knowing.

that's when her face popped on my computer screen. i never wanted to gouge someone's eyes out more than ever. that little smile on her face wasn't as innocent as she intended it to be.

"you are, pamala...now if you can be such a great "pal" can you i don't know maybe take off your face from the screen cause my computer screen seems like it's about to crack any second now.." sarcasm was evidently leaving my lips each time i spoke to her.

"nice to see you too" she says whilst her eyes squinted at me...as well as that same distorted smile that she had glued onto her face.

finn slowly backed up with his chair noticing that pamala was close to sitting on his lap. it was clear that he felt really uncomfortable. i didn't blame him, she was just a walking ball of discomfort.

"wish i could say the same ratmala" i was hoping this would make her leave but knowing her, she wouldn't.

"don't be so rude y/n, i just wanted to pass by and say something to finn..but since you're here i'll tell him later"

"no, no, don't let me stop you. go ahead, feel free to ask him" i crossed my arms and smiled knowing she wouldn't even budge.

"i don't think-"

"of course you don't think, but that's nothing new. ask him, i mean it's not like it's nothing bad pamala...or is it ?" i raised my eyebrows feeling satisfied that she was tensing up

"yea ratma- i mean pamala you can ask me anything in front of her..there's no harm in that is there ? i'm assuming it's just a yes or no question.." finn sat back in his chair while fiddling with his fingers. both eyebrows were raised on his face nearly touching his fucking hair from how high this fucker can raise them.

"i-i.." she started

"oh come on pamala, we don't bite. just get on with it so i can talk with my boyfriend." i say clarifying the my boyfriend part in the sentence.

she began to peel off her cuticles from how nervous she was. her eyes wouldn't come off of finns.

"i-i was going to ask if you wanted to be my date for the golden globes..considering since everyone has dates but us..and also cause i know that y/n won't be here..."

well fuck.

i really didn't expect her to even ask that...

please say no, please say no.

i mean he has to say no..right ? he can go by himself and have a blast.

i sound controlling as fuck. i have the right to be...i think. i just don't want to sound like i'm the one who has the say in our relationship. as if im the one who makes his choices instead of him.

finn blinked stunned by the question she had proposed to him. he looked down at his feet while no words left his mouth. it was quiet. shocked was definitely written on both of our faces.

finn slowly looked up again and saw me just looking at him waiting for his response to her question.

this was so nerve wracking. i knew his was "MiNe" but at the moment it really doesn't fucking feel like it.

finn answer her, say n o. please.

it's just him going with someone. he's not actually going to stay with her the entire night.

i trust him.

i don't trust her.

i let out a soft sigh knowing that i will regret this later on. i'm regretting it right now even if i haven't done anything yet.

i slowly nodded my head towards him approving that he can take her as a date to the golden globes.

a small smile spread across his lips as he stared at me through the screen. tension was most definitely in the air, even if we weren't all in the same room. you could just feel it.

finn bit his top lip and pinched the bridge of his nose. he looked up at her and soon smiled.

he was going to answer her.

he was going to say yes.

"im sorry...

but...

no"

HELLO MY LUBS.

first of all, i am so sorry for not updating since february or march ? idk it's been a while. i did miss you guys. i just really needed the break, my mental health is fucking shit but it's getting better.

i will be updating my other books as well, just be on the lookout for that hehe.

my writing has gotten to shit these past few months so please don't judge it..ik yall.

this chapter won't be as funny as the others. it will be more..serious but we will get back on the funny shit in the next one i pinky promise 😌.

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