Louis walked into work just like every other day, but today wasn't just any day . It marked 1 year with Harry not only that, his nerves were eating at him. He told Harry to be ready around 2 he had luckily got the day off at 12 which was in three hours. He had three hours to go that shop, and see if Niall was still up for babysitting. It was going to be a weekend away for this. A cabin in the woods was in order and he knew of a place in Donny that rented cabins for couples and family. He called and they had the perfect one.

"Mr. Tomlinson!" Mr. Prack snapped Louis from his thoughts.

"Sorry boss," Louis apologized getting back to work, "I was just going over everything for the weekend with my boyfriend today."

Mr. Prack crossed his arms over his chest.

"Tomlinson your lucky I'm giving the rest of the week and weekend off! I don't want to hear about it." Mr. Prack turned and walked off.

"Fucking asshole." Louis mumbled getting back to work.

I wandered around the apartment packing the things Louis told me too. Packing extra things into Louis' bag for him that Louis packed this morning. William was napping so it made it easier to get things in order for them. Harry thought all day where they could be going. Louis told him to pack sweats or whatever he was comfortable in. Which wasn't sweats for him it was jeans skinny jeans to be exact, and nice button up shirts. It was a year today with Louis it seemed almost impossible. They had only been dating for 5 months when he got pregnant with William.

William was growing he just turned 5 months, a few days ago. It seemed like just yesterday I had held him in my arms for the first time after waking up from the nightmare. I loved waking up to the sound of him, and Louis knowing he didn't leave my side or our sons that whole time was everything to me.

Louis and William a year ago I would have never imagined having a baby with my bully, falling in love with my bully, getting shot by my best friend, only for him to turn the gun on himself out of guilt, now I hear him or I did when I got jumped at the trail. I haven't heard him again since. In a way I'm thankful but it still drives me mad.

Harry spent the rest of the time straightening up the place leaving a list of things to do if William gets too fussy. He double checked everything. He was worried of course it was natural being this was the first time he was going to be away from William for such a long time. He couldn't stand being away from him for no more than a hour before texting or calling Niall checking in on him.

Niall arrived not long before Louis did. Harry was all ready to go when he got there as ordered. Louis quickly showered and got dressed in comfy clothes. It took Louis minutes to finally get Harry to leave. He kissed William on the cheek and held it there for a bit then pulled back warning Niall to take care of his son. Louis threw the suitcases in the trunk of his car and climbed in.

He put his hand on Harry's thigh and Harry rested his hand on top of Louis'. Harry could feel the tears come as they pulled out the parking lot. It was because he was nervous and didn't want to leave his baby boy. He wasn't going to have any cell service where the cabin was according to Louis which was even more nerve racking. He wouldn't be able to check in with his baby.

Louis reached over wiping the stray tear away from Harry's cheek.

"Don't cry baby. He's going to be fine. I'm sure he's having a blast with uncle NiNi right now." Louis assured him softly.

"I know Lou I'm just– it's just I haven't been away from him this long. I know we just left it's just mummy anxiety." Harry said wiping the tears away.

Louis took his hand and kissed it and rested it on the seat between them. Harry unbuckled and quickly slid next to Louis resting his head on his shoulder after buckling back up.

"I like your seats." Harry said.

"Really?" Louis asked surprised.

"Yeah only because I can scoot closer to you when I want but in my car the console separates us." Harry explained.

Louis smiled fondly at the boy resting on his shoulder before returning his eyes to the road in front of him.

It was still bothering Harry on why this sudden weekend was in order apart from their anniversary he would of been happy with just a outing on the town or something. Just something simple because it's the little things that count.

"Why won't you tell me where we are going?" Harry questioned bored.

"Am I boring you princess?" Louis said in the way he did when he used to bully Harry.

Harry poked his side hard.

"Not you, just this long car ride." Harry said.

"We've been on the road for only 25 minutes?" Louis said.

"There's nothing fun in your car Lou I'm used to my car where I have things to do." Harry explained.

"What sort of things do you have to do that's so entertaining in your car?" Louis raised a brow.

"Better music, a book of poetry I keep in the glove compartment, that's just mainly it." Harry said lacing his fingers through Louis'.

"Are you criticizing my music?" Louis said.

