"Li I need you to take me to the doctors today I get this bloody thing removed today." Harry motioned to the boot cast on his foot.

"Can't you get your precious Louis to do it?" Liam said sounding in no way happy.

Harry could sense that Liam was irritated? Mad even but about what?

"I can't ask him to do that, he's not my boyfriend yet and plus I have an appointment to check up on unique part of me." Harry explained.

His unique part of him, that's what Harry called his illness. He didn't want to even think of it as a illness, just that it was a part of him and it thought it unique.

"So what?" Liam snapped "he wasn't your boyfriend last night but you bloody let him fuck you!" Liam stood now showing every ounce of his annoyance.

"Excuse me?!" Harry stood crossing the dorm to him.

"You bloody heard me Harry! I thought you were better then that? You obviously aren't, you let him fuck you so you don't have to say you love him? He's got you so whipped, you're blind!" Liam hissed.

Harry felt the tears stream down his cheeks. He couldn't believe Liam right now. He felt sick to his stomach.

"YOU ASSHOLE I DID TELL HIM I LOVE HIM! I TOLD HIM BEFORE WE EVEN FUCKED! I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND AND WOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME! I'M SO DISGUSTED AND HURT. I CAN NOT BELIEVE YOU-" Harry broke down in tears.

He walked to his closet pulling out his zebra printed duffle bag. He pulled his clothes off the racks throwing them in the bag he grabbed everything and threw it in the bag. Once it was all packed he zipped it and threw it over his shoulder.

"Harry wait I'm-" Liam stepped in front of him as he got to the door.

"Screw you." Harry cried picking his book bag up putting it over his shoulder.

"Harry I'm-" Liams voice shook as he started crying.

"Leave me alone Liam and move out of my way." Harry cried as he opened the door when Liam moved.

He wasn't going to stay with Louis he was going to stay in a hotel. One he could afford with the little money he had. He got his car and drove to the doctors first he was late already. He quickly fixed his face. His eyes were red but if anyone asked he'd tell them it's allergies just to avoid crying again. He had to force himself to stop crying. Liam would not stop calling. He turned his phone on silent as he walked in the doctor checking himself in.

He got his boot off and was all clear to go back to ballet.

~

Harry always came to the special doctor with Liam. Everytime he worried something might be wrong. The doctor warned him when he first found out about the unique part of him.

"Harry Styles." a nurse called from the door.

He stood following the small woman back. She was rather old she had grey hair but she wasn't really old. She was about 60 years old. She was sweet as she asked Harry the usual questions.

"Any pain?" the nurse smiled.

"Well I just started feeling this really dull pain about a week ago, right about here." Harry pointed to the middle of his stomach.

To which the nurse carefully noted.

"Any unusal changes?"

"Well," Harry gulped "I've been eating a lot more than usual and I get these awful tastings for things I don't really like and if I don't eat them I throw up. My stomach kinda feels like somethings just stuck in there, I don't know."

Harry clasped his hands together squeezing them tightly together to where you could see the white of his knuckles. The nurse finished up the questions, that nurse has had Harry the last couple of times Harry was in. He felt close to her because she would sometimes stay and talk to him and Liam about anything. Martha was a sweet woman.

"Martha?" Harry said as she reached for the door knob.

"Yes dear?" Martha looked at him.

"Can you stay with me until he comes in? I'm a bit more nervous than usual and as you see Li-" he started but stopped not wanting to speak of it "well he isn't here with me today." he cast his eyes down to the floor.

"I'm sorry not today sweet, I have other patients to see for Dr. Fraiser." she said.

Harry nodded and she left. He was alone. That's how it really felt now. It felt like he just lost his best friend. He didn't want to think of it like that but he did. This was the first bad fight between him and Liam. Both of them were in each others faces fists clinched at their sides.

He lifted his shirt studying his stomach, it seemed to be a little bulged at the bottom. Oh god... Harry thought.

The doctor walked in just as Harry started to run his index finger over the bulge. He quickly put his shirt down clasping his hands again.

