Oh my god... today's my birthday which means the bonfire is tonight with all of the football players.

I'm so fucking nervous.

But I can do this. I know i'm going to have fun.

Everything will go great.

I can feel it.

Before it got too late I got into the shower and cleaned myself off.

After that I got out and blow dried my hair and got dressed in skinny jeans, a button up, a leather jacket, and some black boots.

Niall rubbed off on me a little bit... and I wanna look hot for all of the hot football players... because that's totally important.

After I was done I made my way down stairs and helped my mom with sitting up the snack tables and drink tables.

"So you and the girls are leaving for the night right?" I asked mom as we set up chips into chip bowls.

"Yeah." she nodded. "We are staying at one of my friends houses. She has daughters so we are doing a girly birthday bash for Lot... it will be fun."

"Thank you so much for letting me have the house for the night."

"Well you are having all of those boys spend the night and I don't want anything to happen to your sisters."

"Mom." I said shocked. "My friends aren't like that."

"Well you never know dear." she shrugged. "Also I don't want to be woken up in the middle of the night from your wildness."

"I see that point." I nodded.

"So they are all staying over?" she asked still amazed.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"Where are they all going to sleep?"

"Well some in my room and some in the living room."

"Why not all in the living room?"

"Because there isn't enough room. Also I want my close friends in my room."

"Which are?"

"Niall, Harry, and Ashton."

"Oh, alright." she nodded. "Well hopefully you guys don't burn down the house or have the cops called on you guys. I'll lie and say I didn't let you have this party."

"Okay mom." I laughed. "Thanks for the heads up."

"You're welcome." she said laughing as well.

"Well I think you and the girls and babies should get going?"

Mom looked at the time and nodded.

"Alright then. Well happy birthday again Lou and I hope you have an amazing time tonight." mom smiled as she hugged me. Once she stopped talking she kissed me on my cheek.

"I'll try to have fun." I chuckled. "Love you."

"Love you too." she said pulling away and then she called, "Come on girls! Time to go!"

All of my sisters came rushing down and two were carrying the babies.

All of my sisters hugged and kissed me as well as saying happy birthday to me one last time.

After that I was all alone and waiting for my friends to show up.

Just like that Niall was there.

"Hey Niall." I smiled opening the door for him.

"Hey Louis. Happy birthday!" he yelled and hugged me.

After we let go I told him to put his gift for me on the gift table and then help himself to snacks and drinks.

Pretty soon everyone was there but Harry.

"This party is rockin." Ashton said as he bounced his head to the beat of the music playing loudly in the background.

"Glad you think so." I smiled.

"So?" Justin asked as everyone started to gather around. "Who's ready to get drugged and drunked up?"

Everyone cheered... even Niall... and now I'm ready to try stuff... I wanna get fucked the fuck up.

"Well I think the birthday boy should go first." Bradley said pushing me over to Justin.

"Me first?" I asked.

"Yeah!" Micheal yelled.

"It's your birthday." Tristan shrugged.

"Alright." I nodded. "Let's do this. What do you got Bieber?"

"I've got cocaine, LSD, ecstasy, weed, and I may or may not have Heroin."

"Oh shit mate." Luke said in shock. "Heroin?"

"Harry's." Justin shrugged.

"Harry wanted to do that?" I asked.

"Yeah." he nodded. "Harry's done everything."

"So I've been told." I said nodding. "Well to start off easy... give me some pot."

"Here you go bro." Justin said giving me a brownie.

Everyone laughed.

"That's all my dealer had on such short notice." Justin said rolling his eyes.

Everyone then picked their poison and started doing their drugs.

Niall and I each got two weed brownies so we ate the entire four together.

I'm telling you... an hour later I was seeing stars... and spaceships... and unicorns.

After I was stoned out of my mind Harry showed up.

"Harry!" I shouted happily. "You're here!"

"Are you high?" was the first thing he said with a laugh.

"As a k-kite!"

Harry busted out laughing and shook his head as he walked over to Justin.

I saw Harry sit down and then shoot up Heroin into his veins.

Holy shit I'm seeing people do hard core drugs... but right now I could care less. All I want is a good dick suck and a fuck... well that and a big plate of nachos from Taco Bell.

After about another hour of loud music, drinking all sorts of different liquors, and eating more weed brownies... I was ready to try LSD.

"Are you ready for this?" Harry asked holding the little sheet in his hand.

"Ye-yes." I nodded ready to have a rave in my brain and foam at the mouth.

"Open up big boy." Harry giggled.

I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out.

Harry placed the sheet on my tongue and may have left his fingers on my skin a little too long. But he then backed up and the sheet dissolved on my tongue.

The minute it flowed into my system I was gone... so far gone all I saw were rays of lights, floating monkeys, and cocks flying right next to my head.

"I'm hav-having so much f-fun." I whispered into Harry's ear as I stumbled around.

Harry caught me as I almost fell and I could feel both of our heart rates beating way too fast then it should be. Not because of us touching but because of the drugs.

"I really want to make a mistake with you." Harry whispered into my ear.

"What do you m-mean?"

"I wanna suck on your tongue."

"God pl-please." I begged.

Harry and I ran up to my room.

I locked the door and then I was pushed onto my bed and Harry was on top of me, lips already glued to my own.

His big lips started to suck on my tongue once I entered it into his mouth and I could feel myself getting hard.

I so wanted to be fucked.

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Please like and comment everyone :) ~Ash