"No I'm just simply saying I don't like it. I'm not saying why I don't like it or what you should listen to." Harry said.

"Okay, okay." Louis said caressing Harry's hand with his thumb.

Harry smiled at the boy pecking his cheek quickly.

"Can I change your music please?" Harry begged with a pout lip.

"If I say no will you keep on?" Louis wondered.

Harry nodded still pouting his lip looking like a sad puppy.

"Ugh fine." Louis surrendered.

"Yay." Harry reached for the knob of the radio to change it he couldn't find a station that played his music, so he took the aux chord and plugged it into his phone.

He played three particular songs all by Troye Sivan. Heaven ft. Betty Who, and Blue feat. Alex Hope. Harry caught Louis humming along to Heaven and he sung along on the line that said trying to keep faith and picture his face staring up at me. Harry giggled and smiled widely.

When Blue came on Harry sung aloud the part that sung the girls part. Swore I'd never lose control, then I fell in love with a heart that beats so slow. I know you're seeing black and white

So I'll paint you a clear blue sky

Without you I am colour-blind

It's raining every time I open my eyes

I know you're seeing black and white

So I'll paint you a clear blue sky

Without you I am colour-blind

It's raining every time I open my eyes.

God I really love him Louis thought as he listened to the boy sing those words to him. It was true, every single word he sung just now was true.

"You wanna know why I love that part so much?" Harry spoke as Louis shook his head back to focus.

Louis gave him a go on look and Harry did.

"I love it because I swore I wouldn't lose control and fall for someone like you but I did. I was afraid I would lose my family even more and I did. I don't care, even though I get that pain of losing one person that meant the world to me," Harry paused choking on the last words but gathered himself even though Louis told him to stop, "I realized that I loved you I really loved you. I broke the promise I'd thought I'd never break and I fell in love with someone like you. I–"

Harry was cut off by Louis shushing him with one finger.

"You saw that I was seeing black and white and you wanted to paint me a clear blue sky." Louis smiled softly at the boy and wiped away the stray tear that was falling down Harry's cheek.

"And I realized without you I'm colorblind." Harry finished.

"I love you." Louis whispered.

"I love you more." Harry said with a smile.

Harry found himself daydreaming about Louis more so than usual. Probably cause the car ride was taking ages.

Luckily it was a solid hour before they got to the place according to Louis. Harry's legs were killing him because the space in Louis' car wasn't nearly as big as the space in his.

"I can't wait until we get to wherever we are going. I hope it has a nice jacuzzi tub so I can get in and relax because my legs are killing." Harry said.

"But we haven't done a thing why are they hurting?" Louis smirked.

"Because tiny car isn't made for a man of my height." Harry sighed.

"Well this is my treat and I figured since it's something I planned and all we would have to take my car. Next time we'll take yours." Louis giggled.

"Happy you find it funny." Harry said sarcastically.

Louis scrunched his face smiling widely.

Eventually they did make it to their destination. Harry got out and stretched while Louis went into the main office to check them in. Harry took in the gorgeous scenery of the place. He knew that they were staying at a cabin. When they pulled in a sign read . The name was plain with no creativity. So he hoped the cabins were opposite. Creative and pretty unlike the name.

Louis came out carrying papers and a map to the cabin. He followed the maps directions and this cabin was far away from the others. Secluded from all the others. It was perfect and cozy looking. Harry observed the outside while Louis grabbed the bags from the back. It was beyond nice, to Harry it was luxurious. He wandered how many pay checks Louis had spent on it.

"How much or many of your pay checks did you spend on this place it's amazing?" Harry asked as they walked to the door of the place.

"That's for me to know and you to enjoy." Louis smiled, "come on."

He unlocked the door revealing the beautiful inside of the place. The fireplace caught Harry's eye he loved it.

Harry walked around exploring the beautiful cabin. The kitchen was small but that was nothing new because the apartments kitchen was pretty small as well. In the bathroom there was a jacuzzi big enough for two. Louis snaked his arm around Harry's waist and gave it a small squeeze.

"I plan making good use of that in a bit." Louis whispered against Harry's ear kissing it then biting the lobe.

Harry's skin tingled and heated. His breathing hitched and he bit his lip.

