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Sasha, Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Jean, Connie and Hange were gathered in a private room waiting for the two shorties to arrive.

"What's taking them so long?" Connie asked impatiently.

"They probably fucked because it's been a while since they did it." Jean snickered as Sasha and Connie laughed.

"How did you know that, Jean?" Eren glared as he emphasized his name at Jean when he made the joke about his sister fucking someone. The childish rivalry between the two never faded away.

"Yeah Jean, how did you know about that such stuff between them?" Sasha teased as Jean blushed.

"I don't know! I just presumed that they would someday do it." Jean defended himself and his dignity.

"Why are you guys so interested in Y/N's love life and sex life?" Armin asked.

"What the heck Armin?!" Eren exclaimed.

"You guys are weird," Mikasa added.

"Did you tell her about his death, Hange?" Armin brought up as he gulped anxiously.

"We already did," Hange answered with a sigh remembering what just happened a few hours ago.

"Yes! I can't believe I'm 3 cm taller than you." Y/N laughed at the revelation.

Levi just smiled happily seeing Y/N finally in front of him.

"But my love for you is higher than my height." Y/N teased as Levi facepalmed.

"You've gotten worse at flirting." Levi rolled his eyes.

"Yeah right as if you're better than me" Y/N snickered.

"Are you testing me, Miss Yeager?" Levi spoke back.

"As a woman with a backbone and a whole ass of not losing, my answer is a fucking yes," Y/N smirked as Levi came close to her face.

Y/N could already feel Levi's breathe on her face. It was a heated staring contest between the two shorties. But at last, Y/N lost with a blush on her face. Her eyes shut from getting flustered as she tried not to smile.

"I win," Levi smirked from winning.

"That's unfair." Y/N frowned.

The two shorties continued to walk in the halls of the Survey Corps HQ.

"Are we going to Erwin's office?" Y/N asked Levi.

This time Levi didn't answer her and just continued to walk beside her. Y/N became agitated as she fiddle her cloak.

Whenever Y/N brought up Erwin's name or about his whereabouts, the others would just give her the look of guiltiness and sorrow.

Y/N thought that something wrong had happened to the point that she thought Erwin died. Y/N did see Erwin severely injured himself to the point of his death but... she still had a bit of hope in her.

Y/N was right as she and Levi stopped in front of Erwin's office. Levi knocked at the door. Y/N thought that Erwin was the one who would say come in but it was Hange instead.

Levi opened the door showing Hange sitting on the chair that Erwin once sat on. The two shorties came in.

"Ah, I see you guys came..." Hange spoke.

"He... He didn't survive did he?" Y/N asked as she looked down. Hange and Levi couldn't see what Y/N's expression portrayed because of her hair blocking her face.

Levi and Hange stood silent.

Y/N let out a single tear before closing her eyes stopping the rest from bursting out. The girl wiped her cheek as she looked at Hange.

"I suspected it when I mentioned him at first. I hoped that..." Y/N's voice slightly shook as a hint of despair went to her voice. "He was still alive."

Levi came up to her and held her hand. He hated seeing Y/N being sad and miserable. It was painful and uncomfortable for him to see. Levi had the urge to make her happy to see her smile. He didn't want to see her like this.

"I'm sorry Y/N. Erwin's death is somehow tragic and connects with Armin." Hange explained.

"Huh?"

"Let's sit down first." Hange gestured to sit in front of her office desk as the two shorties sat down. "It's a long story, to be honest, but first it's time to have some tea-"

"Cut the crap, Hange. Tell her everything. Stop trying to change the subject or do anything that prevents you from telling her." Levi spoke with his arms folded over his chest.

"It's not easy as you think bringing up Erwin and all." Hange sighed and looked at Y/N. "Sorry Y/N. I'll tell you everything"

And with that, Hange started to explain the whole story to Y/N. Detail by detail. Y/N kept a frown on her face as Hange continued to tell the story of what happened while she was absent.

Y/N thought that there was more that happened in the battle. It made Y/N upset that she got abducted by Zeke. She regretted not helping them in their time of need. Especially when two of her closest friends were on the brink of death.

