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y/n vanished into thin air and I kept turning my head to see if she was still around here.

"Y/n..." I said hoping she could hear me.

"Y/n !" I shouted

"Where are you ?!" . I questioned

Tell me y/n...please.

"Please don't leave me here !!" I shouted once again.

All the flashing lights were in my face and everyone was dancing to the rhythm of the music forgetting that I was there.

I felt invisible..

My eyes began to tear up and my lips began to quiver.

I looked around once again but there was still no sight of her...

I closed my eyes tight shut and gripped my hair tightly letting the tears escaped from eyes and run down my pale cheeks.

I get emotional.

And it's not an odd thing, but I didn't like feeling this way.

My shoulders had a tight grip on them, meaning someone was holding them.

Y/n..

Was all I could think of.

My frown grew into a huge smile just at the thought of her not leaving me.

She wouldn't do that...she's here with me right now.

I said to myself.

My head immediately shot up and I opened my eyes, revealing the glowing beauty that stood in front of me.

"Missed me that fast ?.." she smiled.

I nodded quickly and immediately pulled her into a hug.

"please don't ever leave me y/n..."

That's when y/n pulled away from the hug leaving me confused.

"Finn. I told you already."

"I'm better off without you..." she explains.

"No..you can't do this to me y/n" I reply

"Y-you care about me, and I care about you-" I was going to continue, instead she cut me off in the middle of my sentence.

"But we don't love each other."She says

I quickly shook my head saying no.

"Yes, yes we do" I complain.

"No, no we don't finn. You tell yourself that just to make it feel like this relationship is actually worth something...when in reality it's not" she argues.

"But do " I say on the verge of tears.

"You're just saying that because I finally mentioned it. If I never had said that, you would have never even told me that...besides we have never told each other that." she says as she shakes her head.

I look at her straight in the eye making my vision go blurry from all the tears clogging up my eyes.

" not " I fight back.

"This thing that we have going on...is a fantasy. It's not real." She says.

She doesn't mean it finn.

She's just playing mind tricks on you.

what if she's not kidding...

Y/n grabs me by the shoulders once again making me look straight into her eyes and nowhere else.

"Listen to me very closely Finn."

"I"

"Am"

"Better !"

"Off"

"Without"

"You"

"And so are you finn.." she adds.

"Get over me, you don't love me !" She shouts.

I harshly get out of her grip and slowly back away from her.

"You aren't y/n.." I whisper to her.

"Yes I am finn, you just want to keep thinking that, hoping that it's true" she chuckles.

I sobbed just looking at her.

"Goodbye Finn."

"No, stop. Don't leave me. Please stop it, ok. I need you and you need me !" I shout

, finn" she scoffs .

I immediately ran towards her to stop her but, she vanished into thin air leaving me by myself once again.

Suddenly my head started to spin. It felt like the entire world was spinning.

Have you ever spun as a child and just suddenly stop, making it feel like you were actually spinning ?...

Well it felt just like that.

She's gone..

She doesn't love me. (You guys "me" autocorrected to Mexico IM CACKLING, ok I'm sort continue with the story)

Our relationship is a fantasy. It's not real.

"She's better off without me" I say as I felt a sharp pain on me knees.

"She's better off without me."

"She's better off without me"

I could feel my breathing start to increase each second. The tears felt like rivers following down my cheeks.

Soon there was a tight grip on my arms which made me look up.

They weren't people...

They were black shadows.

"GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME !"I shouted

The black shadows didn't listen to me and kept their tight grip around my arm.

what are they going to do to me !?

Where are they taking me !?!

i began to panic.

"DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME!"

"WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME ?!?"

"GO AWAY !" I shouted

I turned my head and saw y/n standing there looking at me as if I was crazy.

I immediately got out of the shadows grip and quickly went to y/n.

"What are these things ?!"

She only looked down at me with that same expression never leaving her face.

"What are they doing to me ?!?"

"What do they want !" I shout.

"I-uh, I um" she stuttered.

"please help me !" I cried.

I was literally on me knees hugging the living crap out of her waist.

Please help me..

The tight grip on my arm was back, but this time it was on both of my arms.