"Hello Harry, how are you doing today?" he asked.

His doctor was old too he had white hair just like Martha but luckily age hadn't caught him yet. His face had no wrinkles and he too was about the same age as her.

"I'm okay, I guess." Harry admitted truthfully.

"Well let's have a look then." Dr. Fraiser patted the exam table and Harry got on it.

Harry knew the drill. He unzipped his pants and pulled down his boxers and pulled up his shirt.

It was awkward being touched there but it was necessary.

"Everything looks good except you show signs of pregnancy," Dr. Fraiser crossed his arms, he poked his head out the door "I need a scan room open pronto."

"W-what?" Harry was dumbfounded.

"I said you show-"

"Yeah I heard you." Harry felt tears form in his eyes.

"Come along now." the doctor opened the door and Harry followed him in the room.

Once inside the room he was told to lay down on the bed and to only raise his shirt this time.

"In the report it said you have had sickness? When have you experienced this?" Dr. Fraiser questioned squirting a cool gel onto his stomach.

"I-in the morning and when I don't eat what I have a strange tasting for." Harry said as the tears began to fall.

The doctor nodded moving the piece around on his stomach.

"There," the doctor pointed to the small pea sized thing on the screen, "Harry you are pregnant."

"Oh my god." Harry gasped the tears fell harder.

"Congratulations, would you like a picture?"

Harry nodded frantically.

"The baby is pea sized so that means you've been pregnant for about 4 weeks. Sometimes it's common to not feel nausea until a little bit into the pregnancy. How long has it been since you have had sex?" Dr. Fraiser handed him a picture.

"Th-three weeks." Harry said looking at the scan.

It had been three weeks since and he and Louis had been seeing each other everyday. So it added up, however he was shocked, and scared. Imagine if his mum found out.

"Right then, you should be due around April 18 of next year then. You'll come back the 18th of next month for your one month check up then you and your partner can hear the heart beat and have a tape." He explained.

"Okay."

"I'll make you the appointment see you then Harry."

He nodded and left. He was going to have to tell Louis. He was afraid of what Louis would do how he would react. He didn't want to lose Louis too. He pulled into a hotel. The outside looked decent and Harry hoped the inside was just as decent as the outside. He walked in with his belongings.

"How may I help you?" the deskwoman asked.

"I'd like a room please." Harry answered.

"How long will you be staying?"

"How much does 3 nights cost?"

"£120.80."

"Alright that's all I have." Harry tossed the last of his money on the desk.

"Have a nice stay. That includes the meals served in the dining room. Here's your key." the man looked at Harry up and down.

Harry noticed and jerked the key away from him.

"I'd appreciate it if you didn't look at me like that, I'm taken." Harry lied turning on his heel to leave.

"Sorry princess." the man called from behind.

"Do not bloody call me that! The only one that's allowed to call me that isn't you so kindly shut the fuck up." Harry snapped.

Dr. Fraiser was the doctor through it all. Harry didn't think about how this might be a threat to the baby if his mum found out which being that Harry forgot to tell Dr. Fraiser to not she surely know now. The last thing he needed was his mum screwing things up again. His family was the one that bought him the car he has now, but one thing his family didn't get for him was college. Harry worked for it. Saved up enough for the first semester, told them, then it all went downhill from there.

"Don't you worry little one, mummy isn't going to let anything happen to you I promise." Harry rubbed the bump gently as he layed on the bed of the hotel room, wishing the baby could hear him but it couldn't. Not yet at least.

Louis had been messaging for a good two hours now and hasn't responded once. It wasn't because he was mad Louis got him pregnant. He was afraid but he needed to tell him now. His hands shook as he pressed call for Louis.

*Ring ring*

"Hi princess?" Louis answered.

"Hello Lewis." Harry smiled nervously tears in his eyes yet again.

"Why haven't you answered me? Are you okay? Liam told me you left when I came by to visit two hours ago." Louis had a hint of worry.

