remember, her-

i see everyday

i bring chocolates

i give a hug

i tell i am

there for

that i am friend

i wish i

could tell

that i realised

that means

so much more

so fucking much more

but i can't

its too late

i don't

find her

beautiful anymore

i don't find

her smiles

adorable anymore

that is because

somehow

trying to creep

out of this world

crept into

my heart

and now

won't leave

.

and i don't

want to

i am falling

falling too fast

but isn't there

to catch me

.