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it was the day.

It was THAT day where we all had to play truth or dare.

Fuck.

We decided to switch it to the next week since Sadie and millie BOTH had plans with their lovely boyfriends. I knew Sadie was dating Caleb, it was so obvious. They just used Gaten to not make it seem like they were. But they were red handed anyways.

The past week I've ignored Finn, I acted as if he wasn't there. Literally. He would make rude remarks but I'd never reply to them. He'd tag me in posts on Instagram but I'd never see them or like them. I just saw the notification. He'd throw paper balls at me, but like I said. I ignored it. I ignored it all.

What he said affected me. He knew little about me and he still assumed I was a "hoe" because I talked to guys, I had enough of him.

The whole day we were all playing just dance, watching movies and eating popcorn. Everyone was talking to one another except for Finn and I.

In fact every time he turned to look at me I'd quickly look away. I didn't want to deal with him and I didn't want to argue either, that'd just ruin the whole entire fun.

Currently right now everyone was in a lovely conversation except for me. I didn't want to talk at the moment.

I was leaving back home in less than 2 days. I was nervous as fuck. I haven't seen my father in a very long time, along with my siblings.

My anxiety started to kick in making me feel more nervous than ever. I was leaving in two days for a whole entire month.

I looked at all of my friends, except for Pamala and Finn...who were having a great time and just enjoying everyone's company...

I couldn't tell my friends that I was leaving. I thought I could just go back home and then leave them a note on my bed.

Yea..I should do that instead.

I heard giggles coming from the sofa right across from me.

Those giggles.

I hated them.

And I knew exactly who it was coming from.

I grabbed my phone and went into the Snapchat app. I clicked the camera so it could face them instead of me and watched how Finn and Pamala were flirting with one another. I didn't want to make it obvious that I was looking at them so I was just pretending that I was using my phone.

I started to suck on my straw noticing that I had no more sunny d in my cup.

Perfect. At least I had an excuse to leave the room for a while.

I didn't want to be in here not one more second.

I was jealous, I know I was.

I hate that feeling, it makes me feel terrible.

Oh Finn why do I have to like you ?...out of all the people in this world I fell for you ?! What the fuck is wrong with me ?.

I got up from my seat and excused myself from everyone. I walked into the kitchen and placed my empty glass cup on the grey marble kitchen island.

I lazily walked over to the refrigerator and opened it sending cool chills my way. I grabbed the sunny d and started to pour my empty cup.

As I was doing that, Finn awkwardly walks in.

Great...just great.

I ignored his presence, like I usually do and open the fridge once more putting the sunny d back in it's cold place.

"Hey what the hell ? I was gonna get some" he says rudely.

Then get it your fucking self you moron.

I ignored his stupid comment and continued to the other side of the island where the box of pizza was.

"Why are you ignoring me ?" He asks.

He still asks why ?

I scoff at him and grabbed a piece of pizza.

"Y/n stop ignoring me."

I took a small sip from my drink and let him continue.

I wasn't going to answer him.

As I was going to take a bite from the pizza I felt my back hit the wall causing my pizza to fall.

I looked up and was face to face with the one and only Finn.

He had me pinned on the wall not letting me move. And I knew I was going to stay like this for whole while.

"Y/n, look I'm sorry for what I said in that text. I really am. But you can't just keep ignoring me ! It's been two and a half weeks without you speaking to me, and it's driving me insane !" He says to me.

I looked down not knowing what to say. I didn't really expect him to apologize. It's not like he ever does it anyways. So why do it now ?.

"Y/n, I'm really sorry. I mean it. Please stop ignoring me. I haven't heard your voice once ! I'm almost starting to forget how you sound like..." he says sadly.

I look back up into his eyes and just stay there admiring the color. I'm sure he was exaggerating about the forgetting what I sound like, but I really think he means it.

"Forgive me.."

Silence.

"Say something.." he whispered.

I took a huge gulp and looked down to his lips and back to his eyes.

Y/n, stop he will do the same shit again....just as he always does.

"You don't mean it.." I whispered in a raspy voice.

"Yes I do"

No he doesn't. This is a never ending cycle. He says something stupid. You ignore him. He apologizes. You forgive him. And then back from the beginning.

Stop letting him run you over.

You're way better than this.

But I know that deep down inside I cannot avoid those feelings for him. No matter how hard I try they're always there.

Why do I keep on coming back to you ?!

All the bullshit that you've put me through and I'm still addicted to you !

You fuck me up !

But I don't know how to make it stop..

"Fine, I forgive you.."

He gave me a huge smile, it was hard to not smile back but I gave in and just showed him a small smile.

I look around the whole room except for him. I just want to go back to the living room.

"C-can I leave now ?.." I ask without looking at him.

"No"

"I'm sorry what ? Did you just say no?.." I asked confused.

"MHm, you heard correctly..."

I rolled my eyes at this foolish boy and tried to leave but his grip was tight.

He may look like bones and all but dam he was pretty strong.

Is it bad to say that I wasn't bothered by this ?..

Of course it is idiot ! You want to forget him not fuck him !. (They won't ever do that in the story btw sorry !)

I looked at his eyes and he was doing the same. Soon Finn started to lean in closer.

Oh my god, he's gonna kiss me.

I tried so hard to fight the feeling but I just couldn't. I really wanted his lips to be on mines.

"Guys we're gonna play truth or dare !" Millie says.

I immediately pushed Finn off of me and just in time to because right at the instant millie came in with a smile plastered on her face.

"What were you guys doing ?" She says as she wiggled her non existent eyebrows.

"Stop staring at my eyebrows bitch !" She snapped.

"Not my fault you waxed them !" I shrugged.

She groans and walked out of the kitchen leaving Finn and I alone once again.

"Um, we should go" i say as I quickly left the kitchen not wanting to hear any of his comments.

It was just to awkward. He should've just kissed me instead of teasing me.

Fucking asshat.

I walked in the living room with Finn following me behind and I sat next to Noah who was smiling like a lunatic.

Finn as expected sat next to Pamala. Until Sadie AKA MY LOVER AND WIFE sat in between them.

"Scoot bitch, that seat right there is reserved for this Ass !" She smiles.

Oh yes QUEEN, sorry Shane.

Pamala awkwardly scoots making space for Sadie to sit. Until Caleb came In the living room with an empty glass bottle from who knows what.

"Hey Pamala can you like scoot a bit I wanna sit next to my girlfriend.." he smiled down at her.

"But I-"

"He prefers right now not tomorrow." I snap at her.

She looks back at me and rolls her eyes.

"Stop that, you're gonna get crosseyed, get some help" I say seriously.

This earns me a slap on the arm from Noah.

"Son of a bitch" I whisper grabbing my arm which was now red.

"Stupid bitch that's what you get" Pamala whispers.

"Oh shut up before I lick my thumb and rub off your eyebrows" I say giving her a sarcastic smile.

"OKAYYY, so let's start the game !" Millie interrupts.

"Alright...I'll go first"

Road work ahead ?..

yea I sure hope it does!

Anyways. KRAZY KIDDOS won ! So I'm going to publish the first chapter soon so be on the lookout for that 😏✋🏾.

what's one of your favorite sayings that the characters had said in this book ?

"Ever seen a rat dragging a pink dildo?" - y/n 2k18 😔✋🏾

Um is this story is starting to suck ?

Or is it just me ?.

No ok.

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