"Damn you." Harry whispered as Louis teased him.

He felt Louis smirk proudly against the crevice of his neck.

"I'm a bit hungry what about you?" Louis said with a smile.

Harry turned facing him.

"Yeah I am but we have to go the shop to get some stuff." Harry said.

"Who said we have to go the shop why not out to eat?" Louis suggested.

"Don't you wanna save a bit of money?" Harry questioned.

"Eh that doesn't matter, it's only tonight. So after going out for a bite, you fancy going to the shop for groceries?" Louis said his hands resting on Harry's hips.

Harry nodded and Louis pecked his lips quickly.

"Come on then." Louis said leading Harry to the bedroom of which he hasn't seen yet.

"Where we going?" Harry asked.

"The bedroom." Louis said plainly.

"But I thought we were going to eat? Then have a bit of fun later." Harry asked.

"We are," Louis giggled "just putting the bags in here. Unless you want to have a quickie."

Harry smacked his arm playfully.

"No thanks." Harry laughed.

They put the bags up and the clothes away. The bedroom was gorgeous Harry loved the bed. It looked romantic and full of lust.

They decided on a nice Chinese restaurant. Harry didn't want any meat. He ordered some stir fry vegetables with sushi and lo mein. Louis ordered some teriyaki chicken, with fried rice, and spring rolls.

"You think you got enough there Lou?" Harry teased.

Louis flicked him off and continued eating with his fork because he didn't know how to use chopsticks.

"I haven't eaten anything at all." Louis said with his mouth full.

"Very attractive babe." Harry said as he swallowed the food.

He grabbed one of Louis' spring rolls with his chop sticks.

"Hey!" Louis said as he swatted at him.

Harry flicked him off right back playfully.

"Babe you have yourself a feast you won't starve."

"I'm not stealing any of your shit because it all looks gross except the noodles." Louis said taking another bite of his chicken.

They eventually finished and went to the shop for groceries. Louis of course grabbed a bunch of junk and Harry had to put some of it back. So each of them had their fair share of what they wanted. They made me back to the cabin just before dark. They put the groceries where they should be and stood there awkwardly.

"Soo?" Louis said.

"How about we go try that Jacuzzi?" Harry said with a teasing smirk as he began unbuttoning his shirt slowly and seductively.

Louis shuffled his legs and bit his lip. Harry bit his lip too as his shirt revealed his inked skin.

"Are you purposely trying to seduce me?" Louis raised a brow.

"Is that what it looks to you?" Harry giggled.

Louis nodded and Harry laughed.

"Then yes Mr. Tomlinson that is what I'm doing." Harry began backing up slowly as Louis inched closer to him.

"Why are you backing up from me?" Louis said in a sexy way.

"How am i going to seduce you if you catch me?" Harry questioned.

"Aye." Louis said.

Harry didn't have to really do anything to get Louis going. He was perfect to him and everything about Harry drove him crazy. His looks, his personality, his heart. Everything.

When Louis got with in a foot or two of Harry, Harry turned and took of running down the hall and into the bathroom.He put himself against the door and scrambled to get his pants offand boxers before Louis got in, he giggled and teased him with words. He did just in time too, he stumbled forward when Louis got his way in and Louis was also naked. He let out a cute squeal as Louis snaked his arms around him and playfully pulled him closer pecking his lips with a smile.

"Darn it, you caught me." Harry stomped his foot.

"You can run but you can not hide." Louis whispered against his lips.

"I wasn't hiding I was simply-" Louis gave him a look "okay I was but it wasn't technically hiding because you knew where I was?"

"Get that bath ready and I'll go get our towels from the room." Louis said as he walked out.

Harry did just that. He made sure the water was just right for what was going to happen and it was.

Each thrust with the warm bubbly liquid on Harry's skin made it feel amazing. He moaned into the crevice of Louis' neck as Louis went deeper. Harry comed in minutes and Louis trailed right behind him. They sat there in the tub in each others arms as they soaked. They dried off but didn't bother getting dressed they cuddled each other their naked bodies tangled with each other.

Louis could only think about tomorrow and how important it was and how this may be the last night Harry would be just a boyfriend, how Harry may or not be his fiance tomorrow.

It scared the hell out of him.