"....." Harry cried hard into the reciever holding a hand over his mouth.

"Harry?" Louis said softly.

"Louis I need to see you, there's a reason I've been quiet for the past two hours." Harry choked.

"Harry where are you? I'm walking out the door now."

Harry gave him the hotel address. They exchanged I love you's and hung up. He raised his knees to his chest crying into his lap.

It was bad for the baby to cry and get stressed according to a small packet Martha gave him on the way out with a kiss on the cheek. He fell asleep for a hour holding his stomach until a knock woke him.

"Who is it?" Harry in his raspy sleep voice.

"It's Louis." Louis sounded frantic.

Harry checked the peephole and opened the door letting him in.

Louis kissed his lips over and over and held his face in his hands.

"What's wrong?" he led him to the bed.

"I'm-" damn it Harry come on "I'm pregnant Louis."

He looked at him with glazed eyes.

"You, your what?" Louis looked at his stomach.

"I'm pregnant Louis." Harry repeated.

"Holy fucking shit." Louis breathed there was no emotion in his face.

"Louis don't leave me please." Harry begged thinking the worst.

Louis pulled him into a hug quietly not saying a word.

"I promised to never leave you. I just- how long have you known?" Louis questioned holding the boy tightly.

"About 3 hours now." Harry grabbed the scan showing it to Louis.

"Is that it?" Louis pointed to the dot Harry rested his head on his shoulder nodding.

"When is he/she due?"

"18th of April next year." Harry said.

"Now on to why in the hell you are here?" Louis said.

"Liam yelled at me for having sex with you. He doesn't know I'm pregnant and I'd like to keep it that way or I'll hear more of it."

"Don't stay here I don't want you alone in some where like this." he motioned around.

"I've already payed it. I just have to get a job and-" Harry started.

"Oh no your not working for anything, I've got a job well enough to put us in a good place for the baby and us," he put his hand on his stomach "come on then let's go start hunting."

He opened his hand and Harry took it. Louis grabbed his stuff and led him out the room. He gave the key back to the deskman. Harry had his head rested on Louis' shoulder as they walked.

"Awe isn't that sweet. Your boyfriend is hot." the deskman looked at Louis.

"He's not my boyfriend-" Harry said.

"And you need to watch your mouth buddy. I'd like the money back please he hasn't used anything in the room so he gets full refund I don't want to hear it just give." Louis said ending it.

"Here." he handed him Harry's money and they both left on that note.

"Louis what about my car?" Harry said as they headed to Louis' car.

"We'll come back and get it." he gave him a smile.

~

Finding an apartment wasn't easy they needed a two bedroom one in Louis' budget of 1,800 a month at most. They found one each of them fell in love with it. It was nice and had a dated brick wall in the kitchen where the bar was. The bedrooms were perfect one big and one small one. The bathroom was medium sized. They were happy with the find. It came with furniture, and wasn't too far from the university.

"We need to go shopping and get my car." Harry said as they explored once the man who showed them the place left.

Louis nodded.

"I'll pay for the groceries." Harry said.

Louis shook his head.

"Louis you can by the plates and what not cause we don't have them. It be easier for us on the money, 120.80 is what I have and that's all we need for a months grocery. So please Louis don't play man of the house like that."

He sighed heavily.

"Okay. Lets get a cab there to the hotel then from there we will go to the market for everything else." he smiled.

Outside he held Harry close cause it was a little chilly.

"Lou are you excited about the baby?" Harry said not looking at him.

"I am but I'm also pretty damn nervous too." he said waving a taxi down.

They got in.

"Me too but I'm also scared." Harry admitted after Louis gave the address of the hotel.

"Why are you scared?"

"My mum knows I'm sure my doctor has told her by now because she set me up with him and I never changed," Harry explained "I'm afraid she's going to try and get it removed."

"Harry she won't touch you or the baby as long as I'm here. No one or no thing will touch you or our baby." Louis kissed the top of his head.

A few minutes later they get out at the hotel. Inside the car Louis rested his hand on Harry's small bump.

