So what are you gonna say at my funeral now that you've killed me?

Here lies the body of the love of my life, whose heart I broke without a gun to my head. Here lies the mother of my children both living and dead. Rest in peace, my true love, who I took for granted, most bomb pussy, who because of me, sleep evaded. Her shroud is loneliness.

Her God was listening.

Her heaven would be a love without betrayal.

Ashes to ashes...dust to side chicks.

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I put a smile on my face when I go outside

My friends all see the pain I try to hide in my eyesAnd I try to act like I can make it on my own Since you've been gone I'm alone I suppose I'm gonna be here a whileAnd for the rest . . . of my life It only hurts when I smile..I thought our love was strongI didn't think you would leaveI think about about you all the time Do you still think about me?and when I think of how I threw us awayIt only hurts when I think .The first time I laid eyes on you you took my breath awayI lost my breath again the day you walked awayPain won't go and damage is doneAnd I just can't feel a thingIt only hurts when I breathe. And I see where I went wrongAnd I see what I've doneBut I don't see you coming home to meAnd when I look at it all that way It only hurts when I see.And I just can't live without you My heart is still in your hands And there's no "this" left to fixAnd there's no "us" left to mendAnd I guess I gotta live with itSo it only hurts when I live.I put a smile on my face when I go outside My friends all see the pain I try to hide in my eyesAnd I try to act like I can make it on my own Since you've been gone I'm alone I suppose I'm gonna be here a whileAnd for the rest . . . of my life It only hurts when I smile.And for the rest . . . of my life It only hurts when I smile