"That's all to it." Hange finished as Y/N stood silent to process it all. Y/N was the type of person to process it all in her head quickly but not today.

"Y/N?" Levi caught Y/N's attention bringing her out of her thoughts. "Are you okay?"

"Heh... What a cruel world we live in." Y/N snickered as she gave a bitter smirk.

"And then she just sobbed into Levi's chest as she cried softly." Hange finished the story.

"H-how... Did she react to when... I got picked to live?" Armin anxiously asked. Armin had the look of desperation. He was anxious if Y/N would despise her for stealing the Commander's chance to live. He didn't want his sibling-like close friend to hate him.

"She didn't have much of a reaction. She just listened and stared. Her face was unreadable. I don't know what she was thinking at that time." Hange replied as Armin gulped.

"Don't worry Armin. I'm sure that Y/N won't hate you. She will never hate you." Mikasa reassured him as she patted his shoulder.

"For real, she won't. I once asked her if one of us has to die who would pick me or you. She answered you." Eren chuckled remembering Y/N jokingly replied.

"Don't worry Armin. Y/N is a bubbly person. A person who radiates a dangerous but joyful dog." Connie said.

And with that, Y/N and Levi came into the room as the atmosphere was very cold due to Y/N. Y/N had a small frown on her face as this immediately made Armin squeal because of her aura.

"You said she was joyful like a dog?!" Jean silently shouted at Connie who just shrugged.

"Y/N." Levi softly spoke to her placing his hand on her arm to calm her down.

"Sorry, guys I had a rough day." Y/N sighed finally easing herself. "I'm just not in the mood for joyish shit. I feel like complete shit."

The two sat down. The remaining seats were right next to Armin. Armin wished that the Lance Corporal would sit beside him because he didn't want to upset Y/N. But with that Y/N sat next to Armin making him stiff as a stick.

Y/N noticed Armin's uncomfortableness and looks at him. "Are you okay Armin?" She asked making Armin surprised.

"A-ah yes... I'm f-fine." Armin replied as Y/N went back to eat.

After eating and chatting about random stuff, as usual, Y/N fake coughed to get everyone attention.

"Now it's time for business... I have something that will shock you all." Everyone anticipated what the girl will say. "I'm pregnant."

"Huh?!!!" Sasha exclaimed confused and surprised at the same time.

Eren gushed out the tea that he was drinking when he heard those words of Y/N being 'pregnant'. Eren glanced at the Lance Corporal knowing that he and only he is the suspect for this.

Armin, Hange and Mikasa were speechless. Just speechless.

"When?? How?!!" Connie pointed at Lance Corporal who looked very innocent and laid back. "Did you know about this Captain?"

"I'm gonna be an uncle" Jean wiped faked tears on his cheeks.

"Stop that crap, Y/N," Levi said not buying it. It just made Y/N laugh.

"Yeah, I'm just joking with you all. I'm a fucking squad leader now. I do hope I don't get them killed" Y/N whispered the last part to herself.

Everyone was happy and congratulated Y/N. Connie didn't even believe it because back then Y/N took care of a bunch of kids in the orphanage and showed them violence.

"It was in Erwin's will. He wanted Y/N to become a squad leader after the battle." Hange testified.

"I told him multiple times to not make me a squad leader but his rock hard head didn't follow through that." Y/N puffed out.

"So... Does that mean Y/N isn't in the Levi squad?" Mikasa asked as this made everyone silent for a second.

"No..." Levi whispered as Y/N took notice of this and smirked.

"Awww let's not make our captain sad. I'm still here, Levi. Do you know why? Because im yours." Y/N winked as Levi slammed his hands on her face stopping her further.

"Was it that bad?" Y/N asked as she chuckled.

"By the way, what have you discovered about Marley, Y/N?" Armin asked in curiosity.

"Well... I discovered someone killed my mother..." Y/N glanced at Eren as Eren diverted his gaze away from her. "I've discovered that Zeke Yeager is my full brother and Eren is my half brother. By the way, did you guys open the basement?"