"STOP, PLEASE LET ME GO !"

They sat me down somewhere and cornered each spot. I was scared I didn't want to be with these things !

The one in front of me had something in his hand. I don't know what it was but I was felt traumatized and unsafe.

It was just a huge block. It looked like the size of my phone. Suddenly he put it back where it came from and grabbed my arm again.

I didn't fight this time.

There was no point in doing so anyways.

These things would never let me go.

We stopped in our tracks and tried to open something. I have no clue what.

Maybe a fucking cell for prisoners.

Or

Their experiments.

I felt something in the pocket of my pants.

They were searching for something.

"I don't have anything !" I shout.

finally they grabbed something..

My keys.

"NO DONT FUCKING TOUCH THAT YOU ASSHOLES!"

Immediately they opened the door and gently placed me on a bed.

I quickly got up from the bed and started to figure my way towards another room.

I didn't want to be in there with them.

There was a familiar scent that was coming from somewhere..

I know this was stupid of me to do but I followed it in hopes of being away from them.

I entered the white room and looked around. There was no color in it. Everything was white. Including the bed. It looked like a hospital room.

Nonetheless I slowly walked in and decided to plop myself on the bed.

The pillows..

They smelled exactly like y/n.

I grabbed them all and hugged them tightly, digging my head in them whilst I pulled the covers on top of me.

"She's better off without me.." I whispered to myself.

Hellooo

I am back !

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You guys have no idea HOW LONG THIS TOOK TO WRITE.

I'm trying to make this story unique somehow, BUT IM OBVIOUSLY FUCKING FAILING ??

Ok well this is in Finns POV of the incident where he fell down and began to sound like a crackhead.

I hope you guys enjoyed this 😭.

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ALSO THANK YOU SO SO SO SOO MUCH FOR 300k+ READERS !!💖💕💓💞💗💘.

Ok so, many of you guys really enjoyed 💕So I'm thinking if I should do an actual book about that and post every Sunday about the TEA.

If do, the book would be called ☕️

And I am also thinking of adding something in there called 💯which is basically where I talk about important topics, such as insecurities that you guys have and problems with your family to see how we can make each other feel better, or if we have any advice for other people. And you can also send things ANONYMOUSLY or NON ANONYMOUS in my PM's and I'll post it and talk about (I won't show your identity if you want to!) cause this fandom (which I'm not even in ?? Lmao) is so mean and toxic and its disappointing how you guys bring each other down (some of you not all) and it's honestly time we stop that. The book is pretty much something that IS SUPER relatable to everyone, so that anyone can read it and be like "hey I'm not alone on this I'm not the only person who is having family problems" and whatnot because I really want all of you guys to be happy and I want you guys to see that

So please tell me what you think of that ^^ 💕

how did you find or figure out of this book ??

I was walking my roach named Keke, and then this crazy green ogre that was a crackhead came up to me saying "read this book or I'll fucking shank you and make my donkey lick your tiny ass" and then I shouted back no. And then he was like "alright then give me your fucking roach bitch" and then I was like "no please !" But he didn't care. So he grabbed my roach and started to walk him. But then I stopped his green ass and said "ok I'll read the book, just give me back keke the roach." And then he said "ok, here's your roach back" and I said "thank you" I was about to kiss him in the cheek for being nice at the end and then his fucking fat ass green wife FIONA (fucking bitch😡) came out with an ugly ass child and had a gun on her hand. She was like "IMMA SHOOT THE BITCH PUT MY GUN ON MY HIP, SHOOT YOUNG NICK AND RUN AND SHOOT SOME OTHER BITCHES, TAKE MY DICK AND SHOVE IT UP HER ASS !" I was scared for my life. SHE HAD A GUN ON HER HIP BRO 😨. Then me and roach started to slowly back up until she zipped out of her costume. YALL FIONA WAS REMY MA THIS WHOLE TIME ! 😱😱. So then I grabbed keke the roach and DIPPED.

And that's how I read this book. I didn't right it or anything you know 🙌🏽😨.

Ok frs tho all jokes aside tell me how you found out about this book !!💕

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