*Beep *

Harry checked his phone. It was a message from his mother. He opened it.

Harry Edward Styles! You are pregnant and I'd like to see you for dinner on Tuesday.

Mum I don't feel that's necessary.... and I'm not letting you take this from me! I left for a reason and I'm not coming back for the same.

Dress nicely a suit will be nice. We are having a little dinner party so it's not just you. People want to see you.

I know what's going to happen if I come and if I do I'm bringing someone. You didn't like me then and you never will. So why should I bother?

*incoming call mum*

Harry ignored it.

*incoming call mum*

Harry ignored it again.

*incoming call mum*

Harry answered.

"What do you want?" Harry snapped annoyed.

"To see you." his mum said simply.

Louis pulled into the market car park and parked. Giving Harry a questioning look.

"Why just cause I'm pregnant? Yeah mum that's great it's been a year since we talked and all a sudden you want to see me? You're absolutely crazy."

"I just want to see if it's true."

"It's true mum it's bloody true and you are so wrong. You told me to leave mum and not come back until I've dropped ballet? Yeah you remember, well guess what! I haven't given up ballet and I won't either!" Harry snapped into the reciever.

Louis grabbed the phone from him, putting it to his ear.

"Well I'm the fellow who got him pregnant. I'm Louis by the way and if that's all you wanted for him to come by for then there you have it. I'm also the fellow he told what you tryed to do to him when he was young and don't think for a second you can come waltzing back into his life and ruin it again. He's spent a year off by himself and done just fine. He's not seeing you and that's that he's told you. Now leave him the hell alone..please and thank you." Louis said giving all the sass he had.

"That's none of your business boy!" Anne snapped into the reciever.

"Well neither is him being pregnant! You don't control him anymore. The baby is mine and his and I mean no threat by this but if you so much as try anything to harm him or the baby I will be sure to report you to the police."

"My name is Anne I'm his mother and someone like you doesn't seem to be the right one for my son. Quite honestly your mouth is what gave that away. Any boy with decency would have just kindly hung up. You are not fit for my son." Anne said authoritatively.

"Well any mother with the decency wouldn't have kicked out her son for doing what he loves because she thinks it's disgusting. She would have been happy for him and proud and told him to go on." Louis said.

He looked over seeing Harry was crying and when he saw that he hung up the phone.

"Come on." he said softly.

He rounded the car and opened the door for him.

"Ignore her okay? She's not prying her way back in your life." Louis said when he saw Harry checking his phone as they walked in.

Louis grabbed a basket and pushed it.

Harry gave him smile.

Harry missed his mum if he was honest but going to the dinner party wasn't a good idea and he knew that. He wanted to go but he was denying it. He wanted to go mainly to see his sister. He knew that no matter what Gemma wouldn't hate on him. She didn't say anything and hasn't because Anne told her not to. He missed Gemma more than his mum.

"Louis." Harry piped up as they picked out plates and what not.

"Yeah?" he answered putting a box of plates into the basket with the food.

"I want to go for my sister." Harry said.

"Harry."

"Louis trust me please I can't do it without you. Plus you can't tell me not to go cause I'm not yours yet."

"You are mine Harry. You have my baby in you." Louis said.

Harry put a hand on his stomach.

"Yes Louis that's true but that doesn't make me yours. You haven't asked me to be yours."

"Okay then will you be my boyfriend?" Louis asked.

"No." Harry said.

"What? Why?"

"Because you asked me wrongly, you asked me so I would be yours for a reason."

Louis shook his head. They paid and went home.

"Harry I don't want you just to call you mine, I don't want you cause you have our baby growing inside you. I don't want you because your family. I want you because I love you more than I ever thought possible, I want you because you make me happy and I don't want to kill myself everyday. I want you because you make me feel like someone. I fucking love you and you're my world and our baby is my universe. Please be my boyfriend. I promise to be the person you need." Louis said as they brought all the groceries.

Harry took one of Louis' hands placing it his stomach and looked at him.