A/N note: Can any of yalls reccomend me some good skz ffs? I'm trying to find some that aren't too cringy but also not too un-cringy... Does that make sense? Any who, I need recommendations pls

I asked on the phone. I was calling my sister but I think she was having a connection problem. Remeber when I said that I talk to my sister when I'm having a boy problem? Well, I have a boy problem right now.

Oo she knows me so well. Figures, she is my sister afterall. But what does she mean by again?! It's been a few years since I actually liked someone and told her about it.

I confessed. Very straightforward. I like it. I told her, waiting for her answer. She hummed in response before giving me her advice.

S-she really lnows me well. I hummed to say yes. She said.

...

She cheered on the phone. Hmm.. Now that I've said it outloud, I probably do like him. But does he like me?

I asked. She said. I didn't really believe her. I mean who in their right minds would go close to someone and see if they like them. Who?!

Me. Y/F/N

I was going to do it. I had to find out one way or another. Besides, it's better to do it then to assume he likes me and be extremely embarrassed when he doesn't. Right?

Ugh whatever. I'm still going to do it. Y'know what they say... YOLO. You only live once. So I might as well go with it. I also don't have anything to lose.

Y/N ended the phone call with her sister and went out to the living room. They were all at home today. So, she figured that if she tried it now, the rest of the boys would probably see her and she would feel ten times more embarrassed.

And because of that, she came up with a plan. She was going to ask Hyunjin to come up to the rooftop with her, and there she will do the whole, 'getting close to him' plan. And if it doesn't work out then, she would just go back down with second hand embarrassment haunting her in her sleep.

She waited in the living room. Whenever she hears a door open, she checks to see who was coming out and if it wasn't Hyunjin, she would turn back and pretend like she was doing something else. This went on for almost twenty times before she got fed up.

She gave up and just knocked on his door. She opened the door and asked for Hyunjin to come out. Hyunjin went out with her and she pulled him towards the living room.

She said. He asked. She lied to him. It was better for her to lie though. If she said it straight up, he would've probably run away or chicken out or just be the dramatic llama he is.

After she made dinner, she went up to the rooftop where she waited for Hyunjin to come. She sat down on the newly placed bench and looked up at the sky. It was beautiful.

Hyunjin then came up soon after he finished eating dinner with the other boys. Before he went off though, the boys gave him a thumbs up and made cheering noises to hype him up even though they don't know what was going to happen. All they knew was that Hyunjin was going to see Y/N and that was enough information to cheer for him.

Hyunjin opened the door and sat down next to Y/N who greeted him with a smile. A mile that was hiding the nervousness she was having. Hyunjin tilted his head to the side.

Y/N didn't answer him instead, she asked him another question. She looked up at the stars and asked, She already knew the answer but she just wanted to lighten up the mood a little.

Hyunjin answered, She smiled even brighter because she thought that he was also admiring the sky but he actually wasn't. He wasn't looking up at the sky at all. He was actually looking at her.

The way she lights up everytime she saw something pretty made him like her more. The way her eyes turn into crescents, the way her nose scrunches up, he loved all of it.

But she didn't know. She thought he was admiring the night, not looking at her. But that thought didn't last long. When she turned back to Hyunjin, she saw him looking straight into her eyes. Hyunjin was too in thoughts that he didn't notice that she was also looking at him.

She waved a hand in front of him. He snapped out of his thoughts and immediately turned away from her, furiously blushing.

It is time. Y/N took a deep breath and composed herself before moving herself a little closer to him. Hyunjin didn't catch her movement because when he turned back to her, wanting to tell her something, he flinched a little. She was super close to him. They were possibly around five inches apart.

She whispered to herself and brought her body even closer to his, shortening the gap between them even more. He panicked. With their faces almost touching, both of their faces tinted a bright red.

Both also tried to avoid eye contact with each other. She quickly backed off him, moving to the edge of the bench. They were both now on each side of the bench, not looking at each other at all. They were looking at the anything but each other.

The space between them was filled with awkwardness. Y/N had half of her attention in the mesmerizing night sky, and the other half, on him. She wasn't directly looking at him though. She was using her peripheral vision. In easier words, she was using the side of her eyes to look at him.

Still avoiding his eyes, Y/N felt the urge to just say something. Anything to just explain herself. But before her lips could open, she felt him slowly scooting over, closing the gap between the both of them.

She sprang up from her seat and looked at the confused hyunjin. Y/N cut him off.

Y/N shushed him, putting her finger on his lips, interrupting his words. Sneakily, he held her wrist. It wasn't too strong, yet Y/N's movements were restricted. She thought.

She cursed in her head. He asked, coming closer, just to intimidate her a little. She moved back and back until her head touched the board of the wooden bench.

He said. Hyunjin was now being more confident than ever. Although he is confident as heck on the outside, don't be fooled because he is really, really nervous on the inside.

He smirked. She gave in to his so called 'threats' and jist told him.

She still didn't look at him eye to eye because he was really close to her and that close proximity between them was making her flustered. She said.

He liked this. He liked cornering her and making her all flustered under him. With her face going red and her eyes dilating. He liked it too much. She quieten down her voice and took a deep breath, preparing herself once more.

She put out her pinky finger in front of her face. He interlocked their pinkies.