"Yes. After the enemies retreated we head to the basement and found three books titled: 'The Early Life of Grisha Yeager', 'The Extent of Our Knowledge of Titans and Their History', and 'Information About the World Beyond the Walls'," Hange explained.

"I see... I remembered everything ever since I woke up at Marley." Y/N explained."I was born and once a citizen at Marley. My mother, Dina Fritz, turned into a titan here at Paradis and my father too but I don't know how he survived and ended up inside the walls. I chased my father without the knowledge of Zeke to Paradis but..."

"But??" Hange asked as Y/N gulped and looked a bit hesitant.

"I don't remember..."

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"You were lying back there..." Levi and Y/N entered Levi's office.

"What? Where did I lie?" Y/N asked

"You were lying about you don't remember how you got there. Your posture stiffened as well as your tone sounded hesitant rather than laid back. You gulped before you lie." Levi stated as he moved up to Y/N who kept going back until her back reached the wall.

"H-how did you know? That's bizarre." Y/N stuttered as Levi moved closer to her face staring at her eyes.

"I know a lot more than you think, love," Levi answered giving a small smirk of victory. He backed away and sat on his office chair.

"Fuck you, Levi Ackerman." Y/N lightly slapped her cheeks trying to at least make her flushed cheeks disappear. "I get so lightly flustered because of you."

"That's a good thing because it means im that man that can only do that to you," Levi replied as Y/N's face fell.

"I can't believe you... Did you waste your time thinking of smooth pick up lines when I was away? Cuz I thought I'm the smooth one here." Y/N said as Levi chuckled.

"Tell me the truth Y/N. Did you remember how you got to Paradis? Tell me or else I'll have to force you to tell me." Levi pushed the question further as Y/N grumbled.

"Fine... I'll tell you." Y/N sighed giving in.

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"What's the reason for you to not tell them this?" Levi asked Y/N who had just finished explaining.

"Eren... Eren is the reason. I told you that the man with abs and a bun on his hair helped me. It was Eren but he was older. I don't think Eren knows anything about it. By the looks of his when I mentioned the man with the and, his face was innocent nothing like as if he knew." Y/N said as Levi nodded while doing some paperwork.

"Then when are you gonna tell everybody?" Levi asked finishing the last of the paperwork on his desk.

"I'll tell them when the day comes."

Y/N noticed that Levi was writing something else than his regular paperwork. "What's that?"

"Just a letter if they ever find us," Levi replied to the confused Y/N. "Ready Horse. We're going to a place."

"Wait a fucking second... Horse is alive??" Y/N exclaimed in shock. "Damn... That son of a horse still lives."

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After a small horse ride, the two shorties arrived at the cemetery where Erwin Smith was buried.

Erwin's grave had a ton of flowers and candles placed on it. The stone of the grave was clean as if it was new. Y/N bet that Levi was the one who cleaned Erwin's grave from time to time.

"Hi, motherfucker... It's been a while... Sorry I was late. A monkey kidnapped me and took me to their home." Y/N spoke to the grave of Erwin Smith as Levi stood beside her. "And fuck you for making me a squad leader. Did you lose your mind when you lost your right arm? You know I'll just lead them to death with you."

Levi placed a hand on her shoulder as the two remained silent after staying at Erwin's grave for an hour.

"Sorry, Erwin I don't have flowers with me. Next time when we come back we'll bring you better, ones." Y/N said.

"And some tea," Levi added as Y/N chuckled.

"I want to visit someone else... Can we, Levi?" Y/N asked Levi.

"Yeah sure." Levi agreed. He took Y/N's hand as Y/N led him to a path where they stop on a grave.

'Eric Sterben'

It was the name that was engraved on the grave. The stone of the grave looked old and it was dirty. It annoyed Levi with how dirty the grave was. Eric's grave didn't have a single flower or candles on it. As if no one visited his grave.

"This is Eric Sterben... He was my first ever friend and saviour when I first arrived at Paradis Island."

(idk but I think this chapter sucks